Alek had given Vargas the wrong impression, by speaking his exceptions first, it seemed. He said as much,
"I apologize Master Vargas, I appear to have given you an incorrect impression."
"I will fight for the forge, so long as those enemies are not my family. I was mentioning an exception, not the rule. And even then..."
He feel silent for a moment, processing whether his statement would be true.
"If hostile members of my family were inclined to attack the Chaos Forge... I am already loyal to Onyx-Three. You cannot expect me to have full loyalty yet to the Chaos Forge itself, when I have not even joined. But I would fight Onyx-Three's enemies, regardless of who they are, though I hope it never comes to fighting my family. I could not kill them, but I could fight them if they truly were opposed and inclined to violence. ...And Onyx-Three's enemies are the Forge's enemies, in equal measure. So, I would do quite a lot, to protect Onyx-Three and the Chaos Forge."
It was a painful admission, in a way, yet a freeing one as well, because it was true.
"I am a loyal being, and I care about Onyx-Three a great deal. They have been a friend from me when I was at my worst, and they continue to be a friend while I am at my best."
"Is this arrangement still impossible in your eyes, after hearing all that?" he blinked his own many eyes, bar the purple amethyst one.
@Vargas
Alek closed all his eyes for a moment, save the gemstone one, to think at this question. He could not commit to yes, for all that he wished he could.
He opened his many eyed purple gaze and regarded Master Vargas. Or was it just Vargas now.
"No," he spoke simply, not going into caveats, but his musical tones were tense with disappointment at his own answer, for all that it was honest.
"If I am not joining the Chaos Forge, I am Alek, not dragon. It is my name," he spoke, in part to delay, because he was going to answer just as honestly.
"I love Onyx-Three. I doubt they feel the same, or at least, not to the same extent. But that is alright. I am loyal to Onyx-Three."
His gaze was disappointed yet relieved, that he would fight his family. But Onyx-Three felt like family to him, as well.
"I wished to stay beside them, through good or bad," his voice was thick with hard to describe emotions.
"Forgive me, Master Vargas, for wasting your time," his voice was full of bitter regret.
Then... a thought occurred to him. He was quiet as he considered it. Gradually, his head lifted from how it had fallen.
"May I... Could I at least give a child to the Forge? One that might be an assistant to Onyx-Three when they grow. My inherited magic is powerful, descended as I am from Pride, though I am not at all a magic user. It is dangerous, as well, but... That should prove useful, here."
He paused.
"I would need to find a suitable stone... But... Only if you approve. Only if I have not spouted more foolish, useless words."
@Vargas
To be quite honest, Alek did not see what being Master Vargas had to do with not using Alek's name. But then, he did not know at all what it meant for one to be a 'Master' truly, in the first place. He was quiet, not agitated, simply listening.
And he kept listening, as the other spoke. And he continued to listen, even though the other seemed to view him as morally righteous. Alek did not consider himself such. He could say that, even, but what was the use of wasting more words and time?
"I have accepted that I cannot join, Master Vargas," he acknowledges as he finishes speaking.
"And perhaps the child I grant to this cave will not be a Blacksmith's assistant. So long as it stays part of the Chaos Forge, part of Onyx-Three's life, I have no objections. I have no such intentions as strange as 'rescue'. I understand that you act with a purpose, even if I cannot be a part of this purpose. So it seems we are in agreement." He tilts his head, questioning if his conclusion is correct.
"...I will stay in Draco, mostly, I believe, but I will also be seeking a stone for this child. Not because Onyx-Three is... unworthy, but because I do not wish to put them into an uncomfortable position. I do not know if they would want children, even," he additionally added.
"Is there anything else, Master Vargas?" Alek inquired, tone polite and musical.
@Vargas
Alek considered that, idly glancing around to consider the creatures of the Forge.
"I do not wish to cause conflict within Onyx-Three," he commented, truthfully, as his gaze regarded Vargas again.
He considered the possibility of leaving the child's parentage unknown, his tactician mind noting the way that others had many eyes and several odd traits.
"I could leave, after placing the child's chrysalis. I do not want to burden Onyx-Three and possibly distract them from their duties. A child of mine... Would not likely look so odd, here. I would find a good stone, regardless..." he hesitantly suggested.
"But lying is not a good foundation for a beginning," he added, musical voice more firm.
"Waiting is likely best, yes," he concluded.
Still, Alek felt adrift as before. What was he to do if he left? He did not know.
But what was he to do if stayed, either? There was no progress to that path, only stagnation.
"Is that... everything, Master Vargas?" he asked, his voice distant, full of thoughts as he was.
@Vargas
Gazing at Master Vargas, Alek was glad that this being was the one leading the Chaos Forge. Master Vargas had created a place where Onyx-Three was content and loyal.
"That works," he murmured. For now, he would observe Onyx-Three's home. Learn more of his friend through the world he had grown up in.
"Thank you for your willingness to allow me to stay, for now, at least," he added.
But that was all could say, his mind drifting over his failure. He wondered what Onyx-Three would think of him having not been able to join. He hoped the other was not disappointed with him.
[Exit Alek]
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