Dec 16 2015, 12:30 PM
Amaria
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
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You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
![[Image: tyr3VzL.png]](http://i.imgur.com/tyr3VzL.png)
She felt his eyes on her after she had unceremoniously flopped down into a leisured position, but Amaria had chosen to ignore it as she searched the crowd once again. Warm blue eyes studying each familiar face as well as every single unfamiliar face. Maji Walezi had most definitely grown in size. She did not miss the way Makyna had glared at Cancer and a frown set across her features as her ears pinned back. Every thing in her had the urge to get up and stand in the way of her nasty glare, but she left it alone. Not only would she stand against her sister, she knew Carce would be able to handle his own. If she had to step in, then she would, but for now nothing was coming of the glare.
Her attention shifted from Makyna to the three children that was gathered with her and Leon and she smiled just the slightest as she studied them one by one. She was a little thrown off they had never told her, but it wasn't like they had left each other on good terms. Even after her 'rebirth' she still had not found time to apologize properly to Makyna for slapping her. She shook her thoughts and turned her gaze towards Bevy when she began to speak once again. Or rather one of the personalities. She didn't know all of them as she had not spent enough time with the bird, but it didn't matter. There was still a fondness for the bird, if only because she had known the pitohui bird. However, with the events of the last few cycles and her settling down with Carcino a new emotion had began to bubble up into existence. An emotions Amaria dared not even who upon her features, much less bring up with Carcino. The last time she acted on that one frustrating emotion it had led to her own demise; or what could have been her demise had her gem not acted in time.
Her tail flicked, emotionless eyes pinned to the bird as she listened to the speech. There was a shift in her when Hasira had been brought up and it was all she could do to keep herself from baring her fangs in annoyance. 'If it had been Remedy...would you have even bothered to help...' the words tangled into her thoughts, causing the line of fur along her shoulders and down her spine to stiffen in just the slightest. When she realized her own inner hostility Amaria cleared her throat as quietly as she could and turned her focus to Cure who had been sitting so quietly in front of her as she looked all around the room. A sigh escaped her quietly as she moved in to bring Cure closer to her with a slow sweep of her paw and began to distract herself by grooming her cub. Of course Cure would protest a little bit, but she soon gave in and simply relaxed in between Amaria's front paws.
Her attention was not taken away from her cub until she felt the familiar sensation of Cancer's gaze upon her and slowly she glanced up to him. Her ears pinned back for a moment, worried that he had spotted her sudden change in attitude before she had caught herself, but there as only question in his eyes. She lifted her head and perked her ears at him. Was he just wanting her opinion on what she felt he was asking her? Or was he wanting her to make the final decision? Even through all the things both of them had dealt with while being here. His rather chaotic and bad break up with Makyna and her own self issues towards her siblings...it didn't seem like a decision only she should make on her own. Pisces had felt like home to her, at least for awhile, before suddenly it was just a place she felt so out of place in. Her siblings had wanted nothing to do with her, the other Walezi members held no interest. Then again, it wasn't as if she could blame any of them. She made no effort to be a part of any of it.
She searched his features, wondering if there was some underlying answer that he was giving her that he just didn't want to speak out loud. Just as she was about to open her mouth and ask him Calypso's voice came through one more time and she couldn't help but look to her. Then there was that. That thing those two shared. Amaria had no right to get in between it, but there was a tingle up her spine and Amaria had to look away once again. Cancer even regarded the new personality that she had no idea about. Whatever the two shared together was something Amaria would have to constantly watch should they return to Pisces. The thoughts made her chest constrict and she had to push down the urge to get up and leave.
Carcino's voice drew her attention and she glanced at him from the corner of her eye. She flicked her tail, shifting slightly as Cure moved to crawl out of her hold and move to a better spot for her to see things. "I will stay...wherever you wish to be. Whether that is here or back in Canis," She finally spoke, answering his question. It would be his decision. Or rather....depending on who got voted into leadership. If cancer won then they would be staying in Pisces. If Leon won, it would be Cancer's decision whether they go back to Canis or stay here.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
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Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Her attention shifted from Makyna to the three children that was gathered with her and Leon and she smiled just the slightest as she studied them one by one. She was a little thrown off they had never told her, but it wasn't like they had left each other on good terms. Even after her 'rebirth' she still had not found time to apologize properly to Makyna for slapping her. She shook her thoughts and turned her gaze towards Bevy when she began to speak once again. Or rather one of the personalities. She didn't know all of them as she had not spent enough time with the bird, but it didn't matter. There was still a fondness for the bird, if only because she had known the pitohui bird. However, with the events of the last few cycles and her settling down with Carcino a new emotion had began to bubble up into existence. An emotions Amaria dared not even who upon her features, much less bring up with Carcino. The last time she acted on that one frustrating emotion it had led to her own demise; or what could have been her demise had her gem not acted in time.
Her tail flicked, emotionless eyes pinned to the bird as she listened to the speech. There was a shift in her when Hasira had been brought up and it was all she could do to keep herself from baring her fangs in annoyance. 'If it had been Remedy...would you have even bothered to help...' the words tangled into her thoughts, causing the line of fur along her shoulders and down her spine to stiffen in just the slightest. When she realized her own inner hostility Amaria cleared her throat as quietly as she could and turned her focus to Cure who had been sitting so quietly in front of her as she looked all around the room. A sigh escaped her quietly as she moved in to bring Cure closer to her with a slow sweep of her paw and began to distract herself by grooming her cub. Of course Cure would protest a little bit, but she soon gave in and simply relaxed in between Amaria's front paws.
Her attention was not taken away from her cub until she felt the familiar sensation of Cancer's gaze upon her and slowly she glanced up to him. Her ears pinned back for a moment, worried that he had spotted her sudden change in attitude before she had caught herself, but there as only question in his eyes. She lifted her head and perked her ears at him. Was he just wanting her opinion on what she felt he was asking her? Or was he wanting her to make the final decision? Even through all the things both of them had dealt with while being here. His rather chaotic and bad break up with Makyna and her own self issues towards her siblings...it didn't seem like a decision only she should make on her own. Pisces had felt like home to her, at least for awhile, before suddenly it was just a place she felt so out of place in. Her siblings had wanted nothing to do with her, the other Walezi members held no interest. Then again, it wasn't as if she could blame any of them. She made no effort to be a part of any of it.
She searched his features, wondering if there was some underlying answer that he was giving her that he just didn't want to speak out loud. Just as she was about to open her mouth and ask him Calypso's voice came through one more time and she couldn't help but look to her. Then there was that. That thing those two shared. Amaria had no right to get in between it, but there was a tingle up her spine and Amaria had to look away once again. Cancer even regarded the new personality that she had no idea about. Whatever the two shared together was something Amaria would have to constantly watch should they return to Pisces. The thoughts made her chest constrict and she had to push down the urge to get up and leave.
Carcino's voice drew her attention and she glanced at him from the corner of her eye. She flicked her tail, shifting slightly as Cure moved to crawl out of her hold and move to a better spot for her to see things. "I will stay...wherever you wish to be. Whether that is here or back in Canis," She finally spoke, answering his question. It would be his decision. Or rather....depending on who got voted into leadership. If cancer won then they would be staying in Pisces. If Leon won, it would be Cancer's decision whether they go back to Canis or stay here.
"Speech" 'Thoughts'
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I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…