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Goth Phase - Temperantia - Oct 09 2020 Something had awoken in the hole.They shared Temperantia's shape. Their eyes. But not their brain. Their color. Their demeanor. Fundementally different. To say Temperantia was feeling off was to call the sun tepid. When they awoke in that hole, nothing was the same. Its wings could barely flex. Their feathers stiff and blackened. The pain was as etched into their memories, their mind, as much as the words. Words echoed within their mind. A mind, which had before only been their own. These thoughts did not feel like Temperantia's own. But they were there. Implanted. A name. Dontacael. Mother. Temperantia must destroy Dontacael. Repeating, over and over. Whispers surrounded them. Within their mind. The same thing, the same name. The name made them crave destruction. They wanted to revel in its destruction. And Temperantia knew the root. Astraea. Lied to them. Forced them to be rebuilt. Their body to burn. To be lashed by unrelenting heat until Temperantia felt they shouldn't be able to feel. Pain that lasted past the unconsciousness. And they were left with the aftermath. Burnt feathers, incomprehensible, hateful whispers in its mind. Visions of Mother burning. Being destroyed over and over again. They wished it was a nightmare. This wouldn't have happened if Temperantia did not trust him. They cursed themselves for their naivety. Their blindness in trusting Astraea. The name itself instilled hatred. They would channel it. Every ounce of pain, of hatred Temperantia felt, Temperantia would pass on to Astraea. Astraea would feel every burn, every withered limb, every misfiring nerve Temperantia did. Temperantia would not make the same mistake again. They would not speak when they saw Astraea. They would destroy them. As Dontacael. Destroy the deer the next time their paths crossed. Temperantia did not know if it were the whispers, or themselves. But they craved the destruction of that being. "Pride." Temperantia called. The angel trusted Pride would understand what was happening. Understand how to reverse whatever Astraea and that..foul thing had done to them. But even as they stood there, the whispers overtook their mind. Searching for any speck of white to destroy. Consume. But even as Temperantia called for the deer, Temperantia wanted nothing more than to move on. Search for Mother. Destroy Dontacael. And then, once Dontacael was eradicated, burned to ashes, the embers themselves snuffed, Temperantia would destroy Astraea. "When I speak." When I think. @Pride RE: Goth Phase - Jampa - Oct 26 2020
From the central hub of Orion's heart Jampa could look up at the arc of stone surrounding the forum, with most of the seats still intact thanks to their proximity to the cave floor. She had spent a few hours tracing back and forth among them. The seats had gaps between them much like the larger buildings, and she spent some time mulling over the significance, as one might investigate and ponder the relevance of Stonehenge. @Temperantia RE: Goth Phase - Pride - Oct 28 2020
@Temperantia RE: Goth Phase - Temperantia - Oct 31 2020 A white shape appeared first. Antlers. Hooves. "Prid--" Temperantia began. Then, their voice got caught in their throat. Feathers. Wings. "You are not Pride." Temperantia said dumbly. Temperantia floated towards them, from the dark of Orion. Yellow eyes glowing. They watched Jampa silently. Confused. How much had Temperantia missed? "Who are you? Nevermind. Where is Pride." Temperantia said. Curt. To the point. "Astraea." Temperantia said, voice low. They seethed at the word. Hatred in every syllable. Temperantia did not care if the whispers fueled their maddened rage. They would take the encouragement. Their wings trembled. Temperantia felt their skin crack as they trembled, raw pain adding fuel to the pure entropy gnawing at its mind. "Astraea he...betrayer. Betrayed us. Turned our mind, our body, against us. Look at us!" Temperantia said. Temperantia spread their wings, feeling the charcoaled skin and feathers crumble with the movement. Temperantia was growing to like the pain. It was something to fuel it. Something different from the new plague that encompassed its mind. "Astraea did this! Left us with that...that thing. All we think of is Dontacael. Mother." Temperantia felt a sudden urge to