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No One's Controlling Me - Khloros - May 29 2019


Khloros stood silent, staring down into the black water.

He was knee-deep, still and silent, a dark shape in a dim cave--and his mind was as quiet as he was. He was oblivious to the buzzing of insects, to the quiet lapping of water; indeed, it had taken his thoughts away in a drifting daze, until he was nearly asleep where he stood.

Dark brown eyes regarded the surface. The water was colorless, lightless, featureless--an incomprehensible void. There was no knowing what lay beneath. I know more of death, of what comes after, than of this place, he'd thought to himself. What lay beneath the Heart? He didn't know. But it was black; and what lay beyond life, in the realm of death, was distinctly white.

His tail trailed behind him, and he could feel the cold creeping up the soaked hair there, though he ignored it. His hooves had sunken into the mud of the lakebed, a little, but still he didn't move.

Nothing made sense, really, anymore. He'd never quite come out of the daze he'd found himself in after his reawakening. Some part of his mind felt that maybe if he stood here long enough, staring into the unfathomable depths, into the black water that held no reflection, through the mist, he might find what part of him he had lost.



RE: No One's Controlling Me - Aries - Jun 03 2019


Once upon a time, Aries braved the deep, dark, depths of Cetus in search of the Divine. Back then, he considered it a test of valor, but that was when he was young and new nothing of true valor. Instead of bravery, what he found at the Divine's roots was little, white fawn, the ghost of Cetus. A cold, delicate thing; in the end, he was unable to protect her.

Aries was no stranger to monsters in the dark, and even more so, strangers in Cetus.

That's what went through his head when he saw a black horse staring, dead-eyed, into the water's murky void. Aries carefully sloshed towards the strange gembound, stretching his neck out to see what had him so transfixed. It was impossible for him to lightly in the Heart, the water here was almost up to his belly. He eased up beside the him. The movement sent ripples through water's once placid surface.

For moment, the ram stared in silence with the horse.

Then, upon seeing nothing in the water, he turned him and said. "Are you alright?"



"Listen to me."
Thoughts...

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RE: No One's Controlling Me - Khloros - Jun 03 2019


Khloros was so deeply absorbed in his own thoughts that he nearly didn't notice the ram's approach. Only the ripple of the water gave him warning, and even then he almost subsconsciously dismissed it as a fish or the like.

Aries' words drew his head back in surprise, and he swivelled it to peer at him. Only a moment later did the ram's actual question really register in his mind, and his warm brown eyes blinked once.

"Ahh--yes. Just thinking--" A second start, as he realized--as memory abruptly clicked into place, and recognition took hold--that he knew this ram. It only took an instant for him to remember where from: he'd attacked him, some cycles back, and Khloros had defended himself. He recalled the ram going over a cliff seemingly of his own accord, head over heels; he remembered finding a mender, and sending them back his way, though he had never been sure if they'd found him.

The horse, though dulled with surprise (and with everything that had happened to him lately) found that he was relieved that the ram had pulled through. He'd never gone out of his way to harm him.

And he does not recognize me, Khloros realized. A quick mental checklist bore this out. His body was different--healthy--his eyes now brown, his gem now concealed beneath a healthy layer of muscle and fat, his voice smooth and warm to its prior hollow rasp. For a moment, he was speechless.

What do I say..? What do I tell him?

Khloros looked back to the water, thinking, hoping fervently that he simply still looked thoughtful. It wasn't that he feared Aries, exactly, but more that he was curious as to what the ram might have to say--and he wasn't out to start conflict, nor to spread knowledge of his presence here around. His voice, when he spoke, held measured calm--his words soft and thoughtful. "I died, you see--... I was returned. A great being spoke to me, and told me to spread what I knew, and then returned me to life. But I am still... it is as though I am still asleep. And you--what brings you here? This is a dark place, not one for fiery spirits, I would think."



@Aries


RE: No One's Controlling Me - Aries - Jun 11 2019



His eyes widened. "Woah wait, you died-- and came back to life?" He did not think that was possible. Aries was flabbergasted. "That's amazing!" Here he thought there was nothing after death, just a great, black void were he would cease to be.

