i was making headway, but not by much. i watched in my upside down position as the dingo crept even closer, but only half way. i smiled a toothy grin, before rolling playfully from side to side - no doubt my back being covered in cave floor debris. a noise emitted from me, low and rumbling - as if grumbling. suddenly, some dust whooshed up into my nostrils, and the sensation to sneeze amplified quickly, and as i rolled to my stomach i sneezed a good few times in a row. laughing at my own self, i looked to the dog to see if i'd scared her away with the accidental antic.
i stood then, shook the dirt and particles from my body, before daring to attempt to approach her. i didn't want her to fear me, or anyone for that matter. so i inched closer toward her, each paw was placed delicately and carefully, with my eyes shifting from her to the ground to my paws and back. i kept a soft, subtle grin, maintaining a calm energy as i embarked.
"i won't hurt you."
calmly, softly,
gingerly, i spoke the words.
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i slowed down as she shied away from me, and i watched in concern.
"it's okay,"
gingerly, the temperate words were spoke. laced in an honest tone, executed with such a sweet baritone - that only broke due to my juvenile state.
"my name is niru."
i said again, a little louder, but not by much.
"Niru."
a paw rose, bumped against my chest, then fell back down.
"what's your name?"
i asked her again, hoping to coax some sort of speech from her. as i spoke, i remained standing where she'd left me, making every movement soft and quiet. i'd make a breakthrough, i'd have to. i would hate to leave here without so much as a small chirp from the dog, so much as a small sign of a mental break.
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her reaction made me laugh, but i didn't dare move from my spot. she was nervous enough.
"that's a start!"
i smiled, before clearing my throat and composing myself.
"name?"
i asked her again, wanting her to recognize the word and realize that what she wanted to be called was her name.
even if this was a pointless endeavor, i still felt satisfied that i am at least trying to help her. i'd feel like a terrible person if i just gave up, left the feral dog to herself. rump lowered to the floor, where i sat upright to wait and see if something more besides rrr would come from the critter. i had faith yet, hope in fact, all i had to do was be patient and wait.
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what the -- where the -- oh my gosh, she was outta here. i ran after her, limbs trying to keep up though with the growing bulk of sinew against each bone and limb, it was impossible to keep up with her, so i followed the voice until it turned back into an echo, which was highly indiscernible about the area. my body built for power rather than speed, so she had an upper paw on me. i couldn't help but heave a few laughs, before slowing and jogging back toward the spot we'd met, where i'd call out.
"lovely job, miss! now, we need to know what to call you."
i was aware this may be too much for her. but it was more for my sake than anything at this point.
"my name is niru. what's your name?"
i gave my own example again, as if to call out to her and reiterate what a name would mean, in hopes she'd be able to create one.
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even with words mimicked from me, i couldn't help but feel rejoiced. she rocketed off like something i'd never seen before. her pace so amazing, i could only ever hope to marvel it - never match it. but nonetheless, as she came back into my
vicinity, i smiled.
"yes,"
i said firmly, but not to anger or to convey anger, but to see if she was truly mimicking or perhaps learning anything.
in all honesty, either - or would work for me. if she was actually filing this information away for later use, or just barking back at me the orders i'd bestowed, well, at least i was getting somewhere. and perhaps her instinctual fear of others was a bit minimized from this experience? i could only hope. what a life it must be to only be by yourself, as wild and feral as she was. to trust none, to have none. i felt bad for her, wanted to reach out and help her, if she wanted it. i suddenly felt horrible, what if she didn't even want this kind of 'help'? what if, i was just taking it upon myself to aid this creature, one that maybe didn't even want it in the first place. i would wait, see how the rest of our meeting goes as to decide whether or not to forever leave the feral dog in peace, or to help her learn - or, mimic?- even more.
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