May 09 2015, 04:31 PM
It felt strange.
For all of his life he had been content, happy, pleased. His world was comfortable and tender and he remembered no such thing as 'discomfort' or 'displeasure' or 'dis-'anything. Life was peaceful and demure, quiet and undisturbed. He slept and he woke and he wondered. He was happy.
He was very certain that the term was 'happy' because what followed was very unhappy.
He remembered becoming squeezed. He felt as if the space was too small and cramped. The things attached to him (those were called legs, little did he know) were feeling taunt and restricted. He moved. And he moved more. And no matter how much he moved he still felt stuck.
The feeling of being stuck was very different from being content and he realized very quickly he did not like it. He was loathsome of it and soon began to flail and struggle and use those weird things attached to him to resist whatever it was that had once cradled him but now contained him.
His struggle was wretched. Never before had he worked so hard at anything! And why did he bother? After what felt like hours of struggle (in fact, it had been maybe ten minute or less) the creature gave up. To flail was a pointless thing, he realized.
And it seemed the moment he relinquished himself to his fate (he would be forever and ever cramped, he supposed) was the moment his chrysalis cracked. A shard piece was dislodged from the tiger's eye and he felt a sensation that he had never, ever felt before. It felt cold and moist - those were the words he supposed were appropriate - and he immediately wrinkled his nose at whomever had thought such adjectives necessary in his world.
He would much rather stay cramped than be cold, but a mist crawled into his 'home'. Horrid thing! How dare it invade him? It was invading, wasn't it? He scowled at the mist and it did not heed him. Could it not tell it came uninvited? In the pit of his stomach he felt a desire for the thing to begone. Deeply he wished it and he felt the desire form into an odd sensation...
Roll Attempt
And it disappeared. It disappeared! Didn't it? The faint light that fell inside the chrysalis from the outside fauna became dark and he could see nothing, nothing at all but inky blackness. He had wished the mist away and in his excitement the little wolf flailed grandly, rocking the chrysalis onto its side and seeing it shattered completely.
Splayed out upon the cold rock floor as he was, Saudade immediately frowned.
The mist had returned. And it was very wet out here. And strangely cold. And he wished very much he could just crawl back into whatever he had fallen out of... but seeing the little pieces of gemstone left on the floor around him he realized very quickly he could never, ever return to where he had been. A strong remorse struck the lad then as he licked the fragments ruefully. Wasn't that what one did when something was hurt?
For all of his life he had been content, happy, pleased. His world was comfortable and tender and he remembered no such thing as 'discomfort' or 'displeasure' or 'dis-'anything. Life was peaceful and demure, quiet and undisturbed. He slept and he woke and he wondered. He was happy.
He was very certain that the term was 'happy' because what followed was very unhappy.
He remembered becoming squeezed. He felt as if the space was too small and cramped. The things attached to him (those were called legs, little did he know) were feeling taunt and restricted. He moved. And he moved more. And no matter how much he moved he still felt stuck.
The feeling of being stuck was very different from being content and he realized very quickly he did not like it. He was loathsome of it and soon began to flail and struggle and use those weird things attached to him to resist whatever it was that had once cradled him but now contained him.
His struggle was wretched. Never before had he worked so hard at anything! And why did he bother? After what felt like hours of struggle (in fact, it had been maybe ten minute or less) the creature gave up. To flail was a pointless thing, he realized.
And it seemed the moment he relinquished himself to his fate (he would be forever and ever cramped, he supposed) was the moment his chrysalis cracked. A shard piece was dislodged from the tiger's eye and he felt a sensation that he had never, ever felt before. It felt cold and moist - those were the words he supposed were appropriate - and he immediately wrinkled his nose at whomever had thought such adjectives necessary in his world.
He would much rather stay cramped than be cold, but a mist crawled into his 'home'. Horrid thing! How dare it invade him? It was invading, wasn't it? He scowled at the mist and it did not heed him. Could it not tell it came uninvited? In the pit of his stomach he felt a desire for the thing to begone. Deeply he wished it and he felt the desire form into an odd sensation...
Roll Attempt
And it disappeared. It disappeared! Didn't it? The faint light that fell inside the chrysalis from the outside fauna became dark and he could see nothing, nothing at all but inky blackness. He had wished the mist away and in his excitement the little wolf flailed grandly, rocking the chrysalis onto its side and seeing it shattered completely.
Splayed out upon the cold rock floor as he was, Saudade immediately frowned.
The mist had returned. And it was very wet out here. And strangely cold. And he wished very much he could just crawl back into whatever he had fallen out of... but seeing the little pieces of gemstone left on the floor around him he realized very quickly he could never, ever return to where he had been. A strong remorse struck the lad then as he licked the fragments ruefully. Wasn't that what one did when something was hurt?