She charged past, and wheeled, mad savagery taking her. Her intent was to charge the cat--to rip into it, tear at its throat, to find out if it was nothing but flesh and blood and to
punish it.
Some buzzing, blank corner of her mind was filled with terror at the risk she knew she was taking, and in an instant, as she started her charge back, her nightmare came true. The world fell away, and once again she was floating in a timeless, empty black, nothing there but herself.
For an instant she fought back panic, the blank terror screaming through her mind, and then abruptly she felt the strong grounding presence--or was it her own imagination?--of the Caller. She tried to call out to the bird along their link but she felt at once that it did not respond--either their bond was severed, or Omen was very busy with... something. What, she could not say, but she focused on this, trembling in her nonexistence.
She closed her eyes, and slipped into her own mind.
She was here, at least. As were the fungi matted to her coat, or so she thought. Was it all in her mind..? It couldn't hurt to try.
Quiet, she focused, trying to grow Kera's gift--the glowing fungus--along her tangled, bristled fur. Even if there was nothing to illuminate around her--even if there were
things in the darkness waiting--she might at least create some light to look upon, to focus on, to keep her mind from fragmenting all over again.
She thought she could hear a voice, in the distance--her own voice...? She growled and chittered, thick fangs bared, but she was unsure if she should respond. Unsure, even, if she wanted the voice to leave her even more alone, despite the fact that it might be a trick.
Been here before. Been here before. Before. Broken then, lost now. Perhaps they find me and perhaps they do not. Omen, do not lose me... Sister-daughter, bring them-...
She fought back the mounting panic, and again focused on her fungus... On something to keep her sane. They would only grow, if they grew at all, over her own fur... but it was something, at least. Proof that she yet existed.
Proof that she was not gone.
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