Aug 30 2020, 07:13 PM
It should have been a mercy that Mary could not see what was unfolded and eviscerated before her. It should have spared her a grim and brutal reality--but instead, it fostered a reaching curiosity, a hunger to feel with fingertips what otherwise could not be perceived. Like some of her kin in this cave, the ones that stirred and vibrated in fascination. There was belonging in it. A lust of uniting with it. Mary could not process these feelings in their entirety, but knew they were there, stirring deep inside herself.
I AM CHAOS, AND YOU ARE MY INSTRUMENTS OF EXECUTION
Magnetic pull, predatory drive to slip in between her teeth, this thought--Mary peered into aether and absorbed the chaos, scuttling feet and gasping noises, terror she could feel on the air. The hair on her arms rose. The Lord's wicked laughter needled into her brain with poison for what was so freshly impressionable, so young and persuaded. She wanted to reach for it, but found she couldn't control the weight of her arms.
YOU ARE ALL WORMS
She was a little worm, she understood this. The way it rang the air was enchanting. That first veil of cold that made the imageless body of the Hand of Chaos was forgotten to Mary, then; in its place, entropic heat, a burning digestive forge in the belly of a monster. The volcanic swelter of her was uncomfortable and delicious. She was beckoned by it, and when the tapping of dragon feet distanced the Lord from her, she let go of the giant leathery arm and attempted to walk after it and fell. Promptly righted by Master Vargas, Mary was limp as she listened further.
Desperate pieces of meat. Truly alive. His darkness.
All concepts that were leaving trails of fire in her brain. Mary chewed on them each, and wondered if that was what she'd been waiting for--for this dream to end and to wake up, alive, truly alive. Wasn't that what they should want, intrinsically? You can't live if you aren't awake.
She wanted to be awake. She wanted to... open her eyes...
Only way out.
She wanted to be... She wanted to be.
Mary waited until the vibrations in the stone brought the Lord back to her. She wrapped herself around the cutting words that the cataclysm produced, the name that she would cling to for as long as she remembered it, Lord Dhracia. The command, which Mary could either abide by or compliment--but already was she so primordially designed to lash and appeal to the nature they all shared. So she reached out in a subservient plea for Lord Dhracia to acknowledge true strength. True strength that would devour weakness and grow from it.
[ROLLING]
The lights of bulbs strung up around the tunnel fluttered rapidly. A few of them down the line sputtered, sparked and popped; some cracked, some hissed. It was dark, vivid, dark, vivid again--and in each flash of shade, it could be sworn that some face took shape out of umbral silhouettes. Some monstrous darkness shifting among them all, some presence--horrific in its intensity--growling out of the pit of dread. In between the photic eruptions, the shadows that fell upon Mary's face might have looked like a smile.
When it ended, she waited, patient and keen for approval.
And Lord Dhracia stood before her--
And there was none.
Or perhaps this, this sudden comfort of touch--that carried the stench of iron wrought out of life--was approval of its own. Suddenly, she was in the arms of Lord Dhracia, braced against her hip. Mary nestled close to that furnace of Disorder which was writhing just under her skin, leeching the heat from her. She turned her head out toward the rest of the monsters watching, and though she could not see, she knew they were still here. She could hear them. She could smell them. She could feel them... their fear, too.
Mary stared blindly, blankly, and then gripped Lord Dhracia's silks and tucked closer to her.
I am Chaos.
I am the instrument of execution.
Magnetic pull, predatory drive to slip in between her teeth, this thought--Mary peered into aether and absorbed the chaos, scuttling feet and gasping noises, terror she could feel on the air. The hair on her arms rose. The Lord's wicked laughter needled into her brain with poison for what was so freshly impressionable, so young and persuaded. She wanted to reach for it, but found she couldn't control the weight of her arms.
She was a little worm, she understood this. The way it rang the air was enchanting. That first veil of cold that made the imageless body of the Hand of Chaos was forgotten to Mary, then; in its place, entropic heat, a burning digestive forge in the belly of a monster. The volcanic swelter of her was uncomfortable and delicious. She was beckoned by it, and when the tapping of dragon feet distanced the Lord from her, she let go of the giant leathery arm and attempted to walk after it and fell. Promptly righted by Master Vargas, Mary was limp as she listened further.
All concepts that were leaving trails of fire in her brain. Mary chewed on them each, and wondered if that was what she'd been waiting for--for this dream to end and to wake up, alive, truly alive. Wasn't that what they should want, intrinsically? You can't live if you aren't awake.
She wanted to be awake. She wanted to... open her eyes...
She wanted to be... She wanted to be.
Mary waited until the vibrations in the stone brought the Lord back to her. She wrapped herself around the cutting words that the cataclysm produced, the name that she would cling to for as long as she remembered it, Lord Dhracia. The command, which Mary could either abide by or compliment--but already was she so primordially designed to lash and appeal to the nature they all shared. So she reached out in a subservient plea for Lord Dhracia to acknowledge true strength. True strength that would devour weakness and grow from it.
[ROLLING]
The lights of bulbs strung up around the tunnel fluttered rapidly. A few of them down the line sputtered, sparked and popped; some cracked, some hissed. It was dark, vivid, dark, vivid again--and in each flash of shade, it could be sworn that some face took shape out of umbral silhouettes. Some monstrous darkness shifting among them all, some presence--horrific in its intensity--growling out of the pit of dread. In between the photic eruptions, the shadows that fell upon Mary's face might have looked like a smile.
When it ended, she waited, patient and keen for approval.
And Lord Dhracia stood before her--
And there was none.
Or perhaps this, this sudden comfort of touch--that carried the stench of iron wrought out of life--was approval of its own. Suddenly, she was in the arms of Lord Dhracia, braced against her hip. Mary nestled close to that furnace of Disorder which was writhing just under her skin, leeching the heat from her. She turned her head out toward the rest of the monsters watching, and though she could not see, she knew they were still here. She could hear them. She could smell them. She could feel them... their fear, too.
Mary stared blindly, blankly, and then gripped Lord Dhracia's silks and tucked closer to her.
I am Chaos.
I am the instrument of execution.
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