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Just A Little Bit - Makyna - Sep 03 2015

MAKYNA
"let's sing a song for the heart"

The lioness traveled back home to Pisces, in her jaws was a large cave deer and across her back was a couple of rabbits. They were creatures that she caught not for herself but for the group she was in. Bevy wanted help with making maps and getting food so that was what she was doing. Hunting was a thing that she liked to consider one of her main duties. It was such fun and tapped into an instinctual part of her that made her feel so alive. However, carrying it back was not fun. In size she was a bit smaller than most lions and with the weight of the cave deer pulling at her maw it was a bit difficult. Perhaps she could just use her magic but she didn't want to become completely dependent upon it. No. She would carry it back the old fashioned way.

Well, until she became tired.

The lioness dropped the deer on the ground and stood with her head lowered for a moment. It was tempting to take a bite for herself but no. She would make sure the others in the group ate before she took a bite herself, especially when this task had been specifically asked for by her leader. She just, would take a little break first.

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"This is how I talk!"
"This is how I sing!"
This is how I think!


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RE: Just A Little Bit - Niru - Sep 05 2015

my search for cancer had been futile so far. and i was growing more worried by the day, the minute, the second. it was unsettling. surely he hadn't abandoned me? was i that much of a burden? i was solemn, sad, somber at the thought. certainly i was nothing of the sort. was i obnoxious? did i ask too many questions? was i just..unbearable? rounded ears swiveled and pinned, jaded lenses found the rocky flooring with drooping lids of melancholy. tufted tassel swayed with my steps, slow, glacial steps. my head was hanging low and the potent scent of death and familiarity coaxed it back up. my eyes narrowed in pure curiosity as the lioness standing before me had her back turned to me, yet was carrying something of a burden. she'd been hunting, and i was in awe of her caught game. i'd only ever caught rats. she was skilled, and for some reason, i felt at ease with her. i halted, not wanting to spook her.

"pardon me miss, but do you need some help carrying that?"

polite, moderate tones asked, laced in juvenile rings as i remained standing. my head held higher now, though i was sure the sadness was inscribed in my eyes. and the lackluster of my grin. rounded ears then rotated forth, erecting as to give a much friendlier aura about me.

@Makyna


RE: Just A Little Bit - Makyna - Sep 08 2015

MAKYNA
"let's sing a song for the heart"

She didn't hear the approach at first, her head was lowered and her mind on the catch and the journey. It wasn't until the voice range out light and hardly touched with adolescence did her head lift and her eyes turn to see the newcomer. At the sight of the cub her tail lifted in greeting and she grinned happily at him. "Young one!" Carcass forgotten about for the moment she turned and rushed up to the young male, header lowering so she could gently touch her head to his in a distinctly feline gesture of greeting and friendship.

It was when she pulled back that she noticed the scars on his body, new ones... painful ones. Her eyes widened in dismay and she let a cry from her throat. "What happened to you? Oh! This is what I tried to keep from happening last time... Are you in terrible pain? Can I help you in any way? Oh! You must come with me! I know of a healer and you can rest and feast in my den!" He was still a cub and her instincts kicked in. He was so young and hurt so badly.

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RE: Just A Little Bit - Niru - Sep 09 2015

i did not shy away, but when the lioness embraced me i indulged in the greeting. oh, what a loving display of affection. instinctively, a small hum of a purr escaped before horror filled her eyes. i would shake my head in protest but i was afraid my wounds would get the better of me.
"i knew i remembered you! you saved me that day with the beast, didn't you? oh i can't thank you enough miss, i really can not. i owe my life to you. you are a saint."
my gratitude poured from me, seeped from every pore and even in the form of blood trickling from the opened scabs. she offered me shelter, asked what had happened. i took a deep breath, sighing with melancholy.
"i got into a fight with some..thing defending my father's honor and name. she said he was a terrible person, and i just can't let anyone say that about him. she charged me then, and foolishly i saw red and attacked. i barely escaped with my life."
i said solemnly, my eyes falling from her toward the ground the back up again. i was ashamed i let the creature get the better of me. i was ashamed that she said those things about cancer. and i was ashamed for cancer..if they were true. but everyone made mistakes, right?
"but i'd love to accompany you!"
i said with a forced, but genuine, grin. blood trickling from the wounds about my face, what with all the aggravation i've caused them.

