ORIGIN - the road is lit and i'm going home

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The bear seemed quite the stick in the mud, ignoring her. She could forgive him for that, though. He was in really bad shape. Concentrating hard, the bacteria seeped through his wounds, allowing that spot to heal faster. "There, all better” she stepped back and, tilting her little head to look up at him, scrunched her eyes together and gave him a sharp, toothy grin. The next moment she was back listening to what Makyna was saying. She was clinging awfully close to Leon (what about Cancer? Did she cling so close to him?) and wondered if this bear was truly her special friend – the one they had a deep talk about. Could Cancer be her special friend then? She didn’t mind if Makyna made way for her.

The little fox pricked her ears as Makyna’s downcast face matched her ominous words. "And he’s alive……you mean, he almost died?” Her gaze shifted from lioness to bear, shock registering on her face. She couldn’t think of a battered and dead Cancer! No, he was her daddy, and she didn’t have anyone else. Except for Makyna mum but if this bear was the one she had special feelings for…her horrified gaze fell upon Leon and she felt tears welling up within her. It was too much for the young gembound to bear – unfair how they’d taken her in, treated her with so much kindness and shown her the world of magic and music only to…

Quix choked and stepped back, tail held to the side in hostility. She couldn’t even utter a word to Leon. No matter how brave he’d been…where was Cancer? Shouldn’t they find him straightaway? She sniffled even as Makyna buried her face into the bear’s scruff. When the lioness recounted her vision, Quix immediately dashed to Makyna and whining, attempted to push her nose into the lioness’ side. "We gotta go now! No time to lose,” she whimpered, and whined more, furry tail wagging behind her in anxiety while her paws scraped at the ground as she tried to shift that 300lbs worth of lion meat.

He felt her moving ever so slightly, shifting in response to the visions she received, then turning her head to speak to the fennec fox at his side. My child. That line had barely registered in the bear at first, but he found his curiosity nagging at him. Orange gaze flitted back down to the little fox, and then back to Makyna, what he could see of her. That little critter couldn't be Makyna's actual child, could she? Oh, no, he'd ask about it later - he was too tired to care and had want only to be close to Makyna. Now that he was home... home... with her. Where ever she was.

It was inevitable, she eventually spoke of Cancer's fate, that he had a fifty fifty chance of being alive. Leon didn't know how he felt about it. The leopard had almost killed him - it was his intention, to the point, obvious. Leon had wanted to kill Cancer too, but he'd gotten as far as lighting the leopard on fire before realizing what he was doing. Then the leopard was swallowed whole by the crevice, and then Leon didn't know if he was alive or dead. It was Leon's fault, but Leon had made his way back to Pisces and while Cancer's fate lingered in limbo, at least Leon was back home with his friends. It was all he wanted now, to be back home, and yet... Makyna spoke of trying to find the leopard, heading back to Monoceros to where the ground opened up and swallowed him, to the danger she spoke of with the dragon and the lamb, rescuing him - the one that had tried to kill Leon. Leaving Leon behind.

The bear was stunned for a moment. His insides were in turmoil; there was fear at first, fear that Makyna would leave him again, fear that she would be gone and then she would get hurt while looking for Cancer. Then there was hurt - betrayal, even, that she would leave him here to search for the black leopard. Did she not understand? Did she not realize? Surely, she must have - he needed her, and he wasn't willing to let her go yet. It didn't matter how much the fennec fox pressed Makyna to go, Leon couldn't let her leave. If she did... he would be alone. If she failed, he could lose her again, and if she succeeded... then she would bring back Cancer, and Leon was loathe to face the black leopard again. To face the hatred with which the cat regarded him. To see those murderous eyes again. To know that Cancer had truly tried to end him. He was afraid of that, of possibly having to defend himself again when he was at his most vulnerable.

"N-No," He mustered, the words tumbling helpless from his lips while he curled a massive paw around Makyna's torso. "please, Makyna, don't leave me." Leon felt pathetic and helpless, angry that she even considered leaving so soon after he'd come back, but too tired to truly comprehend it. It made him exposed, that helplessness shining through as he begged for her to stay. "I only... I only just..." He inhaled sharply and struggled to find the words. "Makyna, I need you, please don't leave me behind." Leon's voice cracked, admitting what lingered just on the tip of his tongue.

At Quix's question she nodded. To be fair they both had almost died. Leon was evidence of that but the bear hadn't fallen into the pit. Wasn't left alone there, vulnerable next to a dragon. The thought of Cancer murdering Leon hadn't truly hit her. In a fight didn't they all try to hurt each other? The thought of murder... She pushed it away. Unwilling to associate Cancer with the want to murder but she hadn't been there, hadn't seen the hatred in his eyes, hadn't known what Leon did. So, she couldn't truly understand. Not yet.

