She had intended to turn and leave then, leaving Jinyi in his happiness while she tried to figure this out without the help she no longer wanted, but it never mattered what she wanted. Because as soon as has pleaded, begged her to let him help, that tickle in the back of her mind rooted her feet.
She was in no state to try and resist it. And she wanted to resist, despite never having done so, for a moment resentful of her own abilities. It occurred to her, in that moment, that it was ironic her own madness worked the way it did. In a way, it was a loss of autonomy. A loss of that which she despised the Hive for, and which she apparently had power from.
And now, she couldn't resist. She stopped dead in her tracks as the madness slammed into her like a stone wall and pushed her back. She turned, blinking, something gold and pink shimmering in the corners of her eye for a moment and then nodded.
@Jinyi