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i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vander - May 09 2021

He'd been away from anything Sentinel related for so long. Their group didn't even get off the ground- and that stung in his mind, sent him pacing in the grove his family companions had. His sister Meissa had often accompanied on his wanderings around the lake, and his father Lyn would sing in his mind, and he was supposed to be happy.

So, why couldn't he sit still? He was not there for the meeting they had, but he knew the gist of it- a Hand. Vargas was a Master. Demands were made, the Sentinels fractured, and they were so much closer than ever.

And they had veritable monsters under their control.

As much as Vander's mind churned, he still needed to eat. So did the Refuge, and he'd made sure they'd eaten before he did, bringing back much more food than he could ever eat. But, most times, he preferred to be alone when it was his turn- a little peace and quiet, maybe, and a chance to stop regaling stories (the gore left out) of what his life had been before he met them.

And, thank goodness he was small. Perched up in a tree and overlooking the edge of the meadow, Vander grasped a particularly hearty tree rabbit and chewed on it thoughtfully, casually watching a herd of deer amble past in the distance. In times like these, he did not miss the warren- he was comfortable, alone with his thoughts, and yet surrounded by life. He knew he'd be safe back in the Refuge, and he knew he could get there with just a short flight away.

And yet, the Draco entrance loomed. Licking his lips free from the tree rabbit, he stared into the tunnel, dread filling his core. His tongue caught on his tusks- bearing down from his jaw, they seemed to have grown rather large, but not quiet enough to become goring-capable. Perhaps, if he took something from the side...

Vander's lips peeled up at the thought. No. No more killing, no more plotting, no more Trials. He quickly squashed the thought to the back of his mind and continued with his meal, returning his attention to the meadow deer. His tail flicked behind him, draped over the branch of the tree, as he refused to stare down the depths of Draco's tunnel any longer.

@Vargas


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vargas - May 09 2021



- THE LEVIATHAN -


From the soft, green tunnel entrance--past the labradorite waystones--a hulking monster emerged. It never failed to strike Vargas how out of place he was, sweeping from the voidlight shadows of Draco past the Door of Life, into the birdsong and meadows of Pegasus. But he had to hunt, to eat; and he was looking, too, for Orthoclase-Alpha. It was a matter of keeping his eyes open, his senses ready; the Orthoclase had been upgraded, now, in his mind from "on vacation" to outright "missing." He was concerned that it had gotten itself injured, somehow, or killed, but he hadn't found it in Tunnel P or Canis, and Pegasus was the last place he had actually seen it alive.

Clawed limbs swept over the grass, head held absently low in the manner of any travelling predator. His stride, as befit his size, was swift, if unhurried, but he was an ugly stain of alien violence on the natural beauty of Pegasus.

The Leviathan paused. Lifted his head; inhaled, looked around. He cast out his other senses, too--magic thrummed through him weakly, a pulse-touch of sensation. For a moment, as he looked this way and that, he stared directly up at Vander's tree--but he was dismissing each thing he saw as "not Orthoclase-Alpha," and barely registered the old Champion as there. If he'd been asked, he'd have likely said he'd assumed it to be a cluster of tree rabbits, or the like--not what he was looking for, though he settled the reddish blur into his mind as he did with dozens of other creatures roaming in his view.

Not here, then. Not today, not yesterday, not the day before. He wasn't sure where else to look--he'd sent out his spy and scout, and past that there wasn't all that much that he could do.

With a roll of his shoulders, and another glance around, Vargas set back out: over the grass, head swinging back to low, following the scent of the nearest colony of Wind Hoppers.


@Vander


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vander - May 09 2021

Vander's head shot up the moment something came through Draco's tunnel. A recognizable form- and Vander's eyes went wide, and he sat up, huddling his body together. His food laid forgotten in front of him, and he swallowed hard, staring, watching.

He was looking for something. Vander's muscles froze him in place like a gargoyle, hunched over and tucked in tight. For what? Had he seen him around, and set out to find him? He was drawing closer, and yet didn't see him, and Vander's heart paced like a panicked rabbit's. How much closer would he get? Vander's claws slipped on the bark as he stared, wide-eyed, nearly making eye contact with Vargas.

And then, he moved on.

Vander let out a shaking breath. Had he gone blind? No-- magic, and Vander squinted. What was he looking for, if he just passed over Vander like that? Ears flicking back, Vander spread his wings as he willed himself to stay calm and silent, eyes glued to Vargas's trailing form.

