Lichen's clumsy steps faltered for just a moment, but thankfully did not lead to her stepping into a nasty piece of deer carcass. It took half a beat before she fell back into her clumsy rhythm of bipedal motion.
What an awful, terrible, very sensible and lovely idea. Aurelle had read her like a book, which normally wasn't an issue. It was a thoughtful gesture, to speak on Lichen's behalf. It would've solved all of Lichen's reservations about being in that tavern. She wouldn't have to talk to anyone but Aurelle and she'd get a tasty meal; and if they were good at it, they'd get their food without needing to speak at all.
But the obsessive, draconian centre of her brain that chanted 'Aurelle, Aurelle, Aurelle' hated the idea. Aurelle loved talking to people, something Lichen would never knowingly wish to take away from her, but the hurtful thoughts still lingered. What if Aurelle made friends with people at the tavern? That would be fine, Lichen supposed, but what if they were better friends than her? What if Aurelle didn't want Lichen anymore? The bitter, sour taste of jealousy rose at the back of throat.
It was juvenile to think a friend could be taken away, or that others could simply just be better. Lichen knew that, but it didn't lessen the sting. It didn't deter the Aurelle-centric part of her brain away from the idea. Aurelle deserved friends, many, many friends. She was delightful, wonderful. Something that should be shared with others, it would be the right thing to do.
But the snake of jealousy was cruel. "Well, will we be going that often?" She asked eventually after she'd realised the silence had lingered too long. She supposed the question was innocent enough, they'd have to keep doing a lot of bounties to feed them every day. "We'd need a lot of coins for that. And, we wanted something to carry things, didn't we?" She continued, trying to play the part as the voice of reason; anything to hide that nasty, cruel feeling.