Aries was caught off guard by the horse's question. His mind was still spinning from the gravity of an afterlife. "I um.." He glanced down at the black water. His reflection rippled faintly on the surface. "I'm looking for the Spellweaver." He confessed. Wait, how did he know I'm fiery? His golden eyes flicked suspiciously to the black horse. ..Lucky guess? Aries cleared his throat. "I hear that she's uh.. good at telling the future." To be fair, Giggle was pretty good at telling the future too. He admired her strange skills. However, Aries wanted a second opinion, and some of his questions, he did not want the Bonebound to know.

Aries smirked. "I used to be really selfish, you know? Heh, stones, I kinda still am. I used to do all sorts of crazy things just to prove how brave I was, convinced myself I was a defending the weak." His smiled faded. "But, then, I found a family, something worth fighting for... and now they're in danger and.. I don't know what to do." The once-proud ram looked deflated, lost, scared. "I could really use some guidance..."

He quickly pushed down those feelings. What was he doing? It was rude to unload his problems on a stranger, but, it did feel nice to get it off his chest. Perhaps, it was because he seemed.. familiar. Aries shook his head and scoffed at himself. "Sorry, enough about me. Let's talk about you!" He leaned towards the horse, golden eyes bright with interest. "You said a great being spoke to you? What did she say?"

Thoughts... "Listen to me."
Thoughts...

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RE: No One's Controlling Me - Khloros - Jun 11 2019


Khloros listened, and he did so intently. He didn't know who the "spellweaver" was, or at least it wasn't a name he remembered. Had he forgotten..?

Selfish..? Convinced himself? I wonder, when he fought me, was it foolhardy bravado? I can't tell, he thought to himself. Had the ram been truly courageous, a defender of the weak--or merely arrogant, aggressive? Was there even much of a difference, really? In motivations, perhaps. But...

He spoke his mind, his tone still mild.

"There are those who prove themselves 'brave' by tormenting the young, or twisting the newly-hatched. Yet you say that even selfish, you chose to defend others; that is admirable, I think. Or at least, it shows the beginnings of nobility," he added, glancing to Aries at this last with something resembling humor.

At the ram's question, he closed his brown eyes for a long, quiet moment. Memories raced through his mind, and slowly--and a little disjointedly--he began to speak. He wondered if perhaps Aries might, through his explanation, untangle the thin threads of Khloros' identity, though he was focusing more on the truth itself.

He had been told to pass it on, and so he would, to the best of his ability. "I have long held the belief--the conviction... the knowledge, that there is something terrible about these caves." His voice grew quieter. "That we are trapped here--reborn, repeatedly, and I think from the Spire itself, under the control of a... force, we do not yet understand. I believed--I still do--that I was sent here to stop it, or perhaps to aid in stopping it. Though once I believed that the energy of rebirth came from... elsewhere. I came to realize it came from the Spire itself, and I had met... hmm." He glanced at Aries. For a beat, he considered not telling him about Astraea--it might give away his location, after all. But... hiding this information was not why he had been brought back. "I saw visions in the Spire, of death and monsters. And then something not a vision: a stag, Astraea, one of the eldest of the caves, I think. He claimed that we were unwanted byproducts of destroyed experiments, 'purged,' to use his word; he claimed we have no souls, no will of our own, and that we live by the whims of he and whomever he is allied with. He then used his magic to drive me into the Spire, and kill me; the being that greeted me there was white, and gentle. I tell you all of the prior to say that she said simply this--that I must aid others in seeing as I do. So I... assume that her message was what I know, reinforced... that we're but pawns, and prisoners, and that we must find a way to break ourselves free." There was sadness, to this; he did not know how they could do so. Destroy the Spire..? Perhaps. But he did not know how, or what the repercussions might eventually be.

Khloros swung his head to peer at Aries, his expression still thoughtful, and now it grew more keen. "Who is it that is in danger, and what sort of danger? Maybe I can help; or someone that I know, perhaps."



@Aries


RE: No One's Controlling Me - Aries - Jun 28 2019


"You chose to defend others; that is admirable, I think. Or at least, it shows the beginnings of nobility,"

Aries blinked at these words. Profound, they struck a chord within his heart. Then, came an epiphany- everything he did Baratheon's attack, he did, not out of the desire to make himself stronger or braver, but to make the caves safer. How could that be selfish?

Am I being to hard on myself?

He opened up his mouth to say something, but the stranger moved on. His head still spinning from the previous revelation, he was hardly prepared for more. As the horse spoke, Aries could have sworn he heard that "trapped in rebirth" explanation before, but if felt so long ago. Deja Vu? He leaned in closer as the horse paused to gather his thoughts.

