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welcome back - Astéri - Apr 07 2020

Astéri

seek what sets your soul on fire


Astéri gives the chrysalis a single, long, inquisitive sniff, before sitting back on his haunches and sighing. It smells normal, now—no smell of magic, no smell of ozone. Just a plain old colorful rock.

Even its pretty colors can’t dissuade him from his solemn mood.

Before him lies the ashy, crushed remnants of what was once an evil bug; he knows Elroy is gone now, and all that’s left of him is this chrysalis, placed between the shards of the other rocks that somehow crumbled away and vanished between one visit and the next.

He wonders, dimly, what happened to them. Did they break on their own? Did something decide to take them, leaving only remnants?

He won’t let anyone take this chrysalis. Even though he knows Elroy is… is… (he can’t bear to even think the word, the concept; he doesn’t want to cry again) gone, the little lump of his gem that barely goes up to the top of his paw is special to him.

He likes bringing bugs here, killing them in front of the chrysalis; he thinks Elroy would have liked that, that Astéri continues to fight them even after he’s gone.

He misses him a lot. He was a good friend—no, a best friend.

He’ll stay here for a bit longer before moving on; he likes to think that Elroy is still hanging out with him while he’s here.

It makes Astéri feel better about missing him so much.

@Elroy


RE: welcome back - Elroy - Apr 07 2020

Even if they hadn't known each other for long, they had left an impression on each other's lives more than they dared to know. Astéri's own life had curled around the chrysalis- a feeling not felt through cold, hard gem.

Foreign gem.

Elroy's mind slowly came to at that revelation. How long had he sat here, adrift in the sea of his own thoughts, staring up into the lifeless nothing that surrounded him? A wing flared up and up, feathers brushing against the ceiling that seemed to hold cracks of its own across his vision.

He tensed. This was... Familiar. A known sight- the chrysalis. He was in his chrysalis? He tried to put his mind to what happened until his lungs spasmed, breathing- suffocating- His eyes went wide as the rest of his body jerked to motion, talons forcing their way to the gem surrounding him to break free. Talons quickly perforated the rock and he scrabbled it further open, worming his unchanged beak out to breathe again.

He was alive, and this was not as graceful as an emergence as last time. Now, the thoughts of what they had done prodded at his brain and bled in like a black mist. Why- why was he so stupid to let them sway him? Desperate to be free of the memories, he wormed further out to escape the prison of his own making.

They weren't even here. Of course- 'bastards.' Baby's first cuss word, and it's full of malice to them! Wet wings pulled themselves and their owner up to dry land, each crack crescendoing into an avalanche of recovery elixir and shattered shards.

He heaved, facing directly to the Spire, the thing that murdered him and the thing that was now casting the blue over his shining feathers. Astéri wasn't in his mind- not yet, anyways.

@Astéri


RE: welcome back - Astéri - Apr 07 2020

Astéri

seek what sets your soul on fire


There’s an abrupt crunch—a crackle, even, of breaking stone, a sound that stirs a brief memory of his hatching in this very cave in what feels like an eternity ago, and Astéri looks so sharply up from the crushed remains of the bug in front of him that his neck aches.

What…?

“Elroy?” he asks, softly, one paw lifting to reach out to the stone, cracks spiderwebbing across its surface, and his heart flips. Is this—is this what happened to the other stones? Is this it?

Is he going to lose Elroy’s stone, too?

But, no—there are perforations in the rock, little holes, and the chrysalis shifts ever so slightly to an internal flurry of movement and Astéri realizes with a gasp that those are talons.

Elroy was simply sleeping in his chrysalis—Elroy was alive all along—Elroy is—Elroy is—

The bird all but forces his way out of the gemstone shell, each crack forcing the stone open wider and wider and wider—Astéri springs to his feet without even really realizing it, tail rising slightly in anticipation as he stares with wide firelight eyes at the chrysalis—and there’s a wing and there’s another one and then—

—and then Elroy is out, and Astéri can do nothing but stare.

After all this time pacing in front of the chrysalis and visiting it lots and lots and leaving dead bugs in front of it—there’s a slight stain on the rock in front of him, a testament to just how many times he’d done so—and—and thinking he was dead…

He… he’s not dead.

He’s not dead!

