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Boredom within Solitude - Amaria - Jul 08 2016
Amaria
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
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You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
Boredom was something that Amaria seemed so familiar with these days. No longer did she have Carcino to keep her company. No longer did she even have her cubs to keep her busy tending to them. Eythan was still here, sure, but that little cub had so much going on that he was generally doing something or another that did not require Amaria's full attention. She wasn't exactly social with the other bonebound members, but that also tied into the fact that ever since the slumber not many seemed to be traversing Canis as it was. Not even several of the members. She hadn't even seen Giggle around and she was usually always by her pit of bones and rot.
Amaria had found her way into the Bone Fortresses, padding her way towards the one her eldest daughter had once called hers. Shards of Scarsborough's gem still lingered far in the corner and she pondered for a moment how cure had even managed to sneak one of those to Canis without anyone knowing. A smile formed across her weary muzzle before she slowly allowed herself to sink down with a nice plop. Her dragon like tail curled, the tip flicking about at the tip, but Amaria did not sleep. No, her mind was still a mess of thoughts and twisting emotions. She missed Carcino terribly. Missed sleeping next to him and the warmth he had always provided, even before they had become what they had been.
Yet, she did not regret what had transpired. He was suffering. In ways that she could no longer help him in. Broken and ruined he was put to rest by one single person she had never expected it to be. Yet she did not feel any anger towards them. She had only regarded them with a quiet thank you for doing something that she could not. Her dear, precious mate was no longer in suffering. No longer tormented by events that could not be changed. He was at peace...and she should feel joy about this. But that did not stop her heart from aching. Every time she looked at Eythan she knew who he was made from. It set pains in her chest, but she would always push it aside and let a warmth of love trickle through for the cub. It was not his fault that Azazel had breathed life into a gem that should have been left to rest. All she could do was give her love and dedication to the cub, as any mother figure should, and hope that his past memories would not return. For Eythan's sake at least.
Amaria was lost in the torrent of her own thoughts, distracted completely from things that could come in and find her just laying there. Or..perhaps slither...
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Amaria had found her way into the Bone Fortresses, padding her way towards the one her eldest daughter had once called hers. Shards of Scarsborough's gem still lingered far in the corner and she pondered for a moment how cure had even managed to sneak one of those to Canis without anyone knowing. A smile formed across her weary muzzle before she slowly allowed herself to sink down with a nice plop. Her dragon like tail curled, the tip flicking about at the tip, but Amaria did not sleep. No, her mind was still a mess of thoughts and twisting emotions. She missed Carcino terribly. Missed sleeping next to him and the warmth he had always provided, even before they had become what they had been.
Yet, she did not regret what had transpired. He was suffering. In ways that she could no longer help him in. Broken and ruined he was put to rest by one single person she had never expected it to be. Yet she did not feel any anger towards them. She had only regarded them with a quiet thank you for doing something that she could not. Her dear, precious mate was no longer in suffering. No longer tormented by events that could not be changed. He was at peace...and she should feel joy about this. But that did not stop her heart from aching. Every time she looked at Eythan she knew who he was made from. It set pains in her chest, but she would always push it aside and let a warmth of love trickle through for the cub. It was not his fault that Azazel had breathed life into a gem that should have been left to rest. All she could do was give her love and dedication to the cub, as any mother figure should, and hope that his past memories would not return. For Eythan's sake at least.
Amaria was lost in the torrent of her own thoughts, distracted completely from things that could come in and find her just laying there. Or..perhaps slither...
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
RE: Boredom within Solitude - Egahi - Jul 09 2016
Resting for a snake probably didn't look like rest to anyone else. Laying perfectly still for several hours, soaking in heat, was prime. For the last several hours, Egahi had kept herself wedged between bones used to build little structures. Frankly, she had no idea what such things would be used for, but found the jutting out bones on the outside to be a good place to blend in and "sleep." She probably would have stayed for several more hours, but a slight vibration was picked up, stirring her curiosity a bit. Movement caught her eye, head turning slightly to look toward the mutated feline. As the cat laid there, so did Egahi. Eventually, her tongue finally slid from between her lips, slowly rising and falling before quickly slipping back into her mouth. At long last, the pearl reptile slithered from her perch, silently caressing the ground with her scales. At first, approach was not the mission. She inspected the oddity from afar, then changed angles and circled her a little. With some contemplation, Egahi respectfully found a place directly in front of Amaria, keeping a safe distance away. Silence may have been left to fill the air as Egahi inspected the emotional face of the cat. Black tongue did it's habitual flickering from time to time, potentially distracting the other while she remained personally oblivious to it. Was this another Bonebound family member? If so, perhaps something should be done to soothe the ache this beast clearly felt, whatever the cause. "I am Egahi of Bonebound," she said, silken voice spoken carefully, just in case this ache was caused by Bonebound. If such was the case, leaving might be wisest. What did the snake know, though? That was why she was still here. That was why she was... socializing. Perhaps she should do more of this. "Are you... okay?" "Speech." Thoughts. OOC: out of character Tag: @Amaria |
RE: Boredom within Solitude - Amaria - Jul 09 2016
Amaria
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
The longer her thoughts continued, the more Amaria wished she would just fall asleep so she could just find solace within her dreams. Fortunately enough she was not cursed with nightmares, but rather...dreams and wishes of what had been. Honestly, she didn't know which one was worse. Waking up thinking Cancer was right next to her because a dream felt a little too real, or dreaming that he was no where to be found just as he was when she was awake. However, before she could even think to lull off into the comforts of rest a voice came and gentle blue eyes opened to stare at the snake that was perched just in front of her. 'Oh...' Her thoughts dispersed instantly as she slowly rolled to her belly, tucking her front paws inwards as she made herself comfortable in the new position.