@makyna


RE: Just A Little Bit - Makyna - Sep 09 2015

MAKYNA
"let's sing a song for the heart"

Makyna would have blushed underneath her fur at the praise it she had time for it but as it was there were other matters to attend. "Oh, it was nothing... I couldn't just leave you all alone. What kind of gem would I be?" Really, how could she just leave a cub to fend for itself? The praise was unnecessary in her book... but she appreciated it for sure. It warmed her to the core.

Makyna listened intently to his little story about some horrible creature and his father. The lioness shook her head, a sigh escaping her throat. "I don't understand why people have to be so rude. It doesn't make sense... Why can't everyone just get along without feeling the need to attack or shame others?" She didn't fault the little cub from fighting, he was still young and it made sense that he would want to defend his father's honor. "I only wish I could have been there to help you then." So he wouldn't have had to suffer from those awful wounds. She'd much rather have herself scarred up than him.

"Good good! I have moss at my den and plenty of water, we'll have your wounds all cleaned up and give you a nice rest." The lioness turned and picked the carcass up with her mouth only to focus on her magic and try to grab it that way instead, to keep her mouth free so she could speak. Within moments the deer was floating next to her while she looked back at the lion cub. "Much better... Now. What's your name, young one? I'm called Makyna Songcat." She was also a bit interested in who his father was, if he would defend his honor so then it much be a great gem, right?

She set off back towards Pisces, expecting the younger cat to follow alone behind or beside her.

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RE: Just A Little Bit - Niru - Sep 11 2015

the older gembound, known as makyna songcat, exclaimed her opinions about my little story. i'd maintain a smile, but it was so painful to do so i just followed along with the lioness - who's magic was something i'd never seen before. i gawked for a moment, before stuttering my response.
"oh..uhm. i'm niru."
i was half distracted by the fact she could make the carcass float.
"sorry, i'm just - i've never seen this type of magic. i don't even know what mine is!"
i chuckled the realization, as long ago cancer told me to find a name for it and i never did. i didn't know what to call it. my attention returned to the matter at hand.
"i'm not certain why people have to be rude either. but of course, she kept claiming i was trespassing in her home. i'd asked for a pardon and suggested i'd leave after i asked her if she'd seen cancer, but she still attacked."
i attempted a shrug, but the motion was awkward and full of pain. i winced and grumbled lightly, knowing i should've known better than to do that to my poor gashes.

@makyna


RE: Just A Little Bit - Makyna - Sep 11 2015

MAKYNA
"let's sing a song for the heart"

Ky gave a soft laugh, finding it amusing how impressed this cat was by her magic. She didn't think of it as special herself, just a thing that she could do. "Nice to meet you, Niru!" Her gaze turned to the carcass next to her, one paw raised to prod at the airborne deer. "It's just Arcane magick, no more special than anyone else's spells. As for yours... Perhaps you could show me? I've had a lot of friends with different spells... maybe we'd be able to get a name for it."

Makyna listened while she walked, noting everything he said so when he mentioned the name "Cancer" her paws stopped. The deer dropped to the ground while she stared off into space, a look of horror on her face. It had been a while but she still felt a bubbling anger, not as strong as it used to be but it was still there. Had he tainted this poor cub? What a horrible thought... Her hackles began to rise and an almost inaudible growl rose in her throat but she swallowed and forced it into silence.

Her blue eyes when they returned to Niru's form were somber. "Cancer? You said... Cancer... didn't you?" She wouldn't yell. She wouldn't scream. She wouldn't rant. No. But he had the right to know about his "father". "I know Cancer quite well... He attempted to murder my fiance and was exiled from Maji Walezi because of it." She wouldn't speak ill, no, that would make her a hypocrite... But she would tell the truth about him.

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"This is how I talk!"
"This is how I sing!"
This is how I think!


