- THE LEVIATHAN -
It began with what might have sounded, to another, like platitudes. But Vargas was fairly certain that Delta meant every word--and that was what garnered Garnet-Delta respect from the Leviathan. Real respect, not simply the approval of an Overseer or even a Master. He respected its dedication, its precision, its efficiency and calculation. But most of all the dedication--the loyalty, the sense of responsibility and direction. It was a defining characteristic, one he valued highly and one, unfortunately, that his other Overseer lacked in astonishing entirety. ...'To make itself a copy of myself, or better,' it was saying, and Vargas' chin raised a noticeable amount, then dipped, in a nod of obvious approval. "To desire to improve upon the next cycle with pride in your work, and not resentment in possibly being surpassed, is a strength," he offered, a brief notation inserted into its speech.
'I started with doubts. Doubts of my worth, of my potential. You have built up my courage, guided me.' Vargas took note of this, considering. Perhaps its insecurity, if it had had any, had been a force in driving it to prove itself? He didn't know for sure, but he'd always been fairly certain of this one's potential, at least. Was that important? -Encouragement? I will remember that, he thought. He'd always Overseen, but never been in charge of the others' training. Only culled the weak, spared with them, taught them what he was told to, took note of the strengths of the survivors, and reported to his Masters. Motivation had come into play but not as often as it did now, and usually in the form of him stalking behind a group, motivating them to push on or to be eaten. And as for 'I would not want to force something into misery,' Vargas gave a little snort and a nod. "In my era," he remarked, "we were created with a purpose not only as our task, but as our drive. We usually desired to do our work, and to lack that desire was a fault, if an unusual one. Orthoclase-Alpha is proof of the new generation's differences. If your 'apprentice' does not like its work, its fate will be in your hands--to release as you see fit, if you wish it, and to try again. And I will not judge you on your work; this... section, of the Forge, will be wholly your domain. I will not intrude on it. You recall that I asked Lord Dhracia to leave the Forge to purely my authority, and for the rest of you to never be punished for my transgressions?" This was said factually, not with any of the martyr's whine; he was getting to a point. "So it will be for the assassins, or whatever you choose to name them. I will not decide their fates or punish them--that will be your responsibility and your privilege, unless you ask me to do so at some point." That had to be clear, and out of the way, in his mind. He wanted Garnet-Delta focused on its task, not eventually fretting over Vargas perhaps harming one of its subjects.
Though, he was not sure that it would care. He did not attribute it the same weaknesses that the "Gembound" held--but then, was that not a weakness of his own..? He had held the same... not fears, no. Not fears. Concerns. Yes, and did that count as a weakness, to ask that of his Lord-?
...Surely not. I will need to consider this. ...Later. It was a worrying possibility, and had the ex-Overseer briefly distracted.
He turned his mind back to Delta as quickly as he could, trying to focus on its words. To its long verbal consideration of possibilities. '... I may consider removing the partner I choose from the equation before the child is born.' Vargas' rigid brow would have perked over all three eyes, if it could have. "I would not recommend killing its parent," he interjected, somewhat surprised at such a thought. "-Do you mean that the pressure of a dead one spurred you to prove yourself? Or was it something else? Was that the case with Orthoclase-Alpha?" he asked, abruptly, surprised at the thought. The old Orthoclase had proved herself. Vargas had even told Alpha not to concern itself with such an idea, given that the Trial of Darkness had been little more than a feeding for a weapon held by this nest. "Regardless, the child may grow resentful and you might lose its loyalty, should it ever uncover that fact, assuming that you hide it. And if the design proves worthwhile it may be something you wish to reuse. I am uncertain about my ability to completely replicate designs, as yet," he added, in warning. Plus, what the hell? Even Vargas was surprised at the ruthlessness. But... he'd hardly been raised in a culture that gave him the background to morally protest. He couldn't even, on reflection, quite figure out why the idea of "murdering the other parent of my child" bothered him.
He hesitated, briefly, then settled on: "I do not want the Forge to get into the habit of killing the worthy." Faint memories of glory, triumph; of courage, flowed through his mind. That was the other side of the "culling, murder" coin: the blazing-eyed cheers of the survivors. The roars of the victors, scar-knotted and proud. The clang of weapon on armor or shield as they screamed their triumph to the hidden stars.
How glorious it had been. This... murder in the dark; that wasn't the right fate for a thing worthy of survival. Dying to an assassin might, to some, have rendered a thing not "worth" living; but Vargas knew that no creature was truly immune to such a tactic. A good assassin with time to plan could kill anyone, or anything--it was just that the caves' purpose was a little more... general than that. Armies, instead of spies. Brute force, over black cunning.
But there was no harm, the Leviathan thought, in practicing both.
"Take your time, then, in deciding. Come to me with any concerns that you might have, any advice, or simply to talk. We will be, in a sense, comrades from here on out--colleagues in our work. Cooperation and communication will be key and I want there to be no confusion between us. If you wish to train, pass thoughts by me or ask for aid you may interrupt me at any task. Do you have questions, for now, or anything else to discuss?" he asked, eyeing the Garnet with a businesslike eye.
...Eyes.