leave right then and there. Leave Pride and the white fawn, and kill the damn thing to get him out of Temperantia's mind. But Temperantia had to warn Pride first. Then, Temperantia realized it had spoken in rambles. Nothing made sense. "Nothing makes sense. We went to Astraea. We had things to speak with him of. We--we trusted Astraea. We...we wanted to prove Astraea wrong. Prove the Creator did not exist. He does. We...thought we could change the Creators mind. Redeem Astraea. The liar. Astraea said no harm would befall us. We have been nothing but harmed." Temperantia said, bitter. They wanted to lash out. Destroy something. Dontacael, their mind supplied. No, the whispers did. Temperantia brought black, tattered wings close. "There is no redemption for Astraea. We must destroy Dontacael. Then Astraea." "When I speak." When I think. @Jampa @Pride RE: Goth Phase - Pride - Nov 01 2020
@Jampa (I went outta order here purely in case I'm a couple days getting back, hope that's okay!) RE: Goth Phase - Jampa - Nov 06 2020
With her father there she felt much better. The voice was not one that she knew and as friendly as she wanted to be, she was also somewhat frightened; Jampa was a mild-mannered child and for all her precocious habits she was also, in the end, a shy one. With Pride leading her safely from the sleeping place through the dark she thought, maybe this is another of his friends, like James. A new friend for me. New friends were always worth it, right? @Temperantia (sorry for the wait!) RE: Goth Phase - Temperantia - Nov 08 2020 "Creator," Temperantia echoed. Memories echoed. The burning. The void. The endless heat. The acute feeling of their own skin bubbling and cracking, being destroyed. The voice that called to it. Reshaped it. The way it spoke to Temperantia... the voices burned into their mind. Temperantia did not know how long they were quiet. Trapped in a prison of their memories. Their eyes were unfocused. No discernible emotion. And yet, a wince, a jolt, and they were back in the present. Away from that place. "Dangerous. Violet. Green." Temperantia said. Low. Temperantia was quiet again. The thought about going back there terrorized their mind. The whispers called it back there. The black beads of oil they felt beginning to form proof they needed to. But that was the last place they wanted to be. "Dontacael. Mother." Temperantia said. Their twinned voices hissing the name with all the hate and fury the whispers provided. The visions provided. They were briefly no longer in front of Pride and Jampa. Temperantia's blackened feathers touched a section of white mold. They watched in revelry as it crackled and burned. And then, they were back. "No, not Mother. Dontacael. He is Mother, but he isn't. He...controls Mother. We are the cutting knife. We must destroy them both." Temperantia couldnt help but laugh at Pride's question. Was Temperantia in pain? It was the first time they had truly laughed. Breathless. Unhinged. "We have known nothing but pain since waking." Temperantia said. Well that, and the growing desire to act on the Creator's vision. They had been Dripfed hatred for stability every second that passed. Every moment in the chrysalis. They looked first to Pride then Jampa. The pair of them. Temperantia folded their wings. Eyes narrowed. She was...quiet. Young. Temperantia carded through their memories, trying to identify the deer. Nothing stuck out. "I haven't seen you." Back to Pride. "What is their name? Are they your...child? When did this happen? We...how long have we been gone, Pride?" The longer Temperantia looked at them, the more they found a rage growing. Found itself sick of their presence. Their pure white coats, and cervine bodies. A combination of the things Temperantia was beginning to hate the most. It was beginning to grate on them. But it would not bring them as much satisfaction as the destruction of either Mother or Astraea. The consumption of both, a hungry part of them said. The taking of Astraea's oil would satisfy them. But Temperantia didn't say any of that. Just stared at the pair blankly, as a rabid animal might. "When I speak." When I think. ((no worries abt being slow java!! im slow myself! Also sorry Temp just wants to talk about how much it hates dontacael)) @Pride RE: Goth Phase - Pride - Nov 09 2020
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