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Esther awakens to dark, shimmering crystals. Their body still hurts - but everything's scabbed over at this point. They give themselves a once-over making sure nothing is sweltering in infection. Thankfully, nothing's gotten that bad yet. With a sigh, their head slaps back to the ground. They're still tired.
Esther knows healing takes time, and preventing infection even more. Still they can't help but think that fight was, well, useless. Esther couldn't even give Helion what it'd asked for - death. Despite the little thing inside demanding for it, making esther
Maybe Helion will try to give themselves another chance and work through it - of course the only thing they can do is wait until the chaos beast reawakens. The entirety of that situation feels like smog in Esther's brain, like it didn't really happen. There's no way they'd send their own groupmate to chrysalis - or make them beg for death.
They think it, but really how true is that? How far would someone have to push before they go feral and just end it? Is some magic usage really all it takes for Esther to go that far?
Still, that shadow circles them. It has a stupid grin on its face as it watches Esther. Its steps leave no sound against the rocky floor below them, and yet it moves round and round. Esther's eyes trail it as it taunts them, alike how it did during the battle. Toothy grin full on display.
They think about sinking their teeth into its neck, dragging it behind the crystal and ending it there.
Instead, thoughts about what Helion said float to their mind.
Esther isn't so sure anymore.
Perhaps they should report the battle to Vargas, but Esther doesn't know if they want to do that either. Should Helion be reported for being right? At least somewhat right. Chaos isn't controllable. Esther was stupid for thinking that way. Still, it was not Esther's fault that it chose to attack.
They lay on their side as the shadow continues circling.