Every step of the way, every push against the wind, and Sharp felt her heart leap up her chest. She was doing something wrong, but she didn’t know what, and this gemling wasn’t exactly old enough to tell her exactly. The baby was crying and crawling the wrong way, the wind was howling, and she could see he den just before her but she was just too damn small, and for roughly the first time in her life she felt genuine panic in herself.
A thought raced through her head. This creature considered her their parent. ”And I am not a good parent.”
Okay, okay, time to take a step back. Whatever she was doing, it wasn’t working. The newfound adopted mother stepped back, took a deep breath, and reanalyzed her surroundings. The den was twelve-or-so paces ahead of her-- not that far, though having a helpless baby did slow it down consideraby. Her gems and materials were still scattered outside. And the baby… the dragonet. She looked over them one more time, a bit more careful in there eye. They were just barely smaller than her-- quite the achievement, given her tiny size-- and wailing pitifully. But, more important in the moment: there was a loose flap of skin right around her neck. A scruff.
Sharp eyed the entrance, the fledgeling, and the massive trail in the sand she left trying to push a baby. Looks like she had to carry her. With a few soft words of ”I’m so sorry, I’m sorry,” the lizard stretched her neck as far as it would go and clamped gently onto the fetal flap. Her teeth were designed for holding bugs, not babies, and she felt her heart pound when her teeth slipped. Luckily enough, she got a grip just in time. Caves, this was going to put a killer cramp in her next the next morning. But it was quicker-- and more confortable-- for them. For the one they were taking care of.
It surprised her a little bit how one oversized, helpless gembound took her from a carefree life to one with anxiety at her throat. But she didn’t despise it, not at all. For some reason, this blue, fluffy reptile was really growing on her. But that was for thinking about later.
The entrance was close. If she ran, she could make it in several seconds and save herself the back pain, but that’ll jostle the baby. And Sharp wasn’t going to do that. Instead, she took slow, steady steps, feeling her feet sink into the dirt with the added weight. She wanted to keep them content, to make up for her slipup earlier. There weren’t any reassuring phrases or songs to sing to calm them down-- not that they could listen anyways-- but she tried to show care through steady movements and shifting her body to take the brunt of the wind.
The howling wind peeled back as layers of red rock curled around her. Sharp carried the gemling through the sloping entrance of her nest and into a dim, cozy den. She set them down, and sighed in relief. Now-- that issue with the wind and her chill, it was over. "There you go, uh..." Wait, did they have a name? "... Fuzzy." Yes, that will do for now.
Her knees were wobbling and her neck was sore, but she tried to put on a brave face for them. She nuzzled the dragonet into a sandy corner, where they would (hopefully) be more comfortable
Sharp smacked her lips together. "Uhh... oh caves... what do you eat?" The question was directed more to herself than the speechless fledgeling. She herself ate the crawling insects of the floor, but did large, fuzzy, crying blue reptiles do the same? Would she have to hunt? The idea of herself digging into the bones of a lesser was... strange, but she'll do it for the baby if needed.
"Just... uh, give me a smile if you're cozy, Fuzzy."