So, the lioness just wanted them both to be safe. Where they both could be asked what had happened when they'd rushed from Pisces. Quix was visibly upset now. Standing up and lashing that fluffy tail. Makyna couldn't blame her and at her insistent urging was about to rise, her muscles in her hindquarters tensed as evidence of this but then Leon spoke. He wrapped a tight paw around her and pulled her in, then her heart broke. In this state she couldn't leave him, physically couldn't do it. The streak of pain in her heart that she had earlier felt was amplified tenfold.

Her poor friend, so vulnerable at this moment. Who was she to leave him? Those muscles relaxed as her muzzle dropped to lick Leon tenderly on the head. No. She couldn't leave him like this. Not only was she bound here by the flood of emotions, the ones that Leon felt and those in her own heart that were rejoicing at their reunion, she just couldn't leave him in this physical state. He needed her to look after him... and she would do it because she loved him. Because he was her heart and she wanted her heart to be well.

Still, leaving Cancer alone when he was alive. Practically sentencing him to death... She couldn't bear it. Her heart felt like it was tearing in two. One half reveling in Leon's presence and wanting him and her to be happy while the other half wanted to rescue Cancer and to keep him from death. It was a hard job trying to keep everyone happy and well... One that was causing her distress. However, she would put that aside... Would stay for Leon.

Sadly she looked down at the fox pup, eyes sad and voice breaking as she spoke, "I... I can't go Quix... I'm so, so sorry. Leon needs me... but.." She shook her head, a resolute look on her face. "Cancer must be rescued! We don't leave other Maji Walezi members to die and time is of the essence. If we must save him you must go now! But not alone..." No. Quix... She couldn't allow anything to happen to Quix, it would break her heart all over again. The fox was her daughter and she didn't want anything to happen to her. It would be all her fault... but there was nothing she could do. Her heart was set and her emotions locked into the task she had at hand.

Her blue gaze went up to the bird on Leon's back, eyes pleading. "Please... Can you go with Quix to Monoceros? Cancer is in the pit... Do whatever you can for him to get him out and... and if he did truly and honestly try to kill Leon outside of the throes of battle..." Even inside of battle the thought of trying to rip out someone's throat sickened her but hadn't Leon said he'd used a knife. No... Couldn't think on that now. Rescue first... that later. "Keep Quix safe. I will check on you with my magic and if you need me call and I will hear. Please, can you do this for me, Bevy?" She hoped, anyway. If they took too long then she would go to Monoceros anyway. Wait till Leon was asleep and sneak away. More friends in danger and possibly dying sickened her even more... especially when one of those friends was her daughter.

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Quix quickly came on to the scene, her little assistant. She went to offer thanks for the help, but became instantly distracted by a pussing wound on Leon's shoulder, one that looked quite uncomfortable. Her consciousness slipped away as she went into her robotic, automatic way of healing fellow gembounds. She only had attention for her duties, and nothing would distract her. She heard them talk, the cheerful Quix ever so eager to be kind and friendly to everyone.

Ky said, shortly after the grunting from the large grizzly, that she knew where Cancer was. She felt a crawling through her skin, her eyes refusing to look at the lithe, sandy feline. She had to work, had to make things better. If she didn't, she... No. She wouldn't fail them. Just keep working. She heard the vision from Makyna and tried not to dwell on it too deeply. The lioness was capable of communicating from far away, and all sorts of sensitive, mystical magic. Bevy knew what she said was likely true. She hopped down to get more cobwebs and looked to Quix to ask her something important.

The tiny, large eared fox started to prod at Makyna, whining in such a way that Bevy felt the sting in her chest that she tried so hard to ignore. She clawed at the moss under her talons, closing her eyes. She took a deep breath as Leon begged for Makyna to stay, desperation in his voice. The kind that almost brought Enna back, almost, but she choked her heart down. She had to stay rational. She flew up to the bear again and went back to patching him up, channeling more of her bacteria towards him, doing so slowly so his body would adjust and not send him into shock. She had to go entirely by feel because she hadn't brought up her ability to white sense and she couldn't see the difference visually.

The pitohui bird stopped, her magic interrupted by the lioness addressing her suddenly, her voice desperate. The bird fluttered above Leon, her harsh red gaze falling on Makyna as she begged for Bevy to go find Cancer. As if she didn't want to go, to save her best friend, the one who she looked up to since she was just a young gembound--... She knew what she wanted, but she also knew what she had to do.

"No."

Bevy landed beside her friends and turned away. "I'm not going, Makyna. And neither are you Quix. I need you here to help me patch up Leon. He has wounds... Wounds that go deeper than any I've healed before and I don't know if he will recover properly without constant care." Her tone was flat, her back to the mammals who were depending on her. Didn't they see how much all of this was bearing down on her? She had to save Maji Walezi, she had to fix everything. She couldn't save Leon and find Cancer. Besides, she was a Guardian, not a Scout.

