Jan 25 2016, 08:11 PM
The Monoceros room was not home. Nowhere in this labyrinth of caverns and tunnels was home, anymore. Unfortunately, though, she needed to stay close enough by. She feared Louie and wanted to avoid further mockery at his paws. His belittling insults from their first day rang in her ears. It was something she needed to push from her mind, though. She needed to escape into her imagination. So she found a place just outside of the territory, roaming a tunnel near the entrance.
Penelope's snout led the way, smelling the air and touching the walls to ensure she wasn't running into anything. When satisfied with the distance, she found a warm corner to stand in and sighed, eyes half-lidded. So much darkness. Even Louie was a being of darkness, his behavior making him a glowing jerk.
She licked the wall, tasting mineral. It was good, so she gave a few more licks before hanging her head, contemplating the state of things. Nothing new emerged. Simply memories that flooded her mind all the time. Louie was a godsend, even though he was sour. He still hurt her, though. Her emotions easily twisted into knots at the drop of a hat. It was exhausting for her... he was probably regretting leading her into his home, by now.
Eyes closed slowly. It was never too late to ask him for a mercy killing, she supposed... but she didn't feel ready to die. She just felt lost and hopeless. Maybe somewhere, a silver-lining would come. The idea made her smile a little as she imagined herself able to see again by some miracle. If only.
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"Speech"
OOC: Tagging Louie just in case Zoo wants to bring him in after Dia has tormented Penny.
@Dianysma | @Louie