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the lonely only get lonelier - Joy - Nov 28 2018 Joy was so lonely. He'd been avoiding everyone. Couldn't bear to meet others, to talk. It was too painful. He longed for his mothers, for his sister, but at least one was dead. His sister probably was too - he hadn't seen her since they were young. And Fira...He'd seen her, cycles and cycles ago. But now...Who knew where she was? What if she was dead? He didn't know. Would he ever know? Would he wander the caves, forever wondering if he was alone, his family all dead? His head was lowered as he walked, his feet, webbed with claws, dragging behind him leaving lines. It was wet, but he barely felt it. He could hear the large waterfall, rushing into the lagoon under it, but he didn't listen. He used to talk all the time, whenever possible, but who was there to talk to? He was alone. He had nothing. RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Amazon - Nov 29 2018
As the cycles went by, Amazon simply grew weaker and weaker. The seizure she had suffered only a week before had deeply disturbed her. It was as if it had marked a worsening period. Was she approaching the end soon? Was it just around the corner? What if she had another seizure...and this one she didn't recover from? RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Joy - Nov 29 2018 Joy had still been walking when something caught his attention. Looking down, he saw a small creature with a green gem sticking out of her head. He blinked, unsure what to make of this. He couldn't remember a time when someone had willingly approached him. His odd appearance generally kept others away, something he was always grateful for. It made staying alone easy. He frowned as she had a coughing fit. Was she okay? Should he say something? Ask her if she was okay? The last time he had talked to someone...Someone who actually responded was when he saw his mother. That was so long ago... "A-are you okay?" The words felt off, wrong. It didn't sound like him. What did he sound like? Did he even know? His voice was so scratchy, the beak on the top of his muzzle clacking awkwardly. He wasn't used to this. It had been too long - almost immediately, he felt the walls seem to close in on him. He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath and trying to keep these feelings at bay as he waited for the creature's response. @Amazon RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Amazon - Nov 30 2018
Thankfully it was enough for the strange creature to hear her and once her coughing was over, Amazon gave her head a little shake to clear it. She hated that she was like that - she couldn't even say a simply greeting without falling into a fit of coughing. And, of course, a first impression had to be her sickness. That was just frustrating. But she tried not to let it show. @Joy RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Joy - Nov 30 2018 At the creature's explanation for her coughing, Joy shifted slightly. It seemed like it was more than that, but he wasn't one to judge. He couldn't help but wonder if her gem had anything to do with it. It seemed to glow slightly and looked as though it were pressing into her head. He didn't know if it was actually growing...but if it was, would it cause her eventual death? Or even something else related to the gem? How many creatures were forced to suffer from unfortunate gem placements? Was his mother not enough? These thoughts only seemed to overwhelm him further and he stumbled slightly before quickly righting himself as best he could, face flushing. When the creature spoke to him, it took him by surprise. Was he okay? ...Was he okay? He wasn't sure if that was something he could answer properly. He had no idea. He didn't even know what okay was. "I'm...fine?" The words were hesitant. He didn't know. He was alive, which was something. But any more than that...he couldn't say. @Amazon RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Amazon - Dec 03 2018
Yeah, there was something wrong. Amazon's eyes narrowed with worry and she adjusted herself so that she was fully facing the hybrid. @Joy RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Joy - Dec 07 2018 Joy instinctively tensed as the creature seemed to sense that something was wrong. He had no idea how to explain what all he had lived through. Did he tell her that his mother was dead, his other mother who-knows-where, and his sister probably dead? He'd just met her! He didn't even know her name- Amazon. Amazon is her name. He hesitated before just deciding to go ahead and say it. "I'm...Joy. And you're...not being nosy." He shifted slightly. He hated his name. Joy? What joy did he have in his life? Everyone he knew and loved is gone. He had no one, nothing. He closed his eyes. "My mom's dead." His eyes snapped open at the confession; he hadn't meant to say that. But now that it was out, he couldn't stop it. Couldn't stop the words outpouring from him. "And I have no idea where my sister is - she's probably dead too. And my other mom...I saw her cycles ago, but not since. For all I know, she could be dead too." He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was quiet. "I have no one." @Amazon RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Amazon - Dec 14 2018
Amazon was a little surprised by the sudden confession but she was happy that Joy had the bravery to say it. If she thought about it, she wouldn't have had that same courage. She gently reached over and rested her claws on one of Joy's strange feet with what a hopefully a comforting touch. @Joy RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Joy - Dec 17 2018 Joy didn't look at Amazon. He couldn't stand to, not after that confession. And especially not after what she said in response. His eyes closed at that and remained closed as she continued to speak. Finally, he opened his eyes. Were his mothers...good to him? He frowned slightly at that. Fira hadn't been too close to them a lot, often out getting food for the family since Destiny was unable to. And Destiny...as the time her gem became too much got closer, she often spent her time in the river by their den. "My mothers...One I never saw a whole lot. Whenever I did, she was always loving. But she was often getting food for us. And the other...In the beginning, she was always there. But as her gem continued to grow, she moved to the river by our den and often spent a lot of time there. I didn't see her much after that. Not until..." He stopped at that, a rush of memories flooding his mind. He hadn't known his mother was dying, truly dying, until it was too late. Until she was gone. His eyes fell closed and he grew silent again. @Amazon RE: the lonely only get lonelier - Amazon - Dec 19 2018
Amazon nodded understandingly as Joy trailed off. Obviously, her mother had died. Well, one of them. It rang in her sadly, knowing that, one day, she would be gone. And she was Luster's only mother. Her poor little child...would she be this sad one day? |