Ashtoreth's ears pricked with surprise as Aure's thoughts brushed against hers, her fur fluffing up defensively as she was completely caught off guard. Instinctively, her mind went blank, and she stared off, hesitant to accept the connection so easily. It wasn't that she didn't trust Aure-- but... but there had been plenty of Gembounds who had messed with her mind before. She... Didn't really want to think about that.
When Ash did think, she thought less with actual words and more with concepts and images, gut feelings and emotions. As she relaxed, padding after her half-brother, she pushed those thoughts toward him. There was a lot of emotions associated with home; she didn't ever quite feel like she belonged there, and... Well, she loved her family, sure, but she also felt suffocated and trapped when she had lived with them. It wasn't even the Bonebound's fault, or her father's, it was... Honestly, all just in her head. They hadn't done anything to her. They had loved her, and tried to protect her. Maybe it was that she felt that she had let them down, more than anything. This wave of guilt she shared openly through their connection.
If her father was "sleeping", she wanted to see for herself. She had spent so much more time away from Canis than in it, even though she still... Thought of it as home, just a home that she didn't want to go back to. It was hard to explain, even when sharing emotions through the connection; it was irrational. But she couldn't help how she felt. But, if I'm going home with you... It feels less weird than just showing up, I guess. She tried to put it to words. ... Thanks for not dragging me kicking and screaming back home. As stupid as it was, she had always been afraid that one of the Bonebound would show up and demand her to come home. She was terrified of being trapped there.
As they reached the narrow tunnel that lead back through to Orion, she felt a shiver down her spine. Gee, wonder where the paranoia of being trapped lead to. She shook her head and bounded forward. Well-- anyway-- I bet everyone's missed me! The little hybrid thought brightly, shoving down any dark thoughts that might try to come to the surface. She could just imagine them all; Liora, Bones, Giggle, Krakarak, Kerberos! ... Assuming they all were still around. Do I have more siblings, now? She asked, peering toward Aure over her shoulder.
... She was, um, more than a little out of touch, apparently.
