it's easy to lose yourself, i know

Full Name: Daughter

Alias: n/a

Gender: Female

Age: 62 Cycles

Species: Arctic Marble Fox

Magicka: ʡ 10

 

Postlog: n/a

ACHIEVEMENTS

ENCHANTED ITEMS

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03/21/25 — Aged up to 62 cycles.
01/27/25 — Aged up to 61 cycles.
12/28/24 — Aged up to 60 cycles.
11/28/24 — Aged up to 59 cycles.
10/28/24 — Aged up to 58 cycles.
09/29/24 — Aged up to 57 cycles.
08/29/24 — Aged up to 56 cycles.
07/30/24 — Aged up to 55 cycles.
06/30/24 — Aged up to 54 cycles.
05/31/24 — Aged up to 53 cycles.
05/01/24 — Aged up to 52 cycles.
03/31/24 — Aged up to 51 cycles.
02/28/24 — Aged up to 50 cycles.
01/29/24 — Aged up to 49 cycles.
12/30/23 — Aged up to 48 cycles.
11/30/23 — Aged up to 47 cycles.
10/31/23 — Aged up to 46 cycles.
10/01/23 — Aged up to 45 cycles.
09/01/23 — Aged up to 44 cycles.
08/02/23 — Aged up to 43 cycles.
07/03/23 — Aged up to 42 cycles.
06/03/23 — Aged up to 41 cycles.
05/05/23 — Aged up to 40 cycles.
04/05/23 — Aged up to 39 cycles.
03/06/23 — Aged up to 38 cycles.
02/04/23 — Aged up to 37 cycles.
01/05/23 — Aged up to 36 cycles.
12/06/22 — Aged up to 35 cycles.
11/06/22 — Aged up to 34 cycles.
10/07/22 — Aged up to 33 cycles.
09/07/22 — Aged up to 32 cycles.
08/08/22 — Aged up to 31 cycles.
07/09/22 — Aged up to 30 cycles.
06/09/22 — Aged up to 29 cycles.
05/10/22 — Aged up to 28 cycles.
04/10/22 — Aged up to 27 cycles.
03/11/22 — Aged up to 26 cycles.
02/09/22 — Aged up to 25 cycles.
01/10/22 — Aged up to 24 cycles.
12/11/21 — Aged up to 23 cycles.
11/11/21 — Aged up to 22 cycles.
10/12/21 — Aged up to 21 cycles.
09/12/21 — Aged up to 20 cycles.
08/22/21 — Created a thread misguided ghosts (traveling endlessly) in Pegasus
08/22/21 — Attempted to Cast Will o Wisp (Successful!) in misguided ghosts (traveling endlessly)
08/22/21 — Learned the spell Telepathy
08/22/21 — Received ʡ 100 from Terror
08/22/21 — Received ʡ 145 from Aviatrix
08/13/21 — Aged up to 19 cycles.
07/14/21 — Aged up to 18 cycles.
06/14/21 — Aged up to 17 cycles.
05/15/21 — Aged up to 16 cycles.
04/15/21 — Aged up to 15 cycles.
03/16/21 — Aged up to 14 cycles.
02/14/21 — Aged up to 13 cycles.
01/15/21 — Aged up to 12 cycles.
12/16/20 — Aged up to 11 cycles.
11/16/20 — Aged up to 10 cycles.
10/12/20 — Aged up to 9 cycles.
09/12/20 — Aged up to 8 cycles.
08/13/20 — Aged up to 7 cycles.
07/14/20 — Aged up to 6 cycles.
06/14/20 — Aged up to 5 cycles.
05/15/20 — Aged up to 4 cycles.
04/23/20 — Attempted Other (Failure!) in sometimes i feel like a motherless child
04/16/20 — Aged up to 3 cycles.
04/09/20 — Created a thread sometimes i feel like a motherless child in Canis
03/20/20 — Joined thread YOU'RE NOT MY REAL MOM in Cetus
03/20/20 — Attempted to Cast Will o Wisp (Barely Successful!) in YOU\'RE NOT MY REAL MOM
03/17/20 — Aged up to 2 cycles.
03/12/20 — Attempted to Cast Will o Wisp (Critical Failure!) in creeping mat of mycelia
03/12/20 — Created a thread creeping mat of mycelia in Eridanus
03/12/20 — Attempted Other (Successful!) in creeping mat of mycelia
03/10/20 — Joined thread we got work to do in Eridanus
03/10/20 — Attempted to Cast Will o Wisp (Barely Successful!) in we got work to do
02/17/20 — Created a thread universal veil |Hatching| in Cetus
02/17/20 — Was taught spell Will o Wisp by Origin Cave