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RE: Just A Little Bit - Niru - Sep 11 2015

Her reaction made me stop and observe her with great caution and curiosity. It was as if something I had said made her freeze from the inside out. My brows furrowed, jaded lenses stared with a frightened expression. And then, it all came rushing back. She repeated cancers name, then spoke of horrible things he has supposedly done. My initial reaction was, of course, anger. But I did not act on this, no. Rather, I swallowed it for a couple of reasons. One, she was the one who saved my life. Two, she had been kind enough to offer me aid in my time of healing. And three, I was certain she would kill me if I attacked. So I stifled the animosity, and instead took this time to mull over this information. The beast in monoceros claimed cancer had done some terrible things to her, her home, and others there. Makyna now says he attempted murder, and was exiled from something called the maji walazi. I knew nothing about that but I did know, he has a pretty dark past looming over him. Is this why he's hiding? Is this why I can't find him? He wouldn't abandon me. Maybe he thought I would reject him if I knew the truth, treat him as an outcast as all the rest have. I sucked in a sharp breath.

All this time, I could feel my face was hardened with concentration as when I relaxed my features, blood seeped from the scars about my face and the muscles ached. I exhaled the breath, blinked a few times, and gathered myself before speaking.
"I have heard that he has done some terrible things. But, he did save my life. He taught me valuable life lessons. He took me in, gave me guidance, when he really didn't have to. I think he may have made some horrible mistakes, but... He was good to me. Just like you were to me. I couldn't ever forget what he's done for me. And I'm so very sorry of whatever may have happened."
Moderate, juvenile tones were spoken in immense sincerity as I looked at makyna with remorse, pain, and somberness. I was genuinely sorry for anything that may have happened, but I just couldn't turn on him like that. On anyone who I considered myself indebted to, including makyna.
"I didn't mean to ruin our travels, I had no idea he had any enemies. I suppose that was immature and foolish of me. But if I may ask, what's maji walazi?"
I snuck the question in, hoping to make light of the now heavy atmosphere I had created.

@makyna


RE: Just A Little Bit - Makyna - Sep 12 2015

MAKYNA
"let's sing a song for the heart"

Ky watched him, examined his facial expressions and his scent. Was he angry at first? Scared? What did he think about Cancer now that he knew the truth? Her tail twitched as she thought over this, thought over what Niru could say or do. His words when they came gave her pause. Eyes clouded as she thought over this information. There was nothing in Niru to imply that Cancer had instilled some terrible motives into him. He was polite, kind, and he seemed to be a gentleman. She could let it go, let it go that this lion still loved that demon. Quix still loved that demon even though she knew the truth. It would be fine. Judge him by his own actions, not his father's.

Makyna nodded, "You don't have to be sorry. I won't judge you for the actions of Cancer. Despite his terrible things... I... I feel like I should forgive him. I don't want to but... It would be good if I could." She shook her head, eyes closing. She would love to just forgive, to remove the hate from her heart but it was easier said than done. Every time she thought about that black leopard she thought of what she saw back at the pit. The murder in his eyes, his intent on ending his rival. It was so terrible...

The subject change was most welcome. "You... Didn't ruin it. Forgive me. I find it hard to let go of the past... I suppose." She smiled, a forced one as she attempted to lighten the mood. "Maji Walezi is a group that lives in Pisces that I am a member of. Cancer formed it and used to be the leader." She shook her head, enough of him. "We monitor the water to match sure everything stays clear and good to use, we also help anyone that needs us. It's a very community, loving, and kind." Or, would he still think that if his father was exiled? Hopefully so. She hadn't meant to sully the name.

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"This is how I talk!"
"This is how I sing!"
This is how I think!


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RE: Just A Little Bit - Niru - Sep 14 2015

i nodded as she spoke, smiling now as she explained.
"forgiving is always a good thing to try and do, however i won't tell you what to do. seeing how i don't know the full extent, the entire story. who am it to tell you to forgive him? i know him to be a wonderful man. you know him to be an awful one. i'm just sorry that happened, and i'm very sorry you see him that way..and the rest of uhh - maji walezi."
i struggled to remember the name of the group for a moment. i shook my head.
"none the less, i'd be happy to still accompany you. i'm afraid i need company and healing time."
i chuckled, keeping up with the change of subject after my little bout about forgiveness.
"my magic is..well. i'm still not sure what it is, but maybe i can show you some."
i then summoned my magic, hoping to pull energy from it and perform my oh so deadly vibrations. soon after, the atmosphere around began to wave and vibrate, shimmering which caused for my eyes to disorient and my body to feel numb- ultimately causing nausea. then i released it, breathing heavily.
"that one still affects me too."
i said solemnly, saddened by the fact i wasn't yet a master of my magic so that it wouldn't affect me like it was supposed to affect others.

@makyna