She took a breath and turned around, meeting Makyna's eyes once more. She tried to keep her voice even, tried not to raise it at the feline who was just as afraid as she was. "Even if I did go, Ky, what good would it do? If he's injured and can't come home, Quix and I can't carry him. We'd be stuck there, and what if Fisher gets worse-- his wound reopened this morning. Leon needs Quix and I, and Dark needs me too. I can't do everything," she explained calmly, as though she was discussing something so much simpler like what to have for lunch, or how to fly. She didn't let a single emotion slip through, not even internally. She squelched it all down and kept perfectly in control of the situation.

"We can send others out to look for him. My place is here, making sure Leon survives. Making sure, if anyone else gets hurt, they can find me. I'll need more supplies... I don't have nearly enough ready," she returned to her pile of leaves and vines, feeling numb and distant, as if Cancer wasn't the one miles away in a pit in the hole of Monoceros, but instead she was.

"I'm sorry."

I hear a voice calling, calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I won't take the easy road
The easy road, the easy road

Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on

"Speech"

From the shadows she watched the entire interaction. Piercing blue eyes lingered over them all, watching, waiting to see the outcome of this sudden gathering. She had spotted him the moment he took his first few steps into Pisces. High up on the ridges she rested, away from the others. Of course, Bevy was more than capable to fly up where she had manged to climb to her perch. A long tail flicked and swayed as it dangled off the edge. Every bit of her ached to go down there, to see Leon and to see if there was anything she could possibly do for him. Her dear Big Brother was injured. Albeit from a fight he had took first swing in. A fight over Makyna at that. At least that's what she assumed anyway. Love was such a fickle thing. Something Amaria truly wished never to experience. Especially if this is what it did to people. She had not seen ear nor tail of Leon for long weeks now. Makyna was practically in the same boat, having left that very same day that Leon had.

Rouded ears pressed back for a moment as a frown set upon her features. Though, the emotions were quickly cast aside as she pushed her ears forward again to continue listening in on them. She nearly rolled her eyes when all either of them was cry and cuddle and cry some more. Perhaps this meant Makyna truly was no longer bonded to Cancer. Of course she had heard that entire fiasco. Worry crept into her stomach when Leon had mentioned that he had no idea where Cancer was. It wasn't that she had a strong friendship with the fellow leopard, sure they were friends, but any time she had ever got around him Makyna was off in a hissy fit about something or rather. She had made a game out of it of course, pushing her elder sister's buttons until she was on the brink of smacking at her.

Solemnly Amaria watched as Bevy got to work on treating Leon's wounds, which was a huge relief even if she was not down there expressing her concerns to her brother. She would only be in the way anyways and hell only knew if Makyna would start acting the same way over Leon as she had with Cancer. She sniffed indignantly before shaking it away. No, she really shouldn't be so swift to judge. That just wasn't who she was. Her gaze moved as a small sand colored vixen went scampering over, asking for Cancer who was clearly not there. Out of no where Makyna had spoke on the subject, claiming the leopard was potentially alive. This all spurred a debate on whether any of them were going to go to Monoceras and rescue their leader. Leon objected, pleading to Makyna to stay with him and Amaria could have let out a puff of air. She did not know what either of them were going through at the moment, nor truly what had gone on to cause such spite between bear and leopard. She did know, however, that it was primarily revolved around Makyna. Jealousy? Perhaps that was it. It didn't make no sense to her and Amaria was quick to push the thoughts away.

Amaria was mildly amused when Bevy outright refused to do as Makyna had asked, stating her intention to stay and see to Leon. This left relief in Amaria, happy that hear dear brother was going to be looked after. Quix had been told she could not go alone, that she also needed to stay and see to the wounded here. What exactly was a fisher anyways? A frown marred her features. So that was it? No one was going to go after Cancer? They were just going to leave him where he was to face things injured and battered. There was no doubt in her mind that Cancer was just as badly injured as Leon was. How would he even begin to defend himself if that were the case? Slowly she rose to her paws, easily maneuvering around. Amaria knew she was not needed here, that if she were to go down there and try to reconnect with her siblings right now that it would just be bothersome. She would seek them out when they were not so caught up into each other.

She would go see to Cancer. To make sure he was alive and breathing. She would be unable to offer him any reprieve to his wounds, but at least there would be someone with him. With one last glance towards the group that was gathered around Leon and Makyna, Amaria summoned her magic to her. She waited for a moment and when she finally realized that her magic would not come to her call. Oh well, now she would not be able to escape Pisces without the others realizing she had been there. She shook it off and began her descent down from the ledges. She landed on the ground with ease, her paws brushing against the ground. She skirted the walls of the cave, making her way towards the exit. She did not spare one more glance towards the others, her movement's languid and intent. She cared not if others decided to follow her, but she would go see to Cancer regardless how the others felt. Leon was safe in their home, and even if her big brother had issues with Cancer and they did not get along, that did not mean he should be left alone. The moment she slipped free of Pisces, entering the tunnel that would lead her to Monoceros and out of view of the others her paws moved quickly. She ran urgently, needing to get to the chamber wind as quickly as she could. She had to find Cancer.