A gentle, yet very tired smile curled across her features, showing her saber like fangs off a little more. In a non aggressive way. "Oh, I'm okay. It's nice to meet you, Egahi. My calling is Amaria Karkata. I too am a Bonebound," She introduced herself, lightly bowing her head in greeting to the gorgeous white snake that had decided to come visit with her. Perhaps company would keep her distracted and content. "Sorry we are only just now meeting. I had grown a little busy taking care of things for awhile that kept me away from all the others. How long have you been part of the group?" She asked curiously, ears perked forward and gentle eyes searching the snake's features for a reply. She hadn't honestly come across a snake before, but this one was absolutely stunning with her scales of pearls.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
A gentle, yet very tired smile curled across her features, showing her saber like fangs off a little more. In a non aggressive way. "Oh, I'm okay. It's nice to meet you, Egahi. My calling is Amaria Karkata. I too am a Bonebound," She introduced herself, lightly bowing her head in greeting to the gorgeous white snake that had decided to come visit with her. Perhaps company would keep her distracted and content. "Sorry we are only just now meeting. I had grown a little busy taking care of things for awhile that kept me away from all the others. How long have you been part of the group?" She asked curiously, ears perked forward and gentle eyes searching the snake's features for a reply. She hadn't honestly come across a snake before, but this one was absolutely stunning with her scales of pearls.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
RE: Boredom within Solitude - Egahi - Jul 10 2016
As Amaria searched for Egahi's emotions, she would come across a creature with not much to show. Pure contentment, perhaps, would be the emotion she would come across. There wasn't any troubles in the reptile's mind. Never a worry beyond "is this going to kill me?" She might of had guilt over an incident in her youth, but as it was she failed to dwell on any memories of the past, being a creature of the present. She often chose instinct over intellect, although was knowledge hungry and driven. Upon the announcement that the mutated cat was also Bonebound, joy formed, knowing this was a "family member." This one had her back, a comforting feeling. The soft words caused the serpent to search hard for the vibrations. Regardless, she found an understanding of what the feline was saying, unblinking eyes wishing to be as empathetic as Amaria's spell. A question was then posed, the entire thought of Amaria's loneliness vacating to the back of Egahi's mind. "Soon after I hatched, if I recall properly," she stated, not putting much effort into trying to remember all the details. Perhaps it was the first day she was in the open world, or maybe the first week. She wasn't really sure and wasn't keen on dwelling on it. "Speech." Thoughts. OOC: out of character Tag: @Amaria |
RE: Boredom within Solitude - Amaria - Jul 25 2016
Amaria
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
A smile curled gently across Amaria's features as Egahi spoke of the day she had joined. "Well that's good...which BoneBound found you first?" She asked, a little curious to know if it had been Aza'zel that had found the lovely pale snake before her. Her shifted for a moment, finding another position to lay in comfortably before the mutated clouded leopard remained still once more. Amaria could easily remember the first day she had tumbled from her own chyrsalis. She had fallen into the Crystal River. Well...what had become a river due to events concerning the generator.
The world of Origin had been dark then. No lights and you couldn't even see a foot in front of you less you had a particular skill that she, in fact, had been blessed with. She had met her first two gembounds there in the riverbed. Ones she had grown to love and call family. Of course...now it didn't seem to be as such these days. It seemed...that she had lost every last bit of her family outside of her two cubs, and now Eythan.
Quietly, Amaria pushed away her thoughts and quickly set her focus back onto the pale scale before her.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
The world of Origin had been dark then. No lights and you couldn't even see a foot in front of you less you had a particular skill that she, in fact, had been blessed with. She had met her first two gembounds there in the riverbed. Ones she had grown to love and call family. Of course...now it didn't seem to be as such these days. It seemed...that she had lost every last bit of her family outside of her two cubs, and now Eythan.
Quietly, Amaria pushed away her thoughts and quickly set her focus back onto the pale scale before her.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
Tags: @Egahi
Words:
OoC:
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…