Huckleberry waited for Rift's response with bated breath and hollow disappointment filled his stomach when he got his answer, as well as a sense of desperation and loneliness. He could not go back to his family, especially not now, but he also could not find a home here, where it would be safe. He curled up around Shiny and blocked out everything else.
For a little while he stayed curled around his friend, his only friend, barely listening to the outside world when a little prod from the cat got him to at least lift an ear to listen to what was happening.
It at least came as a minor relief that they weren't planning on killing him and he had no problem promising to never be violent, but the thought of taking berry out of his name...it threw him into a sudden panic.
He burst out of his position and threw himself against the bars again, Shiny letting out a tiny squeal of protest.
Two things had warred within Cloudberry for the last few minutes--terror, and disgust. Fear for what might happen to her battled chaotically in her gut with absolute disdain for Huckleberry. He was weak, simpering and whining and frantic, totally useless to anyone. Abruptly, this disgust flourished into hatred, bubbling out and pushing back any semblance of fear that remained.
It was lashing out; it was a lack of control brought on by circumstances well beyond her. She was helpless. She could do nothing. She bit back, and Huckleberry with his crying just happened to be the target.
"Shut UP!" she snapped at last, and for a moment the world around her seemed to tremble and roar with her rage. None of this was fair. Her whole life had been a brief horror: daughter to a family of killers, and this had never made sense, and now captive to those who would judge her for the only life she had ever known. She'd never enjoyed it. She'd never enjoyed anything. There was nothing she wanted. She had no hope for any better future, for she knew no good in this world. She just... she just wanted... "I just want you to SHUT UP!" She rounded on Huckleberry, the hatred in her blue eyes glowing. And out it came, a flood of emotion long too-pent-up.
"You're WEAK, and you've always been weak! Why did we follow along with what Mother said?! I thought there was no other way! No one CARES if you're afraid, we're all afraid, SHUT UP!" As she spoke (and her arguments were jumbled, one thought clearly unrelated to the next), her clawed wings battered at her cage bars, as if she wanted nothing more than to get to her "brother" and rip at his skin. "Stop WHINING and crying and just SHUT UP!" Her voice had reached a screech she'd never touched before. She didn't know what else to say, didn't know what else she wanted; she just knew that she didn't want to be here. Her clawing turned into frantic battering of wings against the bars, her blue eyes wild with hate, her strange beak-face curled into a snarl.
"You're all--LIARS--EVERYTHING IS LIES--JUST LET ME GO--" Her ranting went on and on, growing higher and more hysterical by the moment, unless someone had a way to stop her.
@Yewberry
The hybrid shivered, grateful beyond belief that the lion had stayed. She pressed her side against the crystal cage, trying to get as close to Mercurius as she could. Yewberry longed for a kind touch, even just a brushing of fur against feathers.
And the deer, too, was coming to their defense. The war... the battle... it was nothing but a blur, a flash of pain and blood followed by blackness, but she could remember the give of tawny flesh beneath her beak, and blood on her tongue - she heaved, stomach churning, and bile splattered the grass. Why, why did that feel so wrong? But the thought of blood on her tongue... in her stomach... she retched again, eyes watering. She found herself unable to look at the antellope without remembering the give of her flesh, and so focused on the speaking puma.
Ice cold fear trickled down her spine - they would vote to kill them, surely. If it were Mother, Grandmother, her family, they would be slaves or made dead, and in the end all Gembounds were like them - no matter how pretty they tried to be.
The little lion cub spoke loudly, claiming that they were to live. And she wanted to scoff - pretty words, that was all she wanted? What was to keep them from returning home after being set free, and hurting others - even if the thought churned her stomach. And the stag - oh? She had been certain the stag would wish them dead. But, no, he wanted them to live under them, to lose their 'berry' and to learn beneath him.
And it was only when he began to speak that she noticed the bird-dog, similar to her but very different. Kind, dark in color, in appearance he was not unlike Mother, but she could see very little of Mother in him. She licked her beak nervously, tasting bile. And she agreed with what he said -
But then... then Huckleberry was screaming. Her eyes widened, and she cowered, pressing her side against the cage nearest to Mercurius, listening to him babble. He didn't want to change his name - and she could understand why. It was... it was part of them. But - but if 'them' was hurting and blood and killing, did she want to keep that part of her name.
Terror boiled in her chest, Cloudberry beginning to rage in a truly horrible way. Her legs buckled beneath her, and she slunk to the ground, stomach pressing to the ground, side shoved against the crystal side of her prison in an attempt to get as far away from Cloudberry as she could, feathers flattening against her to make her appear as small as possible.