He stretched and launched to the next branch, then the next, his broad wings soaring and gliding a pace behind Vargas. He wasn't exactly silent- but, hopefully, the Master would pass it off as ambient noise. Where was he going, what was he looking for, if not him..? He had half a mind to ask, but, perhaps it would be best to see for himself.

@Vargas


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vargas - May 10 2021



- THE LEVIATHAN -


Vargas's mind had been working overtime, the last few days. It had been a constant stream, the forefront of his thoughts: We must answer to a new Hand. We do not have enough of us. I must make a new scout to her specifications. I must find Orthoclase-Alpha. I need to check in on Garnet-Delta's training of the new guardian. I..." -and so on, and so forth.

But right now, at least--on the hunt, on the prowl--he let it all fall away. When he sought out his food, his prey, he indulged himself. He let his violently bruise-hued hide feel the wind coursing over him, let the scent of forest fill his nostrils. It would have been poetic to say he allowed himself to imagine he was somewhere else, but he never needed to: it was enough to know that he was in his home, the master of his domain, hunting.

He was heading out into the fields, now--away from the treeline, away from Vander.

Magic sparked out, again, as he prowled farther into the open. And now he became aware of the little shape trailing him. It flared brightly in his mind, and for a moment he nearly dismissed it again. He kept his head forward, his attention still that way--he couldn't catch the things in the trees, the flying creatures and the climbers. He could have pulled them down with magic, but it was a waste of energy, really. And liable to backfire. By the time he climbed up there they'd have flown away, or leapt to the next set of branches. So his attention swept the fields ahead, looking for that telltale sparkle of red dots beneath the surface that would be Wind Hopper rabbits in their colony: he could snag one, perhaps, on the ground or--if his stealth failed him out here in the bright-lit open--dig a few out of their warren to eat. He-...

What is that? His subconscious flickered a warning. The thing behind him--up in the trees?--it was following him. And it was too large to be another of the Tree Rabbits, or even a colony of them. His step faltered briefly, but he caught himself before he turned, wondering. Overseer Cain-? he wondered, and then gave up. It could be any of a dozen Gembounds; there was no point in being overly stealthy about it.

He turned, swinging his head to peer up into the tree, toward the glimmer of red he'd seen.

There was a moment when recognition hung at the edge, when the shape in the trees was... familiar to him; if Vander fled now, perhaps it would evade him. But Vargas paused there, one spiked forelimb lowering back to the ground as he squinted up against the light, trying to see who this new shadow was.


@Vander


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vander - May 10 2021

Was Vargas hunting? He'd started to angle towards the meadows, and Vander's breathing quickened for a moment. He couldn't hide in the leaves with no leaves to hide in- couldhe climb up and fly from above? No, Vargas could see him then.

And so he stopped, fluttering around as he tried to stick close to Vargas as he moved along the treeline, sticking to the shadows. Hunting, definitely. Gritting his teeth, Vander paused when Vargas barely stuttered in his steps. His eyes were wide, and his scales lifted, his tail lashing- was he compromised?

And he looked back, again. From behind the branches, Vander watched, waited, and let the moment hang for a touch too long. Before Vargas had a chance to turn, though-- Well, he steeled himself, sucking in a breath as he angled down and dropped to the lowest branch.

He made eye contact with the Master, holding his position and angling himself once he was revealed, struggling to look proper. "Master Vargas." He dipped his head, though his expression held nothing but professionalism, withholding panic racing in his mind. 'Will he be mad? It seems he has other things on his mind- did he forget about me? Had I failed?' Swallowing down his doubts, Vander planted one foot forward, crouching down to be more at Vargas's height.

What could he say? That he missed him? He certainly didn't- and yet, there was something, a familiar twinge in his heart that told him he'd run away from responsibility. Breathing in harshly through his nostrils, Vander tucked in his wings a little tighter and raised his head. He'd wait, then, for the Master to initiate this conversation- wait until he needed to report.

If that's what Vargas wanted from him at all.

@Vargas


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vargas - May 10 2021



- THE LEVIATHAN -


To say that Vargas was surprised was an understatement; but despite what Vander might have thought, it was pleasant surprise. Though Vargas had few "long-lost friends," and Vander certainly wasn't among these, his was still a familiar face. Vander--Desert-Rose--was an old Champion; a surviving relic of an ancient time, a reminder that Vargas was not the only artifact remaining. That some proof of his entire life still yet existed, beyond dusty bones and forgotten Masters. Anyway, it was good to see him still alive; Vargas couldn't quite remember the last time he'd seen him.