Appearance

"all my grief says the same thing:
this isn't how it's supposed to be, this isn't how it's supposed to be."
The entirety of Daughter's existence could be described in three words: small, light, and fluffy. Her pelt is a snowy white, almost alabaster in color, save for a few distinct streaks of black around the edge of her ears, marking her eyes, and sloping down her back. Her color is that of an arctic fox, but her shape leans towards that of a more temperate breed—she has none of the roundness of your typical arctic fox, instead holding the lean, lithe build of a scavenger used to moderate temperatures.

Her stone is pearl, iridescent white, smooth, shiny, and unblemished, which sweeps gracefully around her neck like a fancy collar, giving her an appearance of royalty. It anchors into her skin on either side of her neck, but nowhere else, allowing her head freedom of movement. Her sweet eyes are the color of will o' wisps, and peer about with a kind of subdued curiosity; her default expression shy and withdrawn.

Once, she walked with a bouncing gait, heralding childish innocence—but those days are gone, and now her steps are quiet, measured. She carries herself with a kind of deep sadness; she seems like a Victorian widow, still in mourning.

Daughter is totally mute. Thrown into Mother's hive at first hatching, she never learned to speak—never had the need to speak, surrounded by her hivemates. She thought she would never need to speak to anyone outside the Hive ever again, for surely Mother would convince them to her side before she saw them. Those days are gone, but the silence in her throat still remains—it's only when she communicates through magic that it becomes audible, silvery and soft as feather down.

"and the world laughs. holds my hope by the throat.
says: but this is how it is"

Personality

when i imagine myself i am always leaving
She named herself Daughter, once—or was that the name given to her, by a Mother who lied? She had the name Daughter because she was nothing more than Mother's child, and a sibling to her family. She had the name Daughter because she was a part of Mother, part of her family, and never saw anything else she could be.

Things are different, now. She's had cycles away from her Mother, cycles to realize that she wasn't really a Mother at all. Or—not a good one. She knows Mother lied. She knows Mother sought to take over Gembound who never asked, who never wanted her tutelage. With that realization came a deep sense of betrayal; she was supposed to protect Gembound. She was supposed to love and take care of them and maybe She did, maybe She did love but it was a toxic kind of love, the kind of love that stole deep into one's veins and poisoned them from the inside out.

But despite her sadness at the thought, it's hard not to miss what she had in the Hive. A family. A home. Unconditional love and support—things that are hard to find otherwise, for a voiceless fox.

She knows what Mother did was wrong, and she has sworn to herself to never go back, but her days are filled with a sense of longing for once was. A sense of mourning, for what she lost to Mother, and what she lost for leaving Mother all those cycles ago.

One of the only things she carries from her previous life is a love for knowledge. She may no longer have a being to hone her magic for, but she still enjoys practicing when she has the inclination to. And she may not have a Mother to act as spy and informant for, but she still enjoys a good mystery.

i couldn't draw my own face if god asked.

History

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Group: Inactive

Job: n/a

 

Stone: White Pearl

Element: Arcane

Magic Level: Fledgling

Specialty:

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INVENTORY

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Registered: Feb 16 2020

Date of Birth: Not Specified

Local Time: Apr 03 2025 at 01:39 AM

Status: Offline

Last Visit: Feb 27 2023, 09:55 PM

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