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the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Cain - May 01 2025
There was no way to know how long it had been. It had woken, half buried in snow, and clawed its way to life, blood pumping, heart screaming, limbs hot but turning cold, cold, cold. It staggered out of Ursa, shuttering, and didn't stop until the air turned a familiar warmth of Cepheus's voidlights. It could not, would not, dig a burrow in Leo to hide in until it's shame subsided. It didn't know how long it had been. All of the scents on its tongue felt foreign. All of the creatures it grasped for felt strange: the nest of flying pitch rats that it remembered brooding in the tunnel between Ursa and Cepheus was stale and empty. The damn things didn't live especially long, and maybe some idiot had disturbed them... But Cain could not shake the horrible sensation that it had been gone for eons. That its life, as long as it had been, was suddenly dwarfed by the length of its absence. Even if it had only been a fraction of that time, the very concept was agonizing. It had abandoned its post. It had slipped into sleep. It had become something it had hated in so many other gembounds, a thing that it thought itself better than. It had failed. Exhaustion was hitting it hard even as it flew on easy breezes across Pegasus's open fields, craning its way toward its home. It landed and stumbled into the doorway of its home, barely able to stand the new and different scents that plagued the gateway. It prowled past the entrance into Draco, ignoring any that might look upon it and gawk or wonder. The garnet folded its wings, ears angled backward and crimson eyes peering toward the Black Spire. It had often kept a safe distance from it and the unpredictable nature of Draconua and the pure essence of chaos. For a long, deep moment, it sank in the view of the Spire, and considered if its life was more useful being turned into mulch for the bed of Chaos. It was a thought it pried itself away from with force, glancing instead toward its den. It would have to investigate and see what had been disturbed-- But not yet. It needed, firstly, to make a report. Bile burned at the back of its throat. It reached for its magic, and found its ability faltering. A prickle crawled up the back of its neck. How weak have you become? It's thoughts hissed. "Master Vargas?" It spoke with a voice that croaked, a mewl that barely came from its dry, aching throat. "Master Vargas!" The cry, more of a yowl, nothing more than a kitten looking for its mother. It should have just stayed dead in its stone. @Vargas RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Vargas - May 01 2025
@Cain RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Cain - May 01 2025
Cain felt a swell of emotion as Master Vargas came running. It nearly pushed down the shame, instead flooding its senses with... Pity? Self-pity? It had never wanted to cry before. Not out of emotion. Perhaps pain could bring wetness to its eyes, or dust in the wind, but not... not... not feeling. It couldn't remember ever having this sensation before, and it nearly overwhelmed it. Its tail puffed to bristles and tucked between its haunches, its brilliant red eyes peering out through a mask that had been broken. Whiskers trembled, claws scraped the stone. The only mercy was that it did not see its own reflection. Moreover, with a bit of forceful shoving, the shame quickly came back up over the lip and drowned out any warm-fuzzy-sensations it most certainly had not earned. It held its head high as Master Vargas approached, and then promptly bowed its head as Master Vargas drew in to a stop. "Master," it spoke, gritting its teeth. "... I... I have no excuse." Yes, shame and anger. It could use these two emotions, to sharpen itself back to something better. Something worth being called Overseer. It needed to know. "How long has my absence been?" It needed to know how many cycles it would have to work without rest to recover from its blunder. There was more it wanted to ask. For now, it held its tongue. It knew itself a child, a foolish gembound no different than its brood. No different than Scion or the other Garnet or... Or Alpha. Oh, the Orthoclase. It was no different. It was the same as the cat its magic was bred from, the very one who had died in the sands of Hydra. It would wait for its answer, its punishment, its fate, and accept it with the only grace it could offer: bravery. @Vargas RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Vargas - May 01 2025
@Cain RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Cain - May 01 2025