Elroy is here, alive, in front of him, facing the crackling tower of blue rocks and energy that sends prickles across Astéri’s fur—he’s here, and all Astéri can do is stare at him and take him how much he missed him, Elroy’s absence hitting him all at once.

After what feels like a period of forever spent staring at Elroy’s back, Astéri makes himself speak.

“...E—Elroy?”

He almost doesn’t want to say his name; as if acknowledging his presence will make him disappear back into his chrysalis once more, never to be seen again—as if this is just a dream, and doing so will wake him up, and Astéri will find that he’s fallen asleep in front of Elroy’s chrysalis and dreamed about him again.

Please, please—let this be real.

Let Elroy be back.

Please.

@Elroy


RE: welcome back - Elroy - Apr 07 2020

In the silence, he folds over what remains of the crystal, letting air simply woosh gently into his lungs. Up, down... Up, down... The feeling is intoxicating, clearing his senses for life around them to piece together the picture of...

It. He draws himself up, his beak-edges curling down in a facsimile of a frown. This thing is dangerous, and his first instinct is to fly so, so far away from it. Before that, though, before anything else processes, a soft noise sounds from behind him.

He turns, half-drawing himself fully from the gem, feeling it crack under his weight. He knows that voice; it was his savior before, and... What now? 'Where had you been?' He's quick to place blame, face curling into one of frustration, only to flicker to one of confusion. No. 'He didn't know I was here.' He needs to think-

He reaches out for his magic and finds a void. There's no response, not like when his magic failed- there's nothing. His steady breathing elevates to one of panic, eyes wide in the silence- if Astéri wasn't observant, it may very well look like shock to the feline's arrival.

But, no- it's for the departure of his body from the mistake he'd indulged in. What- why- He can't reach it, can't grasp it, and he strains to find any flicker of a remnant within his blood. Nothing. Nothing's there, and his mouth goes dry. There's an error- maybe he's tired! No- he isn't, he's not tired.

The- The Spire. He turns his beak back to it, feathers flaring. "It- As-" He stumbles over words in the rising rage. "Something's wrong."

His head wheels back around to Astéri, tears threatening to dot his eyes as sheer terror paints across his face.

@Astéri


RE: welcome back - Astéri - Apr 07 2020

Astéri

seek what sets your soul on fire


The lack of response, a widening of eyes—Astéri doesn’t know what Elroy’s thinking at this moment, but he thinks that he just hatched (re-hatched?) from his chrysalis, and maybe he’s just a little confused—he seemed really distracted by the big blue spire—so he takes the moment of shocked silence he gets from Elroy and fills it with a word of his own. “H—hi.”

What happened? When he first visited his chrysalis, when he first discovered it, there was—there was—don’t think about that don’t freak out in front of Elroy he’s already confused it’s okay just think about something else—

’Something’s wrong.’

The statement snaps him back to reality in an instant, Elroy’s panicked voice causing his protective instincts to flare up like wildfire. What’s wrong? What’s going on? There’s nothing around here that Astéri can see, nothing dangerous—in fact, the only things of note around here are him, Elroy, and…

...and the spire, which Elroy seems to be staring up at, feathers puffing up and flaring, and—

—and he’s trembling.

Something’s wrong, indeed. Something’s wrong to make Elroy act like that; something is very wrong indeed.

And when he turns to look back at Astéri, his eyes shine in the light with wetness, and he looks so, so scared.

Astéri takes a step forwards, then another, fur puffing as he looks up at the spire, and he tries to draw himself up to look strong and brave and to be a protector, to protect Elroy from whatever’s scaring him. He spares a quick glance around, although he already knows what must be wrong—the towering, floating rocks, right? There’s something wrong about them, maybe something only Elroy can sense—

—he shifts to put himself between Elroy and the spire, making sure that if something does happen to hurt them, he’ll be protecting him, and then looks down at the little bird once more, eyes wide with worry, tail twitching with anxiety.

“What—what’s wrong?” he murmurs, as if speaking too loud will draw the attention of the unknown threat.

Who knows; maybe it will. He has to be careful, to keep Elroy safe.

@Elroy


RE: welcome back - Elroy - Apr 15 2020

Flaring feathers puff up further as Astéri talks, Astéri sets in the situation, Astéri makes this reality. No. No, he didn't have the right, and rage takes over the taste of his mouth, the curl of his beak as he hops down from his perch to the stone below.

