Azure turned to listen, and something about that first question froze her up.
All through Sair's comments and questions, she just watched him. She heard his words, but her mind-... that was elsewhere.
'Have you seen the one who did this?'
Her memories pitched backward, tumbling four years into the past. Four years, but she could remember each thudded, heavy wingbeat--each screaming roar of the dragon--as though it had been mere moments before. She could feel the heat, still, burning at her hindquarters. Smell the ignited feathers, and feel the shattered antler (since regrown) atop her head. Hear and see the terrors of other Gembounds fleeing through the ruins like rats. And hear Raheerah bellowing, telling them to do just that-... Calling them rats, telling them to watch as he destroyed them all.
When Sair had finished, she gathered herself, forcing a faint tremble to still. Then, without expecting it herself, she burst into laughter. Almost at once Azure was struggling to get control of herself, shaking her head apologetically. "Sorry, I'm--not... I'm not laughing at you. Just-... You asked if I saw the one who'd done this-? I was here, and uhh. Yeah. It was a lot of roaring, telling us he'd wipe us out. Calling us rats. It wasn't--that long ago. I don't know. Fifty cycles-? Maybe?" It was a nice, neat estimate, a whole number, and Azure was unaware that it was perfectly accurate. "Anyway, he melted rock. I saw it because I lived here, at the time. But he melted a lot of those buildings. You couldn't even leave through one of the tunnels. There was melted rock, which is... hot? And it glows. And he'd set rock on fire. Yeah-... I saw it," she added, with an amused shake of her head. To her, it was a way of reinforcing the idea that Raheerah was not the best Master to consult for information. He'd just wanted to kill them all, and he'd have done so if Nemean hadn't--probably accidentally--distracted him and fled elsewhere.
"If you want a friendly one, I've always heard there's one in Pisces that's okay. A big bird in the water, there." She turned away, eyeing the ruins, pushing aside memories of fire and soot. "Anyway-... Sorry. I got distracted." I have a lot of memories. It was important to remember the good ones, like sitting quietly with Dip, laughing and drinking tea while they worked on their crafts. That steadied her, some.
"As for a home, there's lots of nice places in the caves. Maybe not... here. Really, I should travel more, but there's a lot of other caves with nice stuff, if you haven't seen 'em?" she added, firing him a friendly glance. "As for carrying stuff, there's... things, for that. Baskets, bags. Dip--friend of mine--has a wagon we use, sometimes. A big... wooden thing with wheels. It's heavy but it lets us put lots of stuff on to pull it all around," she explained. "If you wanted something like that, I could probably make it for you-? Not the wagon-... the other stuff," she clarified. "Or I could make containers out of gemstone, but that's... heavier, less flexible. More protection for whatever's inside, though. Is that what you meant by 'less decorative?'" she asked curiously. "Dye goes on the backburner, though. Got it," she added, amused.