Jun 11 2019, 07:07 PM
Look, Fisher was great and all, but a noodle could only take so much of being smothered. On the bright side, her fathers apparently only shared one singular brain cell, and all it took was her wandering off at a casual pace when her father got caught up in some weird, exciting new thing for her to leave him behind for good. She wasn't a baby bird anymore, after all.
That had been several cycles ago. She hadn't even heard a single "Ashtoreth?" ringing through the caves. Some days, she was certain that no one actually cared about her, and that thought more than not tried to consume her. She kept the good memories close as best as she could to fight it back. Fisher had been good company, a goofy, weird uncle more than a proper dad, but still. He had taught her some pretty valuable things, and now it was time to move on.
Ash had figured moving on would be, well, easy. She knew what she wanted to do-- be a hero, protect the caves, make a name for herself... But honestly, she hadn't found a good way to start. Most days she just wandered around the caves and tunnels, catching snacks, finding new feathers for her cloak... She practiced flying to death. It felt like her life was stuck on a repeating loop where nothing ever changed. She had thought that getting rid of Fisher would have fixed that, that she would have struck out and become her own gembound once and for all-- but no. Nothing.
Obviously the problem was with her.
She needed to find something... some problem to solve. Something to push her forward. She didn't know what exactly she was looking for, but she found herself deep in the heart of Cetus's groves, claws digging into bark as she scampered from branch to branch.
The wind rustled behind her, under her wings, carrying her when the jumps might have otherwise been too far. Moving was often the only thing that kept her spirits high, but today she was hunting for something that wasn't prey. She didn't even know what it was. She wouldn't until she ran right into it, she suspected.