Hadn't he been about to leave for Monoceros, to spy on the dragons-? And he'd fallen into a sleep, if the Leviathan remembered right.

These thoughts lasted only a second or two, in Vargas's mind; and then he was calling out, and up, his voice carrying both that surprise and that pleasure in it. "Desert-Rose Thirty-Five?" Ahh, but wasn't that a mouthful? "It is good to see that you yet live. What are you doing here?" he asked, glancing around, and it was not accusation so much as more surprise. This cave didn't seem like the sort of place the Desert Rose would live; but then, what did? He supposed he simply still equated it with the--well, deserts--he'd always seen it in.

For a moment, the name 'Vander' swam back through his mind, but he could not remember if Desert Rose had chosen the name, or if it had been only a disguise name intended for its infiltration. Eyes narrowed briefly in thought; would the Desert Rose even correct him if he'd gotten it wrong? I don't think I have. If it wants to be called something else, let it earn it; it did not join the Forge. That said, he had promised those of the Sentinels that they could choose not to follow him: and he was not about to start barking orders now. He'd see where the Desert Rose thought it stood, perhaps, and go from there.

His body turned fully on the moss-cushioned grass, pacing a few long but unhurried strides closer, so that he wasn't squinting up from quite so far away.


@Vander


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vander - May 10 2021

Desert- Vander- blinked momentarily. The tone was not one of accusations, but one of-- familiarity. Had he been hoping to see him again? Vander ruffled himself out a little more, standing up once more from his crouch. He couldn't disguise the small shock on his face. It was muted, yes- but the way his ears flicked forward, his eyes widened, and his jaw unclenched were all the telltale signs of it.

He lived. Vander nodded to that- ah, but Vander was not his name. It was never his name, and yet- his family knew him as it. It was a name he'd claimed as his own, and one he wanted. He would not correct Vargas, though- would that not be a little too forward? He pulled his head back as he considered, jaw clenching once more in thought.

No. He would not mention the name until he earned it.

And so, Desert dipped his head, bright blue eyes locked onto Vargas's own. "I have found... Refuge here, for a time. There was a time that I had gone into hibernation, not long after given the task of infiltration- and when I awoke, the dragons seemed to have moved on." His head turned away slightly. How much should he divulge? How much was safe? He shut his eyes briefly before looking back to Vargas, steeling himself for the report.

"I met with Hemlocke- I know of what's transgressed, and thought it best to wait until a call for recruitment, or assistance, was sent out. You seemed to have your hands full, anyways."

He paused. Would he have been able to help? His ears flicked back briefly- he should have helped. Hrm. Shaking his head, he continued his train of thought. "There's not much I could have done, I imagine. However-" and he mentally winced at this, but perhaps he'd get- what, cookie points?- "if there is anything I can assist with, please, let me know."

He needed to do something. Sitting idle in the Refuge with his relatives, lost without his brother- he couldn't handle it. And yet, he knew that by doing this, he'd locked himself into this path- back into what he had turned away from. Briefly in his mind- and, faintly surprising him- one single phrase rang out. 'I'm sorry, Lyn.'

@Vargas


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vargas - May 10 2021



- THE LEVIATHAN -


The Leviathan stood stock-still and silent as he listened, taking note of everything the Desert Rose said. He tucked each bit away, a dry fact, no emotion attached to most of it. Refuge--though from what, Vargas didn't know. Sleep, he'd known of that. When it had finished, he turned and glanced back the way he'd been heading. "Walk with me," he decided--and with a wry glance back--"or fly."

He took it slow, pacing along the meadow's edge, back to that low-slung predator's walk. He was taking scent, as he went, for those Wind Hoppers he had seen--but his mind was on Vander and his words.

