His ears flicked at Pride's words, and then flattened when he mentioned Tenzin. Narrowing his eyes, Astraea wished death upon the white creature more than he had ever wished for anyone. Pride was everything he could have been—pure—but instead, he was this. If he had to be this creature at all, could he not have retained his purity?
"There is no right or wrong for Lord Dhracia," he said simply, refusing the urge to call Pride a fucking moron for trying to argue morality for the Hands. They had no morals. They lived free lives doing as they saw fit, all in the name of Chaos.
Vargas bowed and accepted the offer, for which Astraea was grateful—if they truly did wish to get the nest operational again, he would need dedicated Masters. "We will speak more about this later," he commented quickly, before the crowed began to fire their disagreement from the stands.
His ruby eyes turned to view them, drifting across them as their voices rang out. They did not want to give up their children (and, what was a ship?) to whatever force might take them.
But when Khloros approached and began to speak, Astraea fought to swallow the bile that began to bubble up in the back of his throat.
"Captive?" he broke in. "You were born here. You know nothing else! You know not what it is like to be captive!" he bellowed, fungus beginning to grow outwards from him—a slave? Astraea bristled. He was not a slave. He was chosen to be here, and he agreed to be here. "And what have you seen outside of this place? Something that It showed you, from the Spire? It does not care about you, It does not want to free you—It only watches and lets things take their course, unless Its own home is threatened!" He took several steps forward.
"If you want to pray to something that might help you, pray to order—the Whole, and see if even HE helps you! Hah! You want such a thing, you are barking up the wrong Fate!" Another step forward. "But I will be dead before you smother our own Fate right out of His own nest, and it will be a dark day in End before you see Him gone!" As it had been.
"I have nothing to fear," he answered lastly, his voice lowering and freezing with an newfound chill. "I only obey, or fail. I was punished once. I died." His lips pulled back from his teeth. "And the very same being that cradled you beneath the Spire gave life to me again—as this. It muddled my mind as it muddles yours, but you are too weak to wake from Its dream. You slumber through the days waiting for paradise, but you will know only hell. You want to break cycles?" Astraea lifted his chin, glaring down his nose to Khloros. "It created cycles." How cruel it must be for Earth.
Finally, he turned to the others. They did not want to give up their children, they did not want to give up their stones—fine. So be it. He didn't want them, born of a Fate that did not belong here. He didn't want their magic, first generation of the Divine Essence. He sneered at the very thought.
"KEEP YOUR CHILDREN," he responded, ears flattening. "Keep your second and third generation children, then," growled his voice. Children! As if they had raised them from dumb blind infants into grown adults! Magic did half of the work for them! He bit back the bitter taste in his mouth, again. They did not know what it was like to be a parent—they had been parents for only a few years, if that! A fire burned inside of him at the thought that they might hope to ever understand what it was to be a parent!
"I get it! I do," he voice raised, then lowered. "I have been a parent for longer than you can conceptualize, I have raised—alongside Tenzin—our daughter. We overcame her disease, we watched her first steps, we taught her to swim, to read, to write—we even made it through her fancy for bad boy." His eyes rolled at the term that Tenzin had introduced him to. "And we fought to keep her here, but she released herself for you. She gave her magic, for you." Ruby eyes searched the stands for Black, but he was not here. At least, not visible. "Yet still, she was taken from us; Lord Dhracia has her stone and has filled it with life again." His brows pinched. He could not imagine what she might be going through, or Raheerah.
He shook his head. "So fine, keep your children. But when their designs are promising, they will need to learn how to fission and create feral copies of themselves—and these will be the products." That wasn't entirely true. "But I cannot guarantee the Hands will not also take some of the children that they find promising. I do not make that decision—and there is no fight to be had," he amended quickly, "because there is nothing to fight. If they are displeased, you die. You will not even have time to fight."
A deep breath, and then, "...so it is not about right and wrong, as Vargas says. It is about being alive and surviving—or dying." His eyes hovered on the winged ring. "The Hive are not on our side. In fact," ruby gaze shifted to Khloros, "that is the Whole to which you might consider praying to." A sneer.
To Doctor, he simply shrugged. "Wherever they are needed, by the Hands of Fate."
But he nodded to Vargas's words, his eyes settling onto Pride. "There is no less fatal—only stronger lives that can survive. If they die here, they will surely face worse death wherever they are sent if we pamper them and concede to easier lives." He frowned. "There is alive, or there is dead," echoed his voice as he turned back to view the stands. "And it is your decision. Rebel and die like those before you, or prove you are stronger, different—prove you can survive, despite what may be asked of you."
He shrugged, eyes once again finding Temperantia. "Or if you really would rather die, then so be it. Your stone will not go to waste."