Jan 08 2016, 04:25 PM
Darkness. It cloaked him like a blanket, cold and heavy. A kind of emptiness had filled the spaces between his bones months ago. He'd lost track of time, of place, of everything - he tried to conjure up the image of his mother, his sister, and found himself hallucinating wings beating in place, attached to nothing, smacking into walls in a desperate attempt to escape the shadowy tunnel. He opened his mouth to speak, yellowed and blackened teeth clicking. Nothing but a sigh escaped, rattling and weary, and the horse lay his head back on the cool floor, the heat of his fever reflecting back at him, making him shiver.
If he had been at his full weight, he would have cut an imposing figure, standing tall and muscular, silvery pelt and long mane adding gentleness to intimidation. As it was, his coat had dulled to a murky grey, coated in dust and debris, legs covered in bruises and nicks, the scars that had destroyed his hearing stark against the sides of his head. Shadows had poisoned his eyesight, made it see things that couldn't be, every movement turning into a possible attack, making him flee again.
He'd been running for so long that he didn't know if he knew how to stop.
His ribcage rose and fell, bones mountains covered by stretched-thin skin, pits of degraded muscle lining his limbs. Another breath, and he huffed, rolling to his other side, flesh smacking into stone, the harsh sound falling on ears that heard nothing but complete, absolute, perfect silence.
His mother. He could remember her, couldn't he? He had to. He tried again, and a beak was added to one of the wings, but it was shaky, fading as he watched, cloudy eyes focused on blank space. Thoughts of his sister brought a tail and white wings, but they faded too. He could remember his throat and mind humming with words, music, but he could only mouth them, misuse robbing his ability.
He was afraid.
He had been looking. Searching for something - or someone? It was all fuzzy now, with nothing to remind him. The living things he'd come across he'd fled from. Orion had been filled with the heavy scent of blood, and Pisces had been cold, crowded. The green of Eridanus had nearly blinded him, too much detail and color after two months of wandering, trying to find... his family. He'd been trying to find his family. Four months. Four long months.
The gelding sighed again, slumped, breath short and constricted by sickness.
He would try again.
As soon as he could move.