Feb 18 2021, 08:28 PM
This is all your own battle to win
Liliana
The mist rolling across the damp, leaf-littered floor of Cetus almost concealed the black and white stone nestled safely between the gnarled roots of a dying tree. It would be easy to glance over the area and see nothing but broken branches, brown leaves, and patches of shadowy, murky water here and there. Camouflage, for now, was what was keeping it safe from predators, although this was unknown to the child within.
In a moment, its life began. Where there was once nothing, only an empty body grown within a hard, stone shell, there was suddenly something. A spark, a flame - a new life. Another candle among the roaring flames that were the rest of the caves. With this little life came a rushing of consciousness, but not, initially, intelligence. In a moment, survivalist instincts kicked in and the creature assessed her situation. She could see nothing but some patches of light in front of her where (although she didn't realize) the light outside was able to push through the whites of the stone. She could feel, but her body had grown so used to the position she had been grown in, it was only with the smallest test of movement did she realize that she was curled in a ball. With that realization came a second. Something was keeping her in this position.
She had only been alive for around ten seconds when panic set in. She couldn't move. She tried to breathe in and only sucked in fluid. Her eyes bulged with sudden terror and she began thrashing against the walls of the chrysalis. She was stuck, enclosed, encaged, trapped, perhaps in the belly of some beast to drown, to die. Had she only been given life so she could experience the bitter taste of death too soon?
But her wild thrashing had an effect. There was a loud loud as cracks began to chip away at the gem's exterior. With this new opening, the fluid began to drain out, pooling over the ground and seeping into the already soaked earth just beyond. She didn't notice, however, and continued moving, causing the gemstone to shiver and shake, until she realized that she was no longer drowning. But a quick breath in told her she wasn't safe. She could barely breathe in her gemstone prison.
But there was hope. There had been change. And this third realization was her second spark. She was no longer a candleflame, but a proper fire, mind roaring with intelligence and cognizance, and the first ideas of her life began to calculate carefully in her mind. She stopped struggling and began focusing on the crack that was directly in front of her. They had appeared and the fluid had drained. Perhaps she could make it wider and escape her cage.
Fingers splayed, she rested her paws against the shell above the crack and began to push, back pressing against the opposite side of the chrysalis. It didn't budge. She pressed harder, but the gem didn't give. She was running out of time. She began to push more forcefully and suddenly against the crack, slamming her paws against the stone until she heard more cracking noises and knew that she was doing it right this time. One more hit and suddenly she felt the stone give way and her paw was escaping into the world outside.
Immediately, she pulled her paw back and stuck out her pointed noise, breathing in her first breath of fresh air. Perhaps not...fresh air, as the taste of the swamp was insepperable, but to her it was the purest breathe and she allowed herself a moment to enjoy it.
But then she calmed and pulled herself back in - she had found a way to escape, yes, but now she needed to consider her options. She didn't know what the world was like out there. She didn't know if she was safe. No, of course I'm not safe. Nothing is safe. I hatched to die. It was a bleak outlook to suddenly take, perhaps, but it gave her a strange sort of comfort. She had one simple task - survive. That was all. If she could focus on that, then she could move forward.
For now, however, she needed to figure out if the area was safe enough to come fully out of her prison (that now almost seemed like a sanctuary). Slowly and carefully, she peeled back bits of the broken chrysalis, enough that she was able to peak out her head and begin to scan the environment.
In a moment, its life began. Where there was once nothing, only an empty body grown within a hard, stone shell, there was suddenly something. A spark, a flame - a new life. Another candle among the roaring flames that were the rest of the caves. With this little life came a rushing of consciousness, but not, initially, intelligence. In a moment, survivalist instincts kicked in and the creature assessed her situation. She could see nothing but some patches of light in front of her where (although she didn't realize) the light outside was able to push through the whites of the stone. She could feel, but her body had grown so used to the position she had been grown in, it was only with the smallest test of movement did she realize that she was curled in a ball. With that realization came a second. Something was keeping her in this position.
She had only been alive for around ten seconds when panic set in. She couldn't move. She tried to breathe in and only sucked in fluid. Her eyes bulged with sudden terror and she began thrashing against the walls of the chrysalis. She was stuck, enclosed, encaged, trapped, perhaps in the belly of some beast to drown, to die. Had she only been given life so she could experience the bitter taste of death too soon?
But her wild thrashing had an effect. There was a loud loud as cracks began to chip away at the gem's exterior. With this new opening, the fluid began to drain out, pooling over the ground and seeping into the already soaked earth just beyond. She didn't notice, however, and continued moving, causing the gemstone to shiver and shake, until she realized that she was no longer drowning. But a quick breath in told her she wasn't safe. She could barely breathe in her gemstone prison.
But there was hope. There had been change. And this third realization was her second spark. She was no longer a candleflame, but a proper fire, mind roaring with intelligence and cognizance, and the first ideas of her life began to calculate carefully in her mind. She stopped struggling and began focusing on the crack that was directly in front of her. They had appeared and the fluid had drained. Perhaps she could make it wider and escape her cage.
Fingers splayed, she rested her paws against the shell above the crack and began to push, back pressing against the opposite side of the chrysalis. It didn't budge. She pressed harder, but the gem didn't give. She was running out of time. She began to push more forcefully and suddenly against the crack, slamming her paws against the stone until she heard more cracking noises and knew that she was doing it right this time. One more hit and suddenly she felt the stone give way and her paw was escaping into the world outside.
Immediately, she pulled her paw back and stuck out her pointed noise, breathing in her first breath of fresh air. Perhaps not...fresh air, as the taste of the swamp was insepperable, but to her it was the purest breathe and she allowed herself a moment to enjoy it.
But then she calmed and pulled herself back in - she had found a way to escape, yes, but now she needed to consider her options. She didn't know what the world was like out there. She didn't know if she was safe. No, of course I'm not safe. Nothing is safe. I hatched to die. It was a bleak outlook to suddenly take, perhaps, but it gave her a strange sort of comfort. She had one simple task - survive. That was all. If she could focus on that, then she could move forward.
For now, however, she needed to figure out if the area was safe enough to come fully out of her prison (that now almost seemed like a sanctuary). Slowly and carefully, she peeled back bits of the broken chrysalis, enough that she was able to peak out her head and begin to scan the environment.
This is your ship
and you are the captain
and you are the captain