Jan 24 2023, 05:47 PM
It had been dark for a while as they hibernated. Even longer than it had been before they hatched, they were pretty sure, though the time before hatching would be hard to measure evening looking into the past. Back then, everything simply was. Now, they were aware there was more.
Still, their understanding of more was somewhat limited to what their child self had acquired before entering the dark once more. Magic existed. There were caves. And dad would teach them. Dad was safety, they had known immediately even before the rest, even if his name was antithesis to the concept.
Yet, perhaps the name was not too unfitting, for they found themself worried as consciousness returned to them more and more. Dreading the idea of being fully awake. They had delayed so long- What if dad did not want to teach them anymore? It had been a long time. What if dad was disappointed? It was unbearable.
But not seeing dad was also unbearable. They were very attached for all that they had been awake very shortly before.
They wanted to tell dad their name, too. In between slumber, they had found one that felt just right. It felt very important for dad to know. They really wanted dad to want to know.
So, at last fully awake, they stretched out their wings. And stretched. And the wings kept on stretching out, even as they broke down the walls of the chrysalis. Their wings, previously tucked close, were huge!
The place that had looked so giant as their child self viewed it looked significantly smaller now. They were big, they realized. Maybe even as large as dad. But...
Dad wasn't here, they realized as they looked around. A surge of panic. ...But the place did still felt like him, smelled like him. So... maybe he was gone only temporarily? They tried to calm down.
Distractions. They needed distractions as they waited.
Because they would wait as long as it took.
Weather! The weather was warmer than the cool weather that had greeted them before. It felt unnatural, and after so long in slumber, they were tired of warmth.
Dad had heated up the air before, when they had hatched. Maybe... Maybe they could do the opposite? And so they forced themself to focus on trying to make the air cooler.
@Dread
Still, their understanding of more was somewhat limited to what their child self had acquired before entering the dark once more. Magic existed. There were caves. And dad would teach them. Dad was safety, they had known immediately even before the rest, even if his name was antithesis to the concept.
Yet, perhaps the name was not too unfitting, for they found themself worried as consciousness returned to them more and more. Dreading the idea of being fully awake. They had delayed so long- What if dad did not want to teach them anymore? It had been a long time. What if dad was disappointed? It was unbearable.
But not seeing dad was also unbearable. They were very attached for all that they had been awake very shortly before.
They wanted to tell dad their name, too. In between slumber, they had found one that felt just right. It felt very important for dad to know. They really wanted dad to want to know.
So, at last fully awake, they stretched out their wings. And stretched. And the wings kept on stretching out, even as they broke down the walls of the chrysalis. Their wings, previously tucked close, were huge!
The place that had looked so giant as their child self viewed it looked significantly smaller now. They were big, they realized. Maybe even as large as dad. But...
Dad wasn't here, they realized as they looked around. A surge of panic. ...But the place did still felt like him, smelled like him. So... maybe he was gone only temporarily? They tried to calm down.
Distractions. They needed distractions as they waited.
Because they would wait as long as it took.
Weather! The weather was warmer than the cool weather that had greeted them before. It felt unnatural, and after so long in slumber, they were tired of warmth.
Dad had heated up the air before, when they had hatched. Maybe... Maybe they could do the opposite? And so they forced themself to focus on trying to make the air cooler.
@Dread