With nobody to blame, his anger is muddled between every negative emotion in the book. He's about to burst, about to scream, and a rising headache infiltrates as he shuts his eyes to focus.

When he opens them, he notices Astéri protective. He's not harmful, he's not angry, not upset, he's... He's protecting him.

From it.

"The- the- the Spire. The thing. It's-" He tenses. He can't admit what he'd done, the stupidity and depravity of it took over his senses. "Don't. Touch it."

He wants to throw up thinking about that feeling in his gut, tearing him from the inside out. "It- it, it did something." As he moves and flares his tail, a twinge of pain drags his attention to it and his pupils take in the sight of the fracture running along it of blue and glowing.

"It's stolen my magic."

He shies away from it, bile truly rising once more in his throat as he stares up at it. His wings stretch out and his body hugs the earth as he struggles to go backwards amidst the sea beginning to stain the feathers on his face. "I can't feel it, I- Look, my gem, it's- It's, don't touch it, please, for.. For the love of everything, don't. Touch it."

He's hyperventilating, now, and his entire being is screaming at him to run.

@Astéri


RE: welcome back - Astéri - Apr 20 2020

Astéri

seek what sets your soul on fire

’It’s stolen my magic.’

Astéri’s fur bristles in shock, fear, and alarm at the tone in Elroy’s voice—the pure fear at the very sight of the Spire. To him, it just seems like a bunch of crackling, floaty rocks, but…

...stealing magic. The thought seems impossible—of course magic can’t be stolen! It’s a part of him, just like it’s a part of everyone else; even without casting a spell, Astéri can still feel the fire burning at his core, the flame that makes him feel alive.

But, somehow, Elroy’s is gone. Missing, like dust brushed away as easy as a thought.

Astéri’s eyes go wide as he takes in the Spire’s aqua glow, the crackling in the air he can feel, the oily cracks at its base that seem as if they would devour him whole if he dared touch him. A chill runs down his spine as he sees it in a new light.

Carefully, he backs up, glancing between the Spire and Elroy, taking in the terror in his eyes—an expression which only acerbates his own fear.

This thing, it—it destroys.

“Let—let’s—we should—” Astéri begins, stumbling over his words, struggling to convey the weight of what Elroy has brought to his knowledge.

“We should get away from here,” he says at length, and even though his words are strong as he tries to stay like a stoic protector for Elroy, his voice is trembling.

It stole someone’s magic.

What else could it do?

@Elroy


RE: welcome back - Elroy - Apr 24 2020

He’s quaking again. The thought of his fear struck his mind like hitting a gong, reverberating around in his brain with rising bile once more. The fear he felt- it tainted Asteri, and it’s visible when the bird looked back to his previous savior.

He tried to say something, but Elroy- if he could grin with the nervous anxiety wrapping over him- tilted his head forward. ”We should what, leave? No- I- We have to do something!” He interrupted and spoke over the leopard’s words. Wheeling around like a blaze of fire, Elroy’s feathers puffed in anger. ”This- thing, it- if it took magic, who’s to say it can’t give it back! We- we- I don’t-” He inhaled sharply. ”I don’t know what I can do, but this- it-” His eyes screwed shut. ”It- It’s a freaking ROCK! Rocks shouldn’t be able to do that! We gotta find like- something about this thing! It shouldn’t be able to do that.” He repeated himself, breath coming quickly.

He turned back to Asteri. ”There- there’s nothing for me to do if I go back. What, just wallow in the fact that I have nothing left? This thing is- is a monster, is a- is something awful! We can’t- just destroy it, though, look how big it is! But what if someone else gets hurt? What if someone else is dumb enough to touch it or- or worse?”

His wing-wrists came up to his head, cradling it gingerly. All this yelling was working him into a frenzy, and he could swear he could feel his veins pulsing all throughout his body. ”It’s dangerous, it’s- it needs to- something needs to be done about it.” He’s pleading, now, looking to Asteri with wet eyes and his head pulling back into his shoulders. What could he do? It held magic, much more magic than he dared to dream of, and it stood looming like it was making fun of him for his mistake.

He was quivering, again, and he decided he did not like that.

@Astéri