May 10 2022, 07:23 PM
There’d been an enchantment cast over the caves in the cycles gone by: life, blooming in the cracks of stone walls and burying soil under a thick carpet of color. East could see it in nearly every passage he flew through and every cavern he bothered to linger in. For Eridanus, the stretch of mossy wilderness had been elevated to thriving rainforest. Meanwhile flowers had become more of a main attraction in Polaris than its crystal outcroppings, save for one he’d only heard of from excited chatter provided by the caves’ echoing gray supported rumor mill. All could have been, to the optimistic, a sign of promising times ahead—that light might be at the end of many a metaphorical tunnel.
A shame there was none truly in sight, not from the height he observed, the ruins of Orion an awful sprawl beneath him.
Tell the multitude of buildings hosted here that good days at last were at their crumbled doorsteps. Convince them that the weeds springing up from their foundations represented new beginnings and not another demonstration of how they’d been left for so long abandoned and in disrepair. Then look upon the old tower standing guard at one of the entrances, collecting dust for longer than some have been hatched, and claim it to be a shining quartz-encrusted beacon restored to glory by the rubble gathering at its base. He’d sooner laugh than try.
Hope had its merits. When others would much rather collapse on their knees and weep than continue on with their dreary lives, it was what picked them up and shoved them on their way. It’s what allowed some to take risks they’d never dream of otherwise. But limits existed, and this was one: you could only fool yourself if you had the reason to.
East, he had none. Why would he when the stinging truth was better motivation for him than the honeyed lies his fellow Gembound might be more inclined to swallow? What better safety did he have than acknowledging the dangers below still existed instead of pretending they had disappeared.
For example, the forum that sprawled below him. Once regarded as a spot of decay, its circular stone construction worn and pitted like the bones of an ancient giant laid to rest, now he ascribed a worse reputation to it, a state-sponsored execution site with its victims willing volunteers.
How many had he seen throw their lives away for sport, unaware of how brutal their demise would be? Had any of them realized the likelihood of their body being swallowed down another’s gullet to the cheers of a frenzied audience?
Blurred as his memory had been by drink, he could remember the smoldering of fur. Furthermore, he could picture the flesh beneath that, how it’d turned crisp and black. Wisps of smoke had curled up so far into the stands, he’d been surprised he hadn’t caught the faintest whiff of the awful stench left in that contestant’s final moments. And then revulsion had settled deep inside his chest at more than gory spectacles upon the realization none sat beside him in the stands had seemed bothered any. No gagging or averting of eyes—just cheers, bared fangs, and bays for more blood.
Quite a few had had pieces of them salvaged, taken for trophies or whatever else, but not all. There were those that’d been swept away fully, their corpses impeding the procession to the next match. Forgotten souls, these were who took space in his mind as he hovered above the arena; powerless to stop the fights, at the least he could revisit the scene and preserve these strangers’ existence in his thoughts since he knew not whether others did.
On whisper-quiet wings, he descended to the center stage that was the giant's dead, judgmental eye. Landing softly, talons lifted to touch the cup strung about his neck and steady the shake sending rivulets of water over its brim.
He might have indulged in alcohol only the once, but East couldn't help craving the momentary ignorance it would have provided him in this instance. At least the dead had no parched throats or functioning minds to wish the same.
"To the damned and done," he muttered. "Hope your debts were paid in full."
A gentle prod. The cup tipped. Half its contents had fallen once it was straightened. The bird took a sip of what remained.
A shame there was none truly in sight, not from the height he observed, the ruins of Orion an awful sprawl beneath him.
Tell the multitude of buildings hosted here that good days at last were at their crumbled doorsteps. Convince them that the weeds springing up from their foundations represented new beginnings and not another demonstration of how they’d been left for so long abandoned and in disrepair. Then look upon the old tower standing guard at one of the entrances, collecting dust for longer than some have been hatched, and claim it to be a shining quartz-encrusted beacon restored to glory by the rubble gathering at its base. He’d sooner laugh than try.
Hope had its merits. When others would much rather collapse on their knees and weep than continue on with their dreary lives, it was what picked them up and shoved them on their way. It’s what allowed some to take risks they’d never dream of otherwise. But limits existed, and this was one: you could only fool yourself if you had the reason to.
East, he had none. Why would he when the stinging truth was better motivation for him than the honeyed lies his fellow Gembound might be more inclined to swallow? What better safety did he have than acknowledging the dangers below still existed instead of pretending they had disappeared.
For example, the forum that sprawled below him. Once regarded as a spot of decay, its circular stone construction worn and pitted like the bones of an ancient giant laid to rest, now he ascribed a worse reputation to it, a state-sponsored execution site with its victims willing volunteers.
How many had he seen throw their lives away for sport, unaware of how brutal their demise would be? Had any of them realized the likelihood of their body being swallowed down another’s gullet to the cheers of a frenzied audience?
Blurred as his memory had been by drink, he could remember the smoldering of fur. Furthermore, he could picture the flesh beneath that, how it’d turned crisp and black. Wisps of smoke had curled up so far into the stands, he’d been surprised he hadn’t caught the faintest whiff of the awful stench left in that contestant’s final moments. And then revulsion had settled deep inside his chest at more than gory spectacles upon the realization none sat beside him in the stands had seemed bothered any. No gagging or averting of eyes—just cheers, bared fangs, and bays for more blood.
Quite a few had had pieces of them salvaged, taken for trophies or whatever else, but not all. There were those that’d been swept away fully, their corpses impeding the procession to the next match. Forgotten souls, these were who took space in his mind as he hovered above the arena; powerless to stop the fights, at the least he could revisit the scene and preserve these strangers’ existence in his thoughts since he knew not whether others did.
On whisper-quiet wings, he descended to the center stage that was the giant's dead, judgmental eye. Landing softly, talons lifted to touch the cup strung about his neck and steady the shake sending rivulets of water over its brim.
He might have indulged in alcohol only the once, but East couldn't help craving the momentary ignorance it would have provided him in this instance. At least the dead had no parched throats or functioning minds to wish the same.
"To the damned and done," he muttered. "Hope your debts were paid in full."
A gentle prod. The cup tipped. Half its contents had fallen once it was straightened. The bird took a sip of what remained.