No, it had not been deliberate... But it was still a failing. Something that it had never done before, something it had thought itself better than. A year or two. Last it had lived and breathed, Cain had been... What, three years old? Indeed, it had been nearly an entire lifetime. It was likely small to Master Vargas. It was all Cain had ever known. This-- this was the difference between them. But it had returned. And the Leviathan gave it an order, or, an instruction. An offer, at least. Direction. It seized it with force, eyes turning upward. "Of course," it spoke, words coming easier now that it had begun to wet its throat. "I had gone to begin my reconnaissance, and had found a good location to watch and use my magic to further explore. I had borrowed the body of a mountain sparrow to get closer to the Hive's tunnels without threat to myself and sought the white dragon..." The magic hadn't lasted. It had to give up the hunt after a short period, and rest, and once it had rested, it could continue again. "My first search had been... fruitless," as expected. It would take several tries, several patient steps closer... "I returned to myself and... I was tired. I thought to rest, for a moment, in the snow. Then I would continue to hunt." It hardly remembered the haze. "... I didn't feel cold. I just felt tired." It should have been stronger. It should have known better. "... I don't remember," it said, earnest in its factual, no-nonsense-report, "anything but falling asleep." For once, it did not reach for its magic to know where Master Vargas's judgement would lead. It simply offered its report, plainly, and cleared its mind of all expectations. Its trust laid solely upon the razor's claw of its Master's ancient and vast knowledge. It would accept what it was told. It would do better. It had to do better! @Vargas RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Vargas - May 01 2025
@Cain RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Cain - May 02 2025 Did it overtax itself? The thought was ridiculous. It knew its magical limits-- at least, it thought it had, back before falling dormant for two entire years-- and would never push itself beyond on such a crucial mission. Surely it couldn't have been a magical failing, of all things, not when Cain was a transcended master of its element. The second question was more troubling. Cain had fur, surely, and... Thinking upon it, it had not felt cold. It tried to rationalize what had happened and found its mind blanking. "I did not feel cold then," it repeated, ignorant of the effects of hypothermia. "My chrysalis was freezing when I awoke. I-- I got out of Ursa as soon as I awoke, because the cold was so overwhelming." Surely it would have noticed its own body growing cold. It had felt perfectly warm, perhaps too warm, when it slipped away into slumber. It hesitated. "... I do not know what happened. I..." Its ears flattened, its claws digging into the stone. It raised its chin higher, and looked upon Vargas's expression. It wanted to know what Vargas was thinking, and in the same breath knew it had no right to that knowledge. "There is a weakness in myself that I have missed," Cain said, "My plan lead to failure." Plan to never fail. Always have a perfect plan. A plan that is ninety-nine percent perfect will kill you one percent of the time. "I.." A deep breath, eyes closing. "Failed." It did not fear Master Vargas's response. There was, however, a great agony that blossomed in its chest at the admission. Shame and anger was not enough to keep this particular pain at bay as it strobed at pace with its own heartbeat. It felt nigh insurmountable in that moment. Its Master would know what to do. @Vargas RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Vargas - May 03 2025
@Cain RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Cain - May 03 2025
Cain listened attentively as Master Vargas spoke, hanging on every word. There was a silver lining: it had survived, in the end. It had survived. It still breathed. The sharpness digging into its chest was a confimation: it lived yet. ... And then, Vargas looked down upon his Overseer, and his voice shifted. Here was where the Master would speak to what it could change and improve, what training it needed to-- Cain's ear twitched as it listened. This... Occurance was something that simply happened, at times. It had happened to Master Vargas-- something the Overseer had known deep down, but had ignored as something of the "before times"-- and the rest of the Masters. For a time as long as they had probably lived before, a millennia of wakefulness followed by a millennia of slumber. It was something that Cain considered, mulling over with a look of thoughtfulness that seemed to pull it away from its despair at long last. It took the words to heart, the instructions embedding themself deep within its mind. It would remember this. "I would never want to abandon my duty," Cain said firmly, something that it believed they both knew, but felt needed to be said regardless. "Being your Overseer is my greatest accomplishment, Master Vargas. It is all I have ever wanted for." It would not let a single ounce of doubt creep into their relationship. With that, Overseer Cain sniffed and retracted its claws, ears raising to their upright, attentive position, and it shook out its wings to appear more composed. To be certain, it reached for its magic again, opening its senses. Master Vargas's heartbeat thrum before it, and the pulses of other gembound, valkhound, forge members it knew and others it did not-- spread out around its awareness. "I am ready," it declared, dismissing those foolish emotions as nothing more than inexperience. @Vargas RE: the crowd, they gather on the street, and they want blood - Vargas - May 03 2025
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