Rift was a little surprised at how much Blackberry had deteriorated. A stern look passed across his face and he knelt before the cage, forcing a soothing purr to rise in his throat.
He stood, looking down at the owl with a serious look on his face.
He paused, taking in a deep breath.
Despite how much she despised the cat, he'd been there for her. Whenever she was close to another meltdown, he'd step up and purr quietly, setting her mind to focus on something else. Something that wasn't going to push her over the edge. Because one of these days, she'd be pushed and she would never come back.
So she breathed and focused on Kera's gentle voice, how she spoke to her and promised to help.
Not forgiveness. She didn't want it. She didn't need it. She didn't deserve it.
She focused, for now, on that. What was she going to do, if the trial spared her? How would she help? Perhaps her children...perhaps she would help them first. If they accepted her help, at least. Azure had made it clear that she didn't see her as a mother. Perhaps the others felt the same.
She didn't notice Rift speaking to Aetius. She didn't hear them. She was too busy trying not to go insane.
@Blackberry
Rift nodded slowly.
He glanced towards the cage again, pity welling up in his chest. She was unforgivable, but that didn't make her a mindless beast. She had feelings and emotions too and they were what had crushed her to this shell of a creature.
He closed his eyes briefly before looking back at Aetius and nodding.
He stood and stepped back to his post, sitting himself down to keep guard again, his level, neutral expression watching Aetius, if she went back to the cage or not.
*exit
Once she'd calmed down enough, Blackberry's breathing calmed. She strained her listening to try and hear what Aetius and Rift were talking about. The owl's foolish idealism was starting to rub her the wrong way - it reminded her too much of Wilder. That had ended poorly as well, for both her and the kitten, and she didn't want to cause anymore unneeded harm, even if it was indirectly.
She raised her head and stuck her beak out through the branches.
-Exit Aetius
Blackberry watched the owl fly away before pulling her head back into the cage. She rested it back on the ground, feeling about as dead as she did before, but now she knew that there was someone else out there that was on her side. Not that she really cared, she deserved whatever punishment necessary, but at least there was the knowledge that she had another ally out there.
...But was that even a good thing?
*exit