Azrael narrowed his eyes as he took in Vargas's words and their meaning resonated deep in the pit of his stomach. "These caves are not a place of freedom." Well...obviously. If they were, then there would be no walls, no ceiling. There would be endlessness, not a finite world. But he did not imagine that there was some greater power, some all-seeing Creator. He didn't want to accept what Vargas was saying - that he was created as just some tool, some weapons for another. No, it was against his very nature to bow to anyone else, let himself be but a sword in anothers' hand, but Azrael was no fool. He glanced at the writhing Black Spire and knew what Vargas was telling him was true.
Was that it, then? Would his pride and strength and passion only ever amount to being a pawn?
He growled, but it was out of frustration, not an intended threat to continue their fight. "So. We are just playthings, are we? Our purpose - every purpose of everyone - is to serve a Creator we never met?" If the Creator had created him, then why had it not appeared to him in his life? Why had he not known, or anyone he had known, for that matter? He opened a claw and looked at the eye within, staring back at himself, as if contemplating what he was, who he was, who he was supposed to be.
Was...was it Forgraves' purpose too, to serve? And Banshy? The old names rang in his head like a sweet, lost memory. He couldn't imagine the fox having anything to do with chaos and war. He let out a grunt and looked back at Vargas. "I ask this then. You say the caves exist for his will. But I know those outside of Chaos. Not of Order," and he spat the word like it fouled his tongue to say, "but with peaceful intentions. Who do not fight. Who only live. Are they not of His design and will as well?"
He frowned, tossing and turning the possibilities in his head. He could accept the offer of an alliance and walk away now, free to do his own work. But what work was that? He had no purpose, no goal or ambition. And the tantalizing offers of spawning valkhound and ravaging worlds and...the surface, which Azrael had never dreamed truly existed until now, would be lost to him. But if he accepted, he would be, as he said, a tool.
But he wasn't one that couldn't take new steps. He could learn to accept his role. And if he decided, in the end, that it wasn't worth the rewards, there wasn't a power that could stop him from leaving then and there. And besides, there was something dark blooming in his heart. An idea, a stupid one, oh so, so stupid, but ever so delicious.
He held up his head, decision made. "I will join you. You fight against Mother, that is more then enough for me. My time since burning her in the swamp has been gray, empty. If I must be a tool to give life purpose, then a tool I will be. I will burn your enemies, and the Creator's as well."