Astraea...? Aries couldn't believe what he was hearing. Was this the same Astraea he heard all these wonderful stories about? The same Astraea he had looked up to when he was lamb? That can't be possible, the Stag had always been on their side! Is.. is that what he really thinks of us? Aries didn't want to believe it, but the horse seemed genuine. He stepped back, suddenly dizzy. It felt as if a part of his world had been shattered. Was Hydra's opening his doing too?

The ram was silent for a while, brow furrowed, gazing into his own reflection, deep in thought. He pinned his ears and looked up at the horse, fury swirling in his fiery eyes. "Hydra." He stated grimly. "A new cave has appeared in Canis, a cave of trials they call it. Many gembounds went in, fewer came out. Its a death trap." He hissed. "And its too close to the Bonebound. We lost one of our own there." He flicked his head back and snorted. "You think Astraea is behind this?"



"Listen to me."
Thoughts...

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RE: No One's Controlling Me - Khloros - Jun 28 2019


Khloros' head swung to Aries, his mind sharpening to attention in the way that it had not done in cycles. Hydra..? A new cave, a death trap? 'Trials..?'

He thought, for a moment, his mind working swiftly, and then he spoke. His voice was soft with a mixture of horror and revelation.

"...Trials...? For the experiments, perhaps..? For us? But what, then, would they be testing us for?" His thoughts were racing, now. If Astraea had opened a new cave--... Perhaps Khloros' actions had been a catalyst, driving the stag to swift action. But it held implications that he did not at all like. His brow furrowed. "I had thought--that we were simply unwanted. That he mocked us. But if they keep us here for a purpose... If they intend to use us for something, we must find out what for, and how to stop it. You may be right."

Khloros paused, taking a breath. "Who is this Spellweaver, and why do you seek them? Is it to do with Hydra?" For a moment, he studied Aries, and then went out on a limb. He hoped that the ram would withhold his aggression, his fire, for Khloros was without magic and wholly defenseless against attack.

But this news--he had to go and see this Hydra for himself, though if the Spellweaver was important, he might wish to see them, first. And he did not think he'd be able to keep his identity from Aries for long--nor should he, really.

"You and I have met, once," he told Aries, and he could not remember his name to speak it. "In a tunnel. I was misguided in my methods--you tried to stop me. I had sent a mender to find you, though I do not know if they ever did. You left me too wounded, myself, to find out. I will not blame you if you wish to attack me--but I ask that you do not. I see now that there is far too much we do not know--and there may be much we need to do. For what it is worth, I am glad that you are alive, perhaps, to take a stand; I think the caves may need you, and others like you, by the end."

Khloros turned to face Aries, tense. He hoped the ram might not shatter his bones, strike at him, but he couldn't be sure. If he did, then Khloros would flee--or do his best to do so; he had the longer legs, the swifter build, but in this muck he couldn't at all be sure that he wouldn't merely flounder.



@Aries


RE: No One's Controlling Me - Aries - Jul 28 2019



He nded. "Yes, I think she may have some answers." From what he's heard, she was blunt creature-- so, hopefully, less cryptic than Giggle with her bones. Not to think ill of the Bonebound's oldest member, but Aries was straightford gembound. Complex ambiguity made his head hurt.

Aries cocked his head at the notion that he and horse had crossed paths before. He did seem familiar, but there was only one horse Aries remembered well... Wait.

As the stranger explained further, realization dropped in his gut like a pile of stones. This "stranger" was no stranger at all. He was none other than Khloros, the Carrier of Death, a demented bastard, festering with so much boils and rot back then, he was barely recognizable now. Khloros tried unleashed a plague to kill everything many cycles ago. Aries remembered him all too well, and felt dumb for not recognizing him sooner. He had fought against him, and lost, breaking his leg and contracting his plague in process. That nearly destroyed him.

The ram visibly stiffened, his nostrils flared, but instead of hatred, there was confusion in his golden eyes.

He sent Valeria to me?

This was not far-fetched idea, the little vampire bat was unusually knowledgeable about the plague. He was would have died if it weren't for her efforts. She gave him a second chance, and by association, so did Khloros. ..But why?

Aries was at a loss of words. Here, a great antagonist from his past stood before him, purely by chance, reborn, redeemed, and called him noble. Khloros never tried to (directly) kill him, yet, Aries tried to put him down. It seemed like a just call at the time, but now, things didn't seemed so black and white.

Great, now his head hurt.

For a few, long heartbeats, silence fell over the ram. Shock, conflict, guilt, all swirled in his head. Finally, he drew a deep breath, and gave an uneasy chuckle. "Wow.. what are odds," Aries couldn't help but laugh at the ridiculousness of it all. It was all he could think to do. "To meet a gembound in the middle of Cetus who, get this.. ,happens to be that bastard who tried to kill everyone back then." He snorted and looked over Khloros, with slight concern in his eyes. "What happened to you? You look.. cleaner. Did the Spire do that?"

The ram shook his head. At one time, he would have attacked the horse on sight. Perhaps, maim him like he once was, and bring him before the Bonebound to exact justice before he could harm anyone else, but, Khloros seemed different now, and it wasn't because his coat was shinier. "Look," His tone was earnest. He looked to meet Khloros' brown gaze. "You're a crazy one, Khloros, and what you've done in the past with your... sickness was not cool, but..." Aries raised his head and looked around at all the gnarled plant life, flicking an ear to a shrieker cry far off in the distance. "I don't see anything dying off from it, so.." He settled back on the horse and smirked. "I'll let it slide, besides, I may have misjudged you.. " Aries dipped his head, humbled by a side Khloros he never knew existed. He looked up at the black horse, gratitude flickering in his golden eyes. "Thank you, for sending her."



"Listen to me."
Thoughts...

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RE: No One's Controlling Me - Khloros - Jul 28 2019


As the ram at last spoke, Khloros let out a soft breath he hadn't realized he was holding. Relief.

"Thank you, then, for not attacking me. I look 'cleaner,' but I am also without any means to defend myself--I tell you this freely; the Spire--no, not the Spire..." he paused, thinking, and then rephrased. "The creature beyond the Spire reformed me, to pass on my words, and in the process--yes, made me whole, but my magic is removed. Entirely gone. I could not create illness if I wished to--but I do not wish to. I also don't know what to do. Destroy the Spire, or not; sabotage Astraea... hide. I don't know. I only know that we are trapped here, by magic and by stone, and that I must tell everyone I can."

He stopped again, looking out, and around. With humor, he added--"I don't know how you can decide I haven't done this. This place is mud and rot as it is." He looked back to Aries. He couldn't remember who, exactly, he'd sent--he thought it'd been a bat, but he couldn't be sure. Umbra, maybe? No, it had been another--smaller, and without the distant hatred that Khloros felt for the name "Umbra." He couldn't, now, recall.

"Will you take me to this Spellweaver, then? Are you willing to pursue this farther, with me?" He eyed Aries curiously. What are the odds, indeed. If they wound up allies, now... what a strange twist of fate that would be.



@Aries


RE: No One's Controlling Me - Aries - Jul 31 2019



Aries let out a sigh of relief as well. With out his magic, Khloros was no longer a threat to anyone in the cave. The ram was grateful that they wouldn't have to pick up where they left off on their last meeting. He didn't want the horse's blood on his hooves any more then Khloros wanted his. He was also amazed at his story. There is a creature in the Spire? It sounded like she had chosen Khloros. Because he defied Astraea... He wondered if the deer was trapping them here as little test subjects. He recalled the memories of slaughter the Canis bones told him and shivered. Whatever happened, that dark time must not come to pass, not again, and if it did, it would be over his dead body.

He raised a brow at Khloros' statement, then realized it was just a joke.
"Oh, ha." Ok, so Khloros isn't a comedian.. Still, Aries looked around out the rotten swamplands, wondering if he was actually serious for a moment. Feeling awkward, Aries just nodded his head and turned back to the black horse, changing the subject.

"Well, you know what they say, He breathed. "That the enemy of my enemy is my friend." The ram stood stall and smiled at Khloros, acceptance. "I say we teach Astraea a lesson he won't soon forget. " His eyes blazed, passionate and determined. It was a look that Khloros might have been familiar with, but instead of distain and abhorrence, it said, boldy, "join me, brother".

Aries flicked his head towards the direction of the Divine. "Yes, of course! Come, follow me. Maybe the Spellweaver can help you sort things out. You should pass on your word to her." He peeled away from Khloros, sloshing through the black, belly-high water, leaving a trail of ripples in his wake. He glanced back one more time to see if the redeemed horse was following, then continued on through Cetus, towards the Spellweaver.

-Exit Aries (unless stopped)

"Listen to me."
Thoughts...

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