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RE: oh deer - James - Sep 26 2020
RE: oh deer - Tahi-shei - Oct 01 2020 Tahi-shei shrugged, remembering the gruesome details alongside James. "I do not fault Madhukar for what she did. I'd have asked her to do it, if I'd been in my right mind." He sighed. "But I do suppose you're right. I don't know if Astraea could have been infected, but if anyone was in a position to try, it would have been me. I suppose I just didn't think about it that way," he admitted, leaning absentmindedly into James's touch. He did laugh a little at the comment about Astraea being a person, too. "If only we could convince him of that, hm? When I first met him, he kept telling me that I could practice on him because nothing I could do would kill him, as though I couldn't still cause him harm." He sighed. "But I suppose that isn't anything I ought to be sharing." Instead, he smiled. "I am also glad that I'm okay. I could... cause far more destruction in the name of Mother than I think most Gembound could." It was not lost on him that her abilities seemed to be the same as his. @james RE: oh deer - James - Oct 01 2020
RE: oh deer - Tahi-shei - Oct 02 2020 His ears twitched to show that he'd heard James, but he didn't really reply. The sentiment was nice, but it was also... a lot, and his chest seized up a little bit. Better? How could he be better with this Collector quest hanging over his head? Whether he'd done it yet or not, eventually he'd have to kill someone (and the Collector had made himself clear -- sooner rather than later). There was blood on his stone already, and he certainly slept like it. And to even compare him to Astraea--? Astraea, the Fungal Master. Powerful, astronomically so, leagues higher than anything Tahi-shei could ever hope to achieve -- a lifetime of study and careful planning would never, ever put him on Astraea's level. It couldn't. Astraea was just too powerful in comparison. But the similarities were there, he thought, recalling the moment of dullness in Astraea's eyes when he'd explained that he was used to being hurt. Recalling the insistence that Tahi-shei could practice, could improve, and he couldn't help but think he'd offer the same to Madhukar even if it killed him. He laughed a little nervously, and glanced back at James. "I mean, I don't know if, uh, I should really be compared to Astraea. He's... y'know. The Fungal Master. That's, uh, a lot of magic to have." Tahi-shei didn't even address the declaration of friendship, the way it coiled like a knot in his stomach and settled there to be addressed at a later date when he wasn't worried about starting to shake so badly he sprinted all the way to Canis and back again. @james RE: oh deer - James - Oct 02 2020
RE: oh deer - Tahi-shei - Oct 11 2020 Tahi-shei... genuinely had no response to that, and sort of just felt overwhelmed. James was being incredibly kind, but all Tahi could think was you don't want to see the whole picture. He laughed a little nervously, and scraped for some kind of appropriate response. He felt a lot like running right now -- sprinting at a mad dash through Tunnel K like Overseer-Alpha was chasing him and find a way to be okay with himself. Exhaust himself so that he couldn't think about anything except sleeping. He finally managed a strangled sort of "Y-You too?" Hoof, meet mouth. Wonderful, Tahi-shei. Just absolutely wonderful. @james RE: oh deer - James - Oct 11 2020
RE: oh deer - Tahi-shei - Oct 12 2020 He smiled shyly and shook his head at James's offer. "Uhm, no, I-- already kind of turned you down for that," he said awkwardly, glancing outside the walls of the mostly stable stone structure. He shifted a little. "I'll, uh, get out of your hair so you can sleep, though! I've-- got stuff to do," he lied, still flustered (more so, now that James was fussing over him) and desperate to get somewhere safe-ish and shove these feelings down, thank you very much. Still, he smiled again, trying to seem less eager to leave than he really was. James was nice, and Tahi did really like him, he was just... well, a little bit intense. @james RE: oh deer - James - Oct 12 2020
RE: oh deer - Tahi-shei - Oct 16 2020 His eyes softened a little. "Of course, James. I'll visit you in a little while. Maybe I'll drop by to meet the little one, when they're born." He smiled and dipped his head before getting up carefully and starting towards the exit, his mind still buzzing. Seeing James again was a nice idea -- a really nice idea. He breathed in and out for a moment, and then left. This was something he'd need to meditate on later. @james /exit tahi-shei, unless stopped |