Leaving her home... well, that was hard.
Really hard.
She didn't do it anymore, hadn't in... ages. But Nettleberry (no, it was Nettle now, wasn't it?) had retreated to her Chrysalis, and she intended on being long gone before she came out if she ever did when she did. Agony was gone, and Shimmer was dead. Mother was gone, Huckle was gone, Papa was dead, and everyone else was dead or gone or or or
She was leaving, though, and not certain if she was coming back. A cave had opened, some time ago, a new one, a dangerous one that, she'd heard, might have treasures, and she was hoping to go to it, prove that she was better, bring them back to those she had wronged, return those Gemstones that would never bring them back but would, hopefully, find somewhere permanent to rest.
But she feared leaving Nettle alone. She struggled, though she didn't show it. Couldn't see much, and struggled some with moving around. Still hurt from losing Shimmer, from Go-Agony abandoning them, though with her clearer mind she couldn't blame them.
And though she isolated herself, that didn't mean she was deaf. She still heard, still knew of things. Knew of the Collector, all the way in Canis, and that had been a terrifying journey but she hoped that it would be well worth it. If she could get something from him (it?) that might help Nettle, then it would be worth the danger.
So she slunk into Canis, ears twitching this way and that, sniffing the air as she called out