Oct 30 2015, 11:33 PM
Everything had gone quite. There were whispers, murmurs on the breeze but the Core itself was stuffy in its silence. Drawing in a breath, he exhaled and pursed his lips glaring up at the peak of the Spire.
Since Raheerah, he had gone back to Eridanus but saw no conquest in keeping Booker prisoner. They had faded, disappeared themselves and he had no reason to seek them out so they were free to continue their pitiful lives elsewhere. Much of what he would consider some form of stability and direction had deserted him. As Khloros had predicted, he had teetered on the edge for far too long, the plague pony himself could see he was diseased. Only now he had plummeted steeply off the edge, engulfed by whatever it was that lay within him. Days of sickness had followed, he found himself drawn to the Core. Comforted by the Spire as its presence continued to supply him with a source of life that he had found no point in living personally. His conscious had abandoned him but the primal instinct, the need to survive. to continue, had kept him alive.
An earthquake had shaken and disturbed his ostracism. Cracks and splits in the rock caused half the cave to come crashing down on him. It buried him without a trace, his gemstone almost cleaved from his throat. Death was a certainty, but his gemstone wouldn't let its host die as it used the earthquake's erratic magic to force Louie's body like a puppeteer out and through the the thinnest gap. Scrapes, cuts and his throat gashed open had Louie laying there. Bleeding out, there were no thoughts going through his head as once again his gemstone forced the bacteria to heal. A new energy, one that he hadn't experienced before was also called upon. Perhaps in the earthquake he had acquired additional. With this, his gemstone forced it to make a patchwork of the tattered remains of his throat. Coupled with fauna cleanse, it worked tirelessly at piecing together his broken body.
Laying there, his one eye staring out across the dirt he wasn't aware as the colour drained from it. What had previously been deep amber became replaced with dull grey. His spirit was gone, his autonomous self had been removed and instead replaced with nothing more than the husk of his gemstone as it persevered. Easily, it could be cleaved and find a new host but it wasn't worth it. It felt no feelings, its only desire was to keep glowing and not become just another crystal in the dirt. All the sickening thoughts that Louie felt remained, his warped mind was still there, but it had been repressed for his own self preservation. That arrogant cocky man he used to be had been wiped.
Ostracism had landed him in this situation, his lack of interaction had driven him to withdraw in on his thoughts. Now it had caused him to withdraw to the deepest realms of his subconscious until he was no more. All sense of morality and honour had disappeared too. There was no fear, no sadness, no joy.
As he glared up at the Spire, he twitched as he could sense the water speaking to him once again. Though it was all his insanity, he wouldn't comply by stepping towards it. Giving it what it wanted to mock him and laugh at his failure. Grey eye sweeping the area around the Spire, he began his daily rituals of moving the rocks from once side, to the other. One by one, he counted them. Exactly twelve were in the pile and he carefully picked them up in his jaws and moved them to the other side. Patting them gently with his forepaw as he placed them down, he moved back around once again to pick another one up.
Twice a day, he would perform this. By nightfall they always were in the same position. Nothing broke his focus. The gurgling of his stomach was constantly ignore. Everything tasted like ash in his mouth anyway so he only ate when the gemstone decided it was a necessity to living. So that was once a day, a small lizard, frog or rodent. It just worked out that way.
Since Raheerah, he had gone back to Eridanus but saw no conquest in keeping Booker prisoner. They had faded, disappeared themselves and he had no reason to seek them out so they were free to continue their pitiful lives elsewhere. Much of what he would consider some form of stability and direction had deserted him. As Khloros had predicted, he had teetered on the edge for far too long, the plague pony himself could see he was diseased. Only now he had plummeted steeply off the edge, engulfed by whatever it was that lay within him. Days of sickness had followed, he found himself drawn to the Core. Comforted by the Spire as its presence continued to supply him with a source of life that he had found no point in living personally. His conscious had abandoned him but the primal instinct, the need to survive. to continue, had kept him alive.
An earthquake had shaken and disturbed his ostracism. Cracks and splits in the rock caused half the cave to come crashing down on him. It buried him without a trace, his gemstone almost cleaved from his throat. Death was a certainty, but his gemstone wouldn't let its host die as it used the earthquake's erratic magic to force Louie's body like a puppeteer out and through the the thinnest gap. Scrapes, cuts and his throat gashed open had Louie laying there. Bleeding out, there were no thoughts going through his head as once again his gemstone forced the bacteria to heal. A new energy, one that he hadn't experienced before was also called upon. Perhaps in the earthquake he had acquired additional. With this, his gemstone forced it to make a patchwork of the tattered remains of his throat. Coupled with fauna cleanse, it worked tirelessly at piecing together his broken body.
Laying there, his one eye staring out across the dirt he wasn't aware as the colour drained from it. What had previously been deep amber became replaced with dull grey. His spirit was gone, his autonomous self had been removed and instead replaced with nothing more than the husk of his gemstone as it persevered. Easily, it could be cleaved and find a new host but it wasn't worth it. It felt no feelings, its only desire was to keep glowing and not become just another crystal in the dirt. All the sickening thoughts that Louie felt remained, his warped mind was still there, but it had been repressed for his own self preservation. That arrogant cocky man he used to be had been wiped.
Ostracism had landed him in this situation, his lack of interaction had driven him to withdraw in on his thoughts. Now it had caused him to withdraw to the deepest realms of his subconscious until he was no more. All sense of morality and honour had disappeared too. There was no fear, no sadness, no joy.
As he glared up at the Spire, he twitched as he could sense the water speaking to him once again. Though it was all his insanity, he wouldn't comply by stepping towards it. Giving it what it wanted to mock him and laugh at his failure. Grey eye sweeping the area around the Spire, he began his daily rituals of moving the rocks from once side, to the other. One by one, he counted them. Exactly twelve were in the pile and he carefully picked them up in his jaws and moved them to the other side. Patting them gently with his forepaw as he placed them down, he moved back around once again to pick another one up.
Twice a day, he would perform this. By nightfall they always were in the same position. Nothing broke his focus. The gurgling of his stomach was constantly ignore. Everything tasted like ash in his mouth anyway so he only ate when the gemstone decided it was a necessity to living. So that was once a day, a small lizard, frog or rodent. It just worked out that way.