and at the exact moment it looked like he'd lose — the exact moment she almost had to look away — a flower of blood. not in his body, but the beast's, fired out from fungus in bloom. damask recoiled and yanked back her magic, and the far end of the room shuttered briefly back into shade. did he do that ... ? she stood frozen, even as light settled into place and news of his triumph sounded like trumpets in her ears. he'd ... he'd won. at a cost, but he'd won. and for what?
she spared emuh a dip of her chin, nothing more, before giving all of herself to auré: eyes and ears, mind and heart. dripping, bleeding, falling-down auré. damask's face opened wide in abject dismay — (oh, he's a wreck, he's an absolute wreck) — and yet, he staggered on, yielding only when he reached the mouth of the hallway. she hovered beside him, staticky with nerves. please be all right, stay with me, talk to me — "hey, darling. i'm ... going to sleep for a bit, okay?" to sleep. she lowered her head level-by-level in synch with his. what kind of sleep, dad? what kind of sleep? "don't worry," he said, and if only it were that easy. if only. if only. but: "okay," she mustered, mouth gone dry. her eyes jerked back and forth. he wasn't safe here. too open, too exposed; he'd be an advertisement for the caves' newest attraction. the wall of polaris wasn't far off, but ... look at him. he's not going anywhere. something dark crawled in her chest. dread. this is for real. sinking in now?
she cleared away his request with an absent, impatient nod — (tell grandma, yeah, right, that'll be fun) — and then parted her lips, picking her father's features apart, trying hard to see past his pain. past his exhaustion. he's fading.
"you killed it," damask whispered, as in: you crushed it. you hammered it. you knocked 'em dead.
and then amended, "you made it." as in: you're alive, and you did so, so good.
she went in for a nuzzle, aimed at his jawline, just a little bump — but stopped a single inch short, as if by an electric fence. damask shrunk away with a hiss of frustration, drawn sharply through her teeth. none of that. not right now. take it easy. a heavy sigh, and she sunk to the floor opposite her father, as close as she could go without contact. enough to feel his breath on her feathers.
"good night, all right? i'll wait for you. i'll be right here."