Jan 19 2021, 01:51 PM
It had taken a long, unpowered flight to get to the wall, but it was what Vander was meant to do- soar. He ached, yes, but it was a good, familiar ache, especially after flying for so long.
Vander inhaled gently, limbs grasping in the air as if he were dragging himself forward with a surging flap.
He had to figure out what this refuge was- were there beings in it? Could the Sentinels use it? What were bad intentions? Certainly Vander had none of them- he only intended to keep those he cared about safe, after all-
He did? As he landed before the supposed wall, he grumbled from the back of his throat. He could keep them safe in the Warren, and he could train them. This far out, he'd have no access to them, no way to contact them. Why was he even doing this? This was stupid. This idea was stupid. He nearly made to pace away before he stopped midstride, letting out a small breath.
No. It didn't hurt to try. Vander wheeled back on the wall and shut his eyes tight, trying to conjure the thought of protection and keeping people safe and children dying before him and slashed thro-
He shook his head violently. No- those weren't good intentions. You were just bringing up your old trauma. Some stupid magic wall didn't want to see that, probably. Or it did? Did it want to protect him from that trauma? But, he wanted to protect others from experiencing it, not on the- well, the end that involved being dead.
Vander sighed once more, inwardly, before raising his head and puffing out his mane. Right. He was a Desert Rose. He survived countless Hydra trials. He had survived. Surely, he could enter some sort of refuge and- maybe just chill there for a few days.
He deflated. He really didn't want to talk to Vargas, and, right now, with the exhaustion of the flight- he kind of just wanted to sleep. Should he focus on that? Was that a good intention? Find a place to sleep, find a place to just hang out for like, a few hours? That sounded like good intentions.
Drawing himself up once more, Vander made to push his forehead against the supposedly false wall, eyes shut.
Vander inhaled gently, limbs grasping in the air as if he were dragging himself forward with a surging flap.
He had to figure out what this refuge was- were there beings in it? Could the Sentinels use it? What were bad intentions? Certainly Vander had none of them- he only intended to keep those he cared about safe, after all-
He did? As he landed before the supposed wall, he grumbled from the back of his throat. He could keep them safe in the Warren, and he could train them. This far out, he'd have no access to them, no way to contact them. Why was he even doing this? This was stupid. This idea was stupid. He nearly made to pace away before he stopped midstride, letting out a small breath.
No. It didn't hurt to try. Vander wheeled back on the wall and shut his eyes tight, trying to conjure the thought of protection and keeping people safe and children dying before him and slashed thro-
He shook his head violently. No- those weren't good intentions. You were just bringing up your old trauma. Some stupid magic wall didn't want to see that, probably. Or it did? Did it want to protect him from that trauma? But, he wanted to protect others from experiencing it, not on the- well, the end that involved being dead.
Vander sighed once more, inwardly, before raising his head and puffing out his mane. Right. He was a Desert Rose. He survived countless Hydra trials. He had survived. Surely, he could enter some sort of refuge and- maybe just chill there for a few days.
He deflated. He really didn't want to talk to Vargas, and, right now, with the exhaustion of the flight- he kind of just wanted to sleep. Should he focus on that? Was that a good intention? Find a place to sleep, find a place to just hang out for like, a few hours? That sounded like good intentions.
Drawing himself up once more, Vander made to push his forehead against the supposedly false wall, eyes shut.