"They did move on," he agreed, his voice briefly booming, in regards to the dragons. "But so did we, as I assume Hemlocke told you. What I assume it didn't tell you is that there would be no call sent out. After Lord Dhracia arrived, all was in chaos. The old quadrants were reopened. The Black Spire--a second magic source, and our most important one for still creating--was accessible again. But not all of those you had gathered were suitable for my task." On he walked, with a solemn glance at Vander, and he wasn't talking down to him; on the contrary it was almost companionable, an easygoing update for the Desert Rose. "That is not to say they--or you--were inept. But our work is to create powerful Valkhounds, and that was not why all of you had gathered. Our work would have nothing to do with Hydra, or guiding those lost, as I believe Hemlocke had in mind at one time. I gave the option to join us, and gain my protection--those in the Chaos Forge answer to me, and Lord Dhracia has given her word not to punish them in order to punish me for any failings. And I gave them the option to reject my offer, and to go their own way, free as the Gembounds in this cave but without that same protection. I had assumed that if you were awoken, you had chosen the latter-?" he went on, and there was an almost polite indifference.

For a moment, in regards to the Desert Rose offering his aid, Vargas wondered how it was intended: as an outside ally, or a servant? He decided to address that head-on, rather than leave it unclear.

"You needn't rejoin the Forge, or, rather--join it to begin with," he explained. "There was no demand to do so. The Chaos Forge do answer to me, and they do have responsibilities. I only wanted those who wanted to continue to serve. You have your freedom, if you wish it. Speaking of which," he added, "I do not suppose you have seen Orthoclase-Alpha anywhere-? It went missing, some time ago. I told it to take time off, but it has either gotten too comfortable or perhaps it's met its end," Vargas said, with another glance at Vander.

He crested a low hill, and slowed further, scanning the terrain; the warren was up ahead a ways, and he didn't want to spook them.


@Vander


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vander - May 10 2021

When Vargas turned, Vander had already been prepared to launch off- and took the opportunity on broad wings, gliding out and angling his wings so he could match the Master in his long pace. A gentle wingbeat here and there, and he hovered close to the Master's head, allowing him enough room to look about if he wanted to.

Vander, though, he looked forward, simply watching and listening. The Hand, the new quadrants- it weighed on his mind through idle days, driving him to try and do something. At the mention of those he gathered, however, he glanced to Vargas- and with it, he gave a look of understanding. He had no experience in gathering a group, and more hoped to garner interest with others to prepare for Trials, not to be a part of an entire nest reformation. Besides, Hydra-- it felt more like a prison. If they had taken he and Labradorite to raise them for something else, would they have not thrown two children in a desert? No. They were sent to die, and yet they survived.

His nostrils flared as he took a breath in, shoving that down. "I didn't choose to be free," he added in quietly, confessing the thought. He had no created purpose, much like the Gembounds, so didn't that make him free? Tenzin's and Aure's presences weighed in the back of his mind like a reminder, that he was just like them, that they had all been lost in this strange new existence. How much did Vargas know- did he know of Lyn, of the circumstances of his creation..?

He did not wish to serve. But, he wished to do something- it's why he had created the Sentinels, to help prepare for an upcoming renovation back to standard procedure, if it ever came. But, at the mention of the orthoclase, Vander's head turned to regard Vargas.

"I wouldn't know. I haven't seen it since it was a child," he simply stated, no particular inflection to it. Vargas had slowed, and Vander looked to the warren ahead, understanding what he'd intended to do. And so, he kept his voice low- best not to let the hoppers hear them. "But, idleness and freedom-" Vargas was offering that to him, wasn't he? Vander shook his head, huffing. "I want to do something to help this nest. I've had enough of my own stagnation." He slowed to a halt, hovering in place with hard wingbeats. "With new creations to handle, I'm certain that you'll need someone to give them direction, if they haven't taken your own. They need to be kept busy or they'd rather destroy themselves in their own free time." His mind meandered back to Draconua- though he had not known her name, he knew she was under Vargas, and she had continued to wreak havoc on Pegasus time and time again.

A steadying breath in, a sharp one out. "I may not be able to train with larger creations, but perhaps there would be a way for them to gain practical skills without the risk of death. Someone looking out for them during their more dangerous endeavors, perhaps, or a more... Toned down trial. Assuming you would not want your creations to go to waste, that is." The offer for his own help was vague, but he had no idea how to approach that, skirting around the idea. Maybe...

"The Sentinels were an idea that did not come to proper fruition. I will be the first to admit that. I would prefer for the Forge to not go that way- even if I haven't experienced much of it yet- or at all. If you would have me, I would be honored to have a hand in bringing things back to how they should be, in any way I can help. Or- a new way, whatever way seems best for bringing this nest back into order."

He'd rotated to face Vargas halfway through that, perhaps talking a lot before a proper hunt- but the idea had weighed on his mind, and part of him needed this. Living life without purpose was barely living at all in the dragon's eyes. This way, he could give himself one- and, perhaps, prevent the throat-clenching thoughts of leading a directionless life in other creations designed with no intention.

But, Vargas was on the hunt, and Vander's eyes turned back to the warren, his head jerking in offer. "But, perhaps it'd be best for both of us to discuss on full stomachs, and I've already had my meal." He let out a laugh- a genuine little laugh, even if it was one small huff!- to Vargas, a faint smile just barely lifting the corners of his lips.

What happened to him..?

@Vargas


RE: i'll run away to prove i've never been free - Vargas - May 10 2021



- THE LEVIATHAN -


Vargas was mostly quiet through Vander's speech; he came to a halt at the crest of the little gnoll, and waited. At the idea they should both eat, Vargas glanced at Vander. A short huff escaped him, an acknowledgment of the joke if not outright laughter--that sort of sharp exhale, at the very least. "It can wait," he answered, certainty in his tone.

No, he was interested in Desert Rose, for the moment. "I will say, first, that the Forge cannot go that way. I do not know if you realize the... precarious nature, of this nest, Desert Rose, but I will tell you." Vargas's demeanor was solemn as he regarded the Champion. "It had been in hibernation for centuries. Useless. Dormant. I do not doubt that Lord Dhracia was weighing our worth--that the timing of her return, my being made Master, was no coincidence. Master Astraea undoubtedly saw our impending fate, and his decision to thrust me to the Creator's feet was a last-ditch effort--if calculated!--to prevent that. There is Order in this Nest, Desert Rose--lurking, and waiting. They would sooner destroy us--this entire nest, one of many and meaningless on its own--rather than let Order take it. My point being... if the Forge dies, this nest dies. Right now, I have Lord Dhracia's assurance that we will be given time, if she can buy it. But she told me, personally, that even she cannot guarantee that the Creator will not destroy this nest. For now? He has granted me His power. Reshaped me, personally, into the Master that I am. But tomorrow-?" Vargas grunted.

"You will be thinking, I imagine, that Overseer Vargas never spoke so freely with us. That he was overbearing! Demanding! Secretive. And all of that is true. Now that I am Master I can tell you what I wish, guide you all in the directions that I wish, without fear of the other Masters' retributions. The Chaos Forge is the only thing standing between this Nest and utter destruction. Count on that," he added, firmly. "But as long as I stand, I will not let this Nest fall." There was a certainty in his tone, the finality of a God.

A moment later he was in motion, sweeping down the hillside with a rattle of quills. He darted here and there, but the Wind Hoppers were vanished into their warrens, and Vargas set about digging them out. He glanced up, waiting for Desert Rose to rejoin him.

"I tell you all of this to be up front, and so you understand, Desert Rose, this next part. That is: I must bring a heavy hand to bear on those already in the Forge. Some are skilled, diligent. Many are not, and need to be motivated more harshly in the coming cycles. If you offer us aid, if you offer to join our ranks, you will be subjecting yourself to that. But," he added, "all of that will be handled fairly. I do not punish accidents, unless they are made through negligence. I do not punish mistakes. I will punish disobedience, or failure to perform. And benefits will be earned. The problem with that is, you already bear those rewards. Freedom, the ability to procreate as you see fit--to choose a name, if you wish. I will have nothing to offer you bar purpose, perhaps; and the possibility of helping to secure this Nest's future. As for your use-?"

Vargas looked the Desert Rose up and down. "You are a Champion of Hydra. I am certain I can find a use for you. The creation of tests would not be a bad idea; if I assigned you the task of arranging such things, tests--be they in Hydra or elsewhere--what would you do with that power? Are you willing to linger in Draco, to try to handle combatative Valkhounds ten times your size? To face the consequences of failures, and gain little for reward, in turn?"

Vargas studied him. He wondered what the answer would be--his own demeanor was solemn, businesslike, as always. But he was being as up front as he could, as honest. It was a warning. Vander had much to lose, and nothing to gain--for himself. For the Nest, as a whole, and everything in it-? That was another story. But it was much to ask, much to offer, and would Desert Rose see it that way? Would he see a "greater good," as he had already seemed to imply, or did he seek to rejoin Vargas for another reason entirely?

The Master did not know--but he was curious to find out.


@Vander