Mar 01 2018, 07:22 PM
Blueberry had spent most of his time watching Blackberry's shell, growing food to eat, and leaing for short amounts of time to drink. He had done nothing but that, actually. He just couldn't bring himself to leave. Not after watching her get beat to death, and do nothing about it. Even though she had told him to stay out of it, Berry should have done something.
He at least owed her protection while she stayed in there, for whatever amount of time she stayed in the chrysalis. That was what Berry had decided the shell was. A chrysalis. For her to do something in.
"Hey Miss Blackberry, I don't know if you can hear me. I miss you a lot. It's been loneyly. But I have to protect you." He told the shell with a weak smile. It made him happy to know that he was doing something, anything, to help. Heck, the startings of a big, comfy nest sat in a crook in the wall of the cave, hidden from sight unless you knew to look for it.
Berry had it all planned. When Blackberry got out, he'd grow her some food right away, and bring her to the nest to rest. And then he'd confess to her. Cheesy, but Berry had to do it. He needed to tell her how he felt. Though, he was terrified she'd hate him.
Blue was even more scared she wouldn't remember him. Or, worst of all, hate him for not protecting her.
No, she wouldn't hate me. Miss Blackberry won't hate me., the moose assured himself in his mind. He did this every day. Assured himself that she'd be okay, assured himself that she'd wouldn't hate him. Assured himself she'd return his affection.
Gosh, he was hopeless.
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"Speech looks like this."
Thoughts look like this.
tags: @Kera
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