Wyvern sighed.
"We have reconciled, as you put it. But things are still difficult. When harsh words are exchanged, and when one leaves home for such a great length of time... well, nothing ever quite goes back to the way it was. Both of us made mistakes, and both of us have changed since; we are... learning each other, I suppose. Learning how one another think again. My mother continued to grow her family in my absence; meanwhile, I myself have begun to consider having children." She sighed, tugging out another feather -- a pale white-blue this time.
At his offer, she dipped her head graciously.
"I'm able to produce my own food, I've a spell for such a thing, but some water would be greatly appreciated."
@james
"Oh, dear," she began, looking up from what she had been doing and tilting her head to the side.
"I am so sorry for what you must have lost." She felt for him.
"I have never had someone who I have loved, not in that way, but I understand that it must be difficult for you."
She inclined her head slightly.
"Honestly, my greatest concern is... that I may make my mother's mistakes. The problem is, I am not sure how to avoid repeating them." Then, because she knew he'd ask,
"Our... greatest falling out was that she sought to keep me much longer than I needed to be kept. I behaved... with great immaturity, even well into my sixth cycle. My mother sought to protect me for that reason, although she also acted in such a way that prevented me from growing." She paused.
"In short, I think that my mother created me because she was lonely and wanted someone to protect. But I am unsure if I am making this same mistake."
@james
Wyvern sighed, and then laughed a little.
"My, you're very wise for someone so young. If only I'd been as mature as you at your age." James was an adult, of course, but Wyvern knew quite well the difference between physical maturity and mental maturity. When a creature could grow to adulthood so fast, there was always the chance that their mind would lag behind as hers had.
"Thank you for the vote of confidence, James."
She eyed him.
"Your daughter is lucky to have you. Perhaps once I have little ones of my own, we can keep in touch. It would be nice to bring someone into the world knowing they will have friends; Caves, I certainly didn't." She didn't exactly say this as though it were a bad thing, simply a reality.
@james
Wyvern's eyes sparkled.
"Babysitting, hm? That sounds excellent." Her feathers fluffed out and she kept ruffling through them, shedding blue and white feathers.
"Sorry about this by the way," she said a little sheepishly.
"I'll be sure to clean up my mess before I leave. I don't know if you've had to shed a lot of feathers before, but the itching is insufferable. You can't think of anything else until they're gone."
At his proposition, though, she paused in her motion and tilted her head to the side.
"Friends...? Well, I'd love that!" She let out a small laugh.
"I don't travel much, but having a friend to speak to is always good, isn't it? I tend to stay near my home -- that will probably increase, once I plant a chrysalis and wait for the little one to hatch -- but Monoceros is not far from Orion." Wyvern nodded in the direction of Monoceros.
"Although -- and I mean no offense, simply concern -- I am not sure how I feel about a new flyer frequenting the winds. I'm sure even Dread gets tossed around by them once in a while."
@james
Wyvern dipped her head to him and cleared her throat, getting to her feet.
"Well, that is good, then -- the winds of Monoceros are dangerous, even with experience." She considered.
"Although, I might have to help guide you -- the Thunder lives high in the walls, near the heat vents. It's, ah, very unpleasant -- I am rather cold-aligned, like my mother -- but I manage." She laughed a little -- she still questioned Asimona's judgement, really, but it wasn't exactly something she ought to have been privy to.
Wyvern bowed again, slightly.
"But, I ought to go soon -- I was actually headed to Pisces," she admitted, her head inclining slightly.
"Perhaps I will stop by again on my way back, hm? It has been a pleasure, James."
/exit wyvern unless stopped
@james