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disillusioned - Kera - Aug 09 2019


Although she couldn't tell you why, Kera always felt like she could relax in Canis.

It might have something to do with having nice memories here. Giggle had given her a tour, of sorts, when she was a pup. They made lights together, and showing Giggle the blue-green, bioluminescent mushrooms seemed to make the hyena happy.

They were still around, too. Kera could see them everywhere she walked, lining the circuit and forming an ominous, dimly-glowing ring around the bone pile. They crawled up the walls of the bone fortresses and the entryways into various chambers.

Canis, however, was full of bones. No one should relax in a room full of bones, even if it had good memories in it. Areas full of bones, to boot, only reminded her of tunnel N in it's... prime, let's say. Canis was a lot warmer, however-- the bones were old, and there wasn't any blood or rot.

Everything smelled a little musty, but comfortingly so. The scents were a little strong everywhere else, especially with the torrential train the caves had been getting lashed with. Lusher areas like Cetus and Eridanus were close to unbearable.

And she needed a break. She wanted to get her thoughts in order about everything involving Blackberry and the trial, and the potential absolute Fuck Up she probably roped herself into.

Though, it'd be nice to join the bones if it came to that.

The wolf spent a moment wandering the circuit alone, carefully stepping over stray femurs and fingerbones. Her mind swarmed with possibilities and their outcomes-- who would even accept Blackberry into a friend group after the shit she's pulled anyway? Even if she tried to be better? She snapped at Jayberry, what if she gets mad and snaps again? She could learn to control it but everyone has their limits and it wouldn't be too out of the question to assume someone would try to piss her off to that extent.

Kera was getting a headache.

As she wandered the circuit, her mind began to clear, at least-- but unhelpfully so. She had to consider these things, and carefully so, before the trial. Assuming Blackberry actually survived it. Fucking caaaaaaaaaves.

She flopped down in the middle of the pathway with a hollow thump, her mind drawing a helpful blank.

She could think about it later, maybe. Potentially. For now, Kera felt like laying on the dusty, bone-ridden ground was a good way forward.

@Auré


RE: disillusioned - Auré - Aug 09 2019

It was by some curse, really, that Aure was still soaking-wet by the time he flew back to his dust and bones. The hybrid was persistent by nature, and if he was going to fly with twenty extra pounds of water-weight in the hopes that it would dry in a somewhat stream-lined manner, he was going to stick with it.

Let's just say that it made the journey far more arduous than necessary, and he was grateful to alight by the circuit --- near-covered in water from the rising tables below them, too. Bright eyes scanned his home briefly, somehow missing the large mass flopped over not too far from him. No immediate sense of danger prickled at his limbs (not that he expected some, anyways, outside of that Overseer doing some illegal hunting) and he felt at ease to stance up, to lower himself, to shake with the force of a great typhoon. Water sprayed everywhere, ears slapped against the sides of his head, feathers puffed up relentlessly into a fluffy mess.

White flashed in his periphery, and Aure was suddenly aware of the other Gembound present. Spinning on his heel, he jumped to apologies with gesturing wings, "ah, sorry if I got water all over you--- sorry, I didn't see you there."



@Kera


RE: disillusioned - Kera - Aug 10 2019


It was nice to lay on the ground, doing nothing, with a completely empty head. Perhaps she should hibernate for a few cycles again, and wake up feeling better and magically knowing what to do about everything.

Kera was beginning to drift off when droplets of water splashed onto her face and pelt. She rolled over in alarm and was on her paws in a matter of seconds, ears perked high and eyes wide. Her initial thought wasn't that a bird just dried themselves off nearby, but that Canis was flooding.

Most of the other rooms seemed to be flooding, at least.

She jerked and spun around to face Auré when he spoke, her fur standing on end. At least, whatever patches that were still dry stood on end. "Don't worry about it," she said automatically, without thinking about it.

The hybrid didn't seem like anything dastardly, at least. The Bloodberries were gone, she had to remind herself, and this one didn't look like one of Jayberry's spawn to question. Kera took a moment to settle herself down, before she shook drops of water off herself onto the ground.

"Where did you just come from?" She asked, conversationally. "You look like you just got out of a lake."

@Auré


RE: disillusioned - Auré - Aug 10 2019

As expected, the lump had stirred to its feet, shape morphing into something definitely wolfish and rather casual about the Bone King himself bringing Pisces's floods with him. Aure stared for a moment, preparing to go about his business elsewhere, maybe rub against some iron-rich rocks to refresh his color. Idly, he preened at his chest feathers, ears pricking as the stranger spoke rather bluntly. Plucking a loose feather from his breast, he dropped it at his feet, "it's raining in Pisces, and I went to investigate, because--- y'know, it must be a bit suspicious after all of the dry heat from Hydra opening, to see Canis so full of water."

It wouldn't be good for the bones, well-preserved as they were.

Bright eyes scanned the other Gembound, something from his childhood clicking just then. Wolf. White. "Wait, are you the Lightbringer?" Aure sniffed, as if that would give any further indication. The big mastiff hadn't given him much description about the seemingly mythical figure, other than being a white wolf; and, this was the first white wolf he had seen. Ergo, there's a chance that this is the Lightbringer. "Black told me about you, if you are. Brought the lights back, fixed the box in Polaris."



@Kera


RE: disillusioned - Kera - Aug 10 2019


Kera extended her neck briefly down to the feather plucked out of Auré's chest. It smelled-- like Canis, really, and mushrooms. A little bit like Giggle, even, though she'd half-expected that, considering Giggle sort of stank of mushrooms all the time.

Maybe it was just the mushrooms, actually.

She'd heard of Hydra, at least-- and the trials. But not what was going on in Pisces. She lifted her head, watching Auré quizzically for a moment and flicking her ear. "The caves are a weird place," she offered lightly, absent-mindedly. "They might just be sorting themselves out after Hydra opened. Making sure everything's getting back to normal-- did you find anything there?"

She didn't have much time to consider this line of thought further, however, before Auré was spitting titles and half-stories at her. "That's me," Kera confirmed, puffing herself out a little. "My name's actually Kera, but I did bring the lights back. They've been on ever since but I still make lights just in case."

The wolf pointed her muzzle towards the blue-green, glimmering mushrooms along the circuit. "Those are mine-- I showed them to Giggle and we spread them all over Canis while it was dark." It was a nice time, she decided-- simpler, somehow.

It was before everyone was getting murdered, at least.

"Who are you?" She then asked. "And how is the Black Dog, have you seen him recently?"

@Auré


RE: disillusioned - Auré - Aug 10 2019

Aure continued to preen at his chest, quills rattling as he shook himself briefly. The caves were clearly a closed system, possibly with some outside force existing to make sure the climate stayed just right. Or something, he wasn't sure. He wasn't a meteorologist by any means, and didn't plan to become one. "Maybe," he began through a mouthful of down and a chunk of leaf he'd found wedged between some feathers, "it smelled like dead fish in there, but I didn't see any of them floating around in the flood. Just a pile of--- something, I dunno. It looked rotten. I tried to cast magic on it, the sort that feed on flesh and give memory feedback? Nothing. It barely even took hold." He clicked his beak softly. "I threw a bunch of rocks on it, so maybe someone'll get the hint to not touch it."

Because, who knows how poisonous it was if even fungi couldn't touch it! Those little spores would get their little hands all over anything they pleased, except for that suspicious lump.

Anyways, he was interacting with a bona fide hero, barely remembered from his impromptu vacation through the caves. "Nice to finally meet you, Kera," he chimed politely. Bright eyes scanned the mushrooms along the circuit, having previously thought they were simply grown by his mother as the others in her den were. Their ethereal blue-green glow captivated him even now, and he nodded eagerly. "Oh, I love those kinds of mushrooms, Mother has them in her den, too." he chirped, working at his magic to show off his fungi-growing prowess and to contribute to the mushroom circuit, though he paused briefly to announce: "Giggle's my mother, I mean, my life-giver."

In case the Lightbringer didn't know what a mother was, y'know?

Aure shuffled about the pool slightly, hoping that he was leaving a carpet of the glowing mushrooms in his wake, continuing, "my name's Aure Vita. I'm the leader of the Bonebound, not really the Bone King, yet. Giving myself titles isn't really--- my thing." He hesitated slightly as he spoke, though furrowed his brow in thought about Black. "I haven't seen him in a while, but--- I'm sure he's doing fine. I saw him in Polaris a few cycles ago, and then again in here when we gave life to Aether---" he paused in his steps, turning back to Kera. "Oh, shit, I forgot. You were there, weren't you? Didn't you name him?"



@Kera


RE: disillusioned - Kera - Aug 10 2019


Kera tilted her head quizzically. A part of her hoped it wasn't another situation with the Bloodberries, in which they had filled a room-- or a lake, maybe --with dead people until it stank. "Maybe something really big died," she offered instead, ears flicking back and forth uncomfortably. "They might just be bits of... whatever died."

Gross.

Kera gave a slight grin, dipping her head down. "It's nice to meet you, too. I don't think the Bonebound had a leader when I was little," she said, absent-mindedly following Auré's gaze to the mushrooms along the circuit.

"--I know what a mother is," she said. "I'm a-- Giggle's your mom? You're Giggle's kid?" Kera spun her head around back to Auré, confusedly. It made... sense, she supposed. He had the same ears, and faint spots like Giggle's. She swiped her tongue along her jowls for a moment.

"She's a good person," she offered. Because you should always compliment someone on their mother. "How's she doing? She was doing a lot better in general the last time I saw her."

That is to say, she wasn't babbling incoherently anymore. Kera wondered, privately, if the lights had anything to do with that-- not that it particularly mattered, however. It wasn't anything she wanted to bring up to Giggle, either, in case it hurt her.

She pushed herself up, moving to the edge of the pool and lowering her head down as well, focusing quietly as she spoke. "Titles are fun," she offered. "I don't think you should take them too seriously."

This, of course, was rich coming from Kera the Lightbringer, Champion of the Caves, Hand of the Overseer.

A thick carpet of sprawling mushrooms formed around her paws, each shimmering with a beautiful blue-green cap, which spread ethereal light onto the cave floor and reflected off the water. It covered most of the shore of the divot-pool in the ground, and while some mushrooms were small and clustered together, some grew and grew until she could have settled her chin on the top of them.

Kera shook herself off, carefully stepping over the flourishing fungi. "Oh-- I remember Aether," she nodded. "He has my nose-- I think I remember you there. You helped give life to the stone, right?"

@Auré


RE: disillusioned - Auré - Aug 11 2019

Bright eyes flicked down to the edge of the pool, half-imagining the odd mass lying there. No--- "maybe, it didn't look like anything I've ever seen before. Definitely not a fish." The lighting had been terrible enough that Aure didn't even bother to try closer inspection, though in hindsight he could've simply used his light-giving magics. A part of him facepalmed internally, and another part patted him on the head for doing his best. He dutifully listened to the latter.

He danced a few steps further, before allowing his magic to fizzle out. Bright eyes trailed back up to Kera, head tilting, "yeah, I--- brought the Bonebound back together pretty recently. Not much has happened in the Caves since, I don't think. Except for the, uh... trial Rift is planning to put on. I'm--- staying out of it. Neutrality, y'know?" The Lightbringer probably knew something about that; hell, all of the caves must know at this point. There was no telling how many Bloodberries still ran wild in the Caves, murdering and causing unnecessary bloodshed (which was most of it, if you asked him.)

A little bashfully, he chirped, "she's the best." Scuffing a foot along the floor as he spun on his heel, Aure nodded gently, "she's been doing well as long as I've been around. I'm sure she'd be happy to see you, if you wanted to visit." He tossed his head in the direction of the Bone Pit. "Whenever you want, I mean."

He watched in wonder as Kera seemed to effortlessly beckon forth a carpet of the glowing mushrooms, capped in blues and greens and swallowing the pool's shore --- and he nearly didn't parse what she had said about titles. "Well," he began, in a tone suggesting that he felt he had a very good reason for not immediately claiming the title of Bone King for himself, "there's been --- and are --- quite a few Gembound that just call themselves stuff like King or Ruler without any prompting. I don't want to force that on anyone, even if--- I'm inheriting it from my father."

About Aether, Aure nodded again, "yeah, he has my eyes and--- beard, I think. I haven't had to call upon him, since, though. I hope he's doing good." He paused, bright eyes wide and staring down at his toes. A burning question came to mind, one that had been persistently niggling for quite some time: "is he basically our son? Are we co-parenting with... five others, including the Collector?" Don't check his math.



@Kera


RE: disillusioned - Kera - Aug 11 2019


Kera licked her muzzle again, but other than making a mental note to investigate Pisces on her own later, she didn't comment on the matter much further. She stepped along after Auré, growing a little quiet at the mention of the trial.

Oh, she knew about it, alright. She had a lot of conflicting feelings on the matter-- if Blackberry should just be killed, as she would deserve, or if doing that would make everyone as bad as the goose. If giving her a second chance is a trick, and what the consequences would be if she hurt someone again.

The wolf shook herself out. "That might be for the best," she said. "Rift has a good heart, and I trust him, but I don't know if dancing around a trial is a very good idea. I don't know if it's Rift's place to run the trial himself-- especially when there's young gembound who have had their lives ruined by someone they called mother."

She couldn't even begin to imagine, in fact, how many might be outraged that Blackberry still breathes in Eridanus. Kera crinkled her nose. "Whatever happens at the trial, I hope it'll be the best for everyone's safety," she concluded.

It was better to move onto the subject of Giggle, at least. She perked up minutely, which was just enough to take her mind off geese for a while. "We can visit," she said. "It'd be nice to catch up with her for a while-- not to exclude you, I mean. It's just been a long time."

She sniffed the air absent-mindedly, dipping her head down briefly to snuffle a small pile of bones. Her ears were angled back to Auré as he spoke further about titles and kings, listening. She had not, in fact, expected a jab at Envy.

A sharp bark of loud, but brief laughter left her throat, shoulders briefly shaking as she tried to contain it. Oh, she knew exactly what Auré meant. She didn't like the claiming and the authority either-- surely that thing had to be earned, and Kera couldn't name a single feat she'd heard from Envy.

"That's fair enough," she said, swinging her head back towards Auré with a smirk. "Titles are better when someone else gives you them, anyway. I always liked Lightbringer, the Dog made it up."

On the subject of raising Aether, Kera had to consider. For a very long moment. She had raised Mars and Halo on her own; but Aether wasn't a part of them. In fact-- "I haven't seen Aether since he was born," she said, thoughtful.

"I suppose he's our son," she shrugged. Or daughter, if that was what Aether preferred. Or... 'child.' "I don't know if we're co-parenting, as such. Parenting would imply we've been a big part of his life so far, and I haven't called upon him-- or even seen him --since that day."

@Auré


RE: disillusioned - Auré - Aug 12 2019

Oh, Kera definitely knew about the trial, and seemed to have the same sort of stance on it as him --- which, thank goodness. The hybrid had quietly hoped he wasn't an outlier, in that case. "That's the problem, isn't it... he planned to do the trial whether or not any of the other groups in the Caves were alright with it," he rubbed at his cheek with a wing-claw, "it came out of left field." Aure lowered his gaze, sighing, "I hope it ends well, at least." Personally, his bets were on avoiding future serial killing and murderfests blocking an entire tunnel.

Anyways. Mom. "No--- no," he demurred, waving a wing, "I'll leave you two to it whenever you feel like it. Catching up with old friends is nice."

Aure's good mood slipped back into oh, shit, I said that out loud exactly how I thought it, as the Lightbringer laughed abruptly at a jab he hadn't immediately realized he made. Of course, his expression moved to horror, mostly out of possibly breaking a fairly important political alliance. The Seven weren't many, but he knew Pride was a force to be reckoned with --- and somehow friends with Envy. Or--- Livius. Same hat. But Kera simply took it as mirth and agreed. Thank goodness.

Again, anyways; Aether was apparently just as missing as Aure thought. Well, maybe not missing --- just living elsewhere unless called upon. The hybrid still hadn't figured out how... calling upon a child worked, or what the difference was between giving life to a stone or to a giant moth's stone with the help of the Collector. Perhaps, it was the Collector's magic building that connection? Aure didn't particularly want to ask.

"Well, I mean--- Aether was basically full-grown in seconds. Even seemed like he... remembered some stuff, like protecting us. Then, he took off," he chirped, brow furrowed. Perhaps parent hadn't even been needed.



@Kera