Dec 29 2020, 07:01 AM
He was half-grown, now. Some six feet tall, coated in smooth, black fur and, elsewhere, in rigid scale-like skin. Often he stood at the exit of Draco, within the breathing, pulsing Aperture, staring out at nothing. He was to guard, and he was doing that: and training. Learning.
Learning to stand, for hours, doing nothing. Learning to look out of the tunnel exit, mind half-empty.
The whispers of Chaos curled ever through his mind, a black and twisting thing, serpentine and smoky. The whispers, too, were echoed--no, twinned--in the black metal of the halberd that he gripped, too large for his youthful height. It dwarfed him. The whispers themselves became visible around him, in a way; Corruption, with its dark smoke, licking at his form, at his feet, shrouding him.
He had learned to both ignore them, and to listen to them, all at once--for they were his only company here in the voidlight, and at the same time, he could not let them distract him. For the first couple weeks of life, they had held no meaning for him: most of the time, they were wordless sounds, hissing and flicking in his ears. At times, they did hold words, but these were always incitements to violence. He listened, and at times he felt the tug at the very core of all the fibers of his being (a chaotic form, a corrupted form), but he did not obey.
In time, with only these sounds as his company, he had begun to imagine (as was only natural) words where there were none. The constant sibilant whispers seemed to come together in places, nonsensical sounds creating half-heard instructions.
The Sentinel did not obey these, either, but he paid indifferent attention, the way one might strive to understand a distant, but uncompelling, music drifting across the space of midnight air.
Now, he had something new: a small metal pocketwatch, an overlay of gears and stars in dull, dark metal over its thick glass. It hung on a similarly dull chain, and the Sentinel had found that if he wound it, it would tick: a quiet, constant sound, both a distraction from and a complement to the whispers.
At times he would take it from where he'd hung it--on his halberd, or around his neck--and look at it, watching the little black hand jitter its life away, counting every second of passing, lost-forever time. Time that he spent here, watching nothing else: but did that matter?
His time was--would be--infinite.
Would it not?