Nov 22 2018, 06:05 PM
The Bonebound were, as it seemed, like family in the same way that friends were. Similar, but not quite. "You and Tanny always Bonebound," Aure said softly, in an almost questioning tone. The only other word he had heard bound in was Gembound, but that meant the colorful things stuck to every one. He knew what bones were, and that they were within everything and stayed behind when flesh and blood left. They did not keep their gems, usually. Father had come up with it, too. The little wyvern peered down at his chest, wing rubbing against the left side of it and feeling his sternum and ribs. "We… stay with bones. Never go." The bones he had had not belonged to Azazel — not now, not ever. He didn't feel anything misplaced in him, or different from what his stone seemed to remember. There was no dysphoria to speak of. As young as he was, Aure seemed to be rather clued in on the idea of death. If he himself died, he would stay with his bones. Or… when Mother did, she'd stay there too, and in his heart. The poor baby nearly cried at that thought. Mother could not die.
Instead, he smooshed his face ever-deeper into Mother's flank. "Why do you no call Bonebound? You was Father's friend." Even if it wasn't right now that he'd be making his choice, he still didn't feel like he was up for it. Mother was endlessly wise and had stood by the first Bone King. Why shouldn't she do it? Or Tanny? Tanny was one of Azazel's sons, too. Or any of the other children, if they weren't dead and gone? "I wait," Aure murmured softly, trying to dismiss the idea of choosing for now.
But, as the truth came out, a moral dilemma sprouted in poor little Aure's mind. Tanny had hurt their father? And let him fall? Father had been sad, but Tanny had wings too and could have helped him. If they argued, then Tanny had to have known how sad and hurt Father was. But he felt sorry. Aure's ears drooped, even as Mother nudged and nuzzled him gently. She told him not to blame his brother, that he was sorry. In a way, Tanny was why Aure even existed, and not Azazel. But, if Azazel was sad, would he have fallen anyways? Even without Tanny? The little wyvern was too young to understand the intricacies of all of that, emotions and the unforgiving depths they can drag unsuspecting Gembound into.
Even as Mother told him that the Bone King would have wanted the family to be together, Aure felt like it wasn't possible. The neonate honestly wanted to cry, unable to really process why the bones were the end of everything. Somehow, though, he managed to restrain himself and swallow down his tears. He should be happy to be here. "I wish… Father and I could be here. Together. And with you." It was an impossible wish, but one nonetheless. Aure was unaware of the blessing he had of being able to know about his previous stone-holder, to know his past. But, in a way, weren't they already together, the three of them? Even if Tanny had hurt Father? Family didn't fight. It was the wrong thought to have, but it was all Aure knew.
Mother's distraction worked rather successfully, as Aure's train of thought flew away with the perk of his ears. Moments later, images and gentle feelings swept through his mind unbidden. Father's voice had been soft, gentle, benevolent; it had a rather lilting edge to it that shifted with each bob of his head as he spoke. A wing-claw moved up to his face, resting against his cheek as he took in the sight of his father, undeniably a bird. So, Aure truly had inherited Father's rugged good looks and eyes. His beard had yet to grow in, but it would someday. And there was one last image: of his distant flight, like a ghost near Canis's roof. Aure blinked, and the memory faded away.
"I look like Father," he said softly, reverently, "but not." Unsure of how to word his next sentiment, he paused. Taking the chance to clamber onto Mother's shoulder, he thought about it. Fully meaning to talk about voice, Aure chirped as he settled down atop rusty, spotted fur, "I like Father's… talk sound."
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