Despite how eager she was to enter the glass tunnel, Tema listened patiently as Sergei spoke. Tema had paid little attention to the others, in truth, given how dead-focused she had been on her reward. It would prove plenty useful, she hoped, and that was all that had mattered. Anything for- Oh. "They... will not. Grow, that is." She answered, tentatively testing the waters of Sergei's morals. Had she not told him? She supposed she hadn't.
"They are an offering of power to awaken greater power, or... something." She believed that was what the Merchant had said. "That is why our rewards are so grand; To reward our effort, to incite us to give life for another life." She spoke slowly. "If you still wish to see what it is that the Merchant is so eager to awaken, we could walk behind the rest?" She offered, more than willing to keep some distance behind the group if it meant keeping Sergei around for a little while longer and still bearing witness to the awakening. Would he even still want to?
She found herself torn, both wanting to hold onto Sergei for as long as she could, and also wanting him to break it off before she got too close. You are a creature of destruction. You will destroy him, in one way or another. You will consume him, or break him as you have been broken. It was her indecision that allowed the voice to creep back in again, her master reminding her of what mattered, of what she was and who she was destined to become. She was a soldier of chaos, biologically designed and predetermined to be a killer, unpredictable and savage. There was no love, in any capacity, in chaos.
Regardless of what happened here and now, Tema would become corrupt. She would become chaos incarnate. She would consume her own flesh if it would please the Void.
But for now, Tema was Tema, the forsaken guardian of the Voidcrawlers, and she just wanted a friend.
"speaking" and corruption