Dec 11 2016, 01:41 PM
He had seen fewer faces as of late. No faces that he used to know, except Leon - but even the bear was hardly around anymore. Ghanyarah wondered where they'd all gone, if they'd died or retreated back to their chrysali again, like he had. Maybe they found some better place to be or they were just... busy. Regardless, he'd found it an opportunity to get to explore. He'd seen much more of the cave than he'd ever known, rooms that he had only caught glimpses of, or poked his head inside but never truly explored. Places once inhabited by groups of Gembounds that might have been hostile - now they were empty. Lonely. He began to know them more intimately than he'd ever dreamed.
But the komodo dragon hadn't really dreamed of knowing things before. He'd never really dreamed of anything. Dreams and wants and wishes were for the foolish, and Ghanyarah was a practical beast. He knew that wanting led to disappointment and failure. He'd never had room in his heart to accept failure, and he'd never had the need to want anything more than he possessed besides food and other carnal desires anyways.
Since the caves had grown quieter, he'd found those wants slowly mounting. They were wants for familiarity, for the gentleness of Gracie's voice or for the strange heat and embarrassment Arkrael brought to his face. He wanted to tell a bad joke to someone, but there was never anyone around. Sometimes fury gave him the impulse to lash out, but there was no one to hurt. His jaws hungered for some kind of struggle, but the lesser mice that scampered through the jungle of Cetus were always too easy of a meal, and Ghanyarah didn't fancy running into another big spider at the risk of getting himself in trouble again - this time, without his groupmates to help.
Worse than this, now he was beginning to suffer from the steadily climbing heat. He had no idea why the caves were beginning to feel hotter. Maybe it was his imagination, but he was pretty sure that the ice usually coating some of the rooms and tunnels was thinning. Something was wrong, and Ghanyarah was beginning to feel his desire for companionship growing more dire by the day. He needed solace during this change.
The beast had slithered up from Cetus, through the tunnels into the heart of the cave where often he'd seen the great, glowing blue spire in the distance. An ever present sentinel humming with power - perhaps the only thing that hadn't changed. It was there than Ghanyarah walked until he had reached the crystals sprouting violently from the earth, splitting stone and dirt, perpetually illuminating the core of Polaris. And it was there that he waited, hoping that today, he would finally see someone else. Maybe not someone he recognized, but someone. Maybe, with them, he could make something new. Something that could outlast this, whatever this was.