"No time limit?" Tahi said distantly. His mind was already racing. Paths spread out in front of him -- some more pleasant than the others, but all of them
possibilities. Which one had Lady Luck decided he would take? He assessed them in order.
The first of three obvious paths -- he continue his contract. To do so would be to admit to Pride and himself and the Collector that he was more concerned with magic than life, but the Collector's words struck a chord within him -- would outsourcing relieve him of the blame? Certainly not. Letting someone venture into a dangerous cave on his behalf to take the body of another was just as awful as doing it himself. Failing to protect someone was as good as killing them yourself. And where would his
friends get the bodies? Contacts? All that would do was make him feel as though he could shirk the blame. He could not bring himself to damn himself and another! But still... the allure of the crown was great. What power could it give him? What could he get out of it? Needing a corpse couldn't have been a good thing, but... the Collector had said to him that
most fungal magic needed to drain life. Was it his destiny to take life rather than give it? It was a dark option, one that would set him down a dark path. He wasn't sure if he was willing to take it.
However, with the contract, he could bide his time. He could claim he intended to carry it out, and come back later with a better plan... but he doubted the Collector would be receptive to such a thing. Besides that, who knew if this creature could read his thoughts? Pride had such a power; to assume that a sufficiently powerful almost-animal could do the same was no great leap at all.
The second obvious option -- let Pride take the fall. Tahi-shei was sure that the older deer would do it, if asked -- if only out of a sense of duty. Hell, he might even volunteer. The Seven were do-gooders, protecting those that needed protecting. But therein lied the problem -- what if the Collector asked Pride to do something equally awful? Or, worse, wanted to kill him?
Any contract was a lot of power to put in the Collector's hands, and Pride would have no way of knowing what he was agreeing to. Tahi-shei would have no way of knowing what he was offering Pride for. Tahi-shei could take this route, but it would be a childish one. It would be him deciding that it was better to let bigger, stronger Gembound take the fall for his actions -- it would be him deciding that he was a child who needed protecting, rather than an almost-adult who ought to face the consequences of his actions. It was an option, certainly -- but not one that flattered him.
The third obvious option -- give up his... antlers? The option baffled him. Were they supposed to be something he was particularly attached to? They'd not even finished growing. The
may or may not grow back struck him as odd -- growing them back was an option in the first place? Did that mean that they dropped naturally? But more importantly, why did the Collector care? Perhaps Pride was attached to his in some way, and that's why he figured Tahi-shei was? Tahi was a magic user; his only use for his antlers was self-defense, and getting up close and personal didn't much appeal to him in the first place. Tahi-shei figured he'd look kind of lopsided without them, but the simple fact of the matter was, he'd get used to it. Which begged the question -- what did the Collector have planned for the antlers. It couldn't be anything good -- it might give him power over the young stag, or maybe it was just an intimidation technique...?
As for the less obvious options -- the first was that he could try to kill the Collector. It would go horrifically, of course -- he already knew that. Even with Pride at his flank. Not to mention being willing to kill the Collector would invalidate his whole moral dilemma; it was wrong to kill people, full stop. So that option was totally off the table.
Then came the fifth option... and it was one Tahi-shei found appealing, but it would take a bit of... finagling, he decided. It could backfire. It could seriously get him hurt, actually... but maybe it was worth it? First, though, he turned to Pride. Tahi-shei wanted a second opinion.
"If the roles were reversed -- if it were you making this choice? What would you do?"
@pride