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Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Khavur - Jun 07 2022 He had wondered if he should build a case or a party first. Would anything make this more appealing to Khavur was certainly afraid of one thing. An ongoing melody it could not escape, looping again and again in its mind, the flutter of bird and butterfly wings. The chorus, his train, awaiting his next song, his next muse, his next move. What Khavur had not yet figured out was what it meant to be an artist. He only knew desperation for expression and understanding. He was only just learning of a crowd that was anxious rather than adoring; he was only just learning of the experiences of freedom, power, responsibility, and liberation. All this and so few souls to share it with, or take it from. So few. He stared at the piano. Had they come here, unbeknownst to him, he who listened and watched the brilliant storm of his mind for the hint of any other sound breaking through the swirling dust? Had they come in secret, and had they played until their hands melted into the keys? And if Khavur lifted his clumsy, beastly claws to play the same notes as the tremoring loop in his mind yet again, like an allure, an addiction, if he came back again and again, could he hold their hands in his own again? Would he someday reach somebody outside? Perhaps power would become his own driving force someday, like it was his Master's. If he could attain it to the point of sating every fleeting whim, from his strongest to his faintest, it was almost certain to devour him too. Everything existed within the scope of power: liberation, of himself and his family, of his dearest friend. If he could rip them from the chrysalis or wherever they now hid, place them at his side and beg them to stay, or to not even need begging; would that ability "to be able to" not define him just the same? Well, he supposed it would not have to. All is within the scope of power, including the power to refuse definition. Now that sounded... I'll tell you how it sounds. It sounds like the same refrain from before, cut off at the ends and the edges and folded back in on itself, then expanded to fill a room. It sounds like a path with no direction. It sounds like a spiral of ants whirling around on a broken record. It sounds like Khavur carefully, gently hammering away at the same keys, the same notes, the same pieces of his big stupid puzzle, comprising a soliloquy to mourn the pieces he yet lacks and the pieces he Directionless thought. Definition definition. Plan. Loop. Meandering whimsy. Devious note. Definition definition. Split and cauterize. Plan. Loop. He can almost feel the tension in fingers that are not his own. He doesn't want to. Plan. Loop. Plan. @Aethril RE: Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Aethril - Jun 07 2022
She could hear it from her room. @Khavur RE: Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Khavur - Jun 07 2022 He did not even notice her, until she was there. First his steady droning quieted somewhat subconsciously, to hear but not quite to listen — that was, until he— until it looked, and saw. Her. Tall, and blue, and her pose, her imminent, radiant dignity, the way she held herself even as she sat. Khavur landed ever so softly on a flat note, like a pebble had fallen onto a rock, and instead of a clanging of wills there was a sad, almost pathetic withdrawal. A silence. It backed away from the piano and bowed both its heads. She did not have the exact same persona, the same aura. The slightest hint of Lord Dhracia's wrath had been enough to boil flesh; this felt like a story of a different ilk. But Khavur would never forget that impression. Definition. Khavur would instead look for the signs; oilstone if it was there, familiarity of shape and poise, possession so much more knowledge that Khavur itself. Definition. The eyes that could still see sought out every tell. Definition: not Lord Dhracia, unlikely to be, but tired. Familiar... familiar. Tired. Khavur wished it could be tired too. But instead it was here, playing loud enough to wake(?) someone, someone who felt within seconds like she belonged more in this place than Khavur ever would, and on top of that it was bathing the floors in its sickly cherry scent. Now Khavur was sorry. Khavur wished it hadn't come, but that was a less recent and somehow even more futile wish. Khavur's mind burned bright with an immediate, inevitable rising flurry of questions, but this was not its place of dominion. The floor was hers. Khavur was just here, making a mess on it. @Aethril RE: Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Aethril - Jun 07 2022
A small, bitter sort of laugh rumbled from the Valkhand's throat. @Khavur RE: Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Khavur - Jun 07 2022 Ah, right. Browner. How could it forget? Well the truth was, it hadn't. It could never. But that question was a test; a 9-and-a-half foot pole with which to prod a sleepy bear. It had made her laugh. That was good, it supposed — it liked her laugh, or more that she was laughing, but it still worried. Lord Dhracia had laughed too. And that's when she had given Khavur that gift of hideous, awakening truth. When she had taught it about the existence of another definition. It was nothing without its definitions. This was Aethril. How could Khavur have forgotten? The remnants of the bird and the throbbing of its chest; monstrous. Khavur had done nothing then, just like it was doing nothing now. Too afraid. Too ignorant. Too powerless. It disliked this cage, now forced to remember every moment when it felt like it had the strength to impress upon those bars. New cage, new metal, not strong enough for this one yet it could already feel from the resonance of that laughter and the command in that gesture. But Khavur was adept at playing along. One set of eyes followed the motion of a Lesser now assigned to be the Reaver's personal mop. Perhaps Khavur should have been embarrassed, but instead it was rather curious. Very curious. One set of eyes remained on that motion, one track of the mind breaking away and speeding off a different cliff. The other set remained on Aethril, on the piano which was meant to be played. @Aethril RE: Jupiter is the loneliest planet. - Aethril